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I know there’s not much of a chance of my crush seeing this, but I have the smallest hope he will, and that he’ll recognize my name on here and my pfp and give me answers as to why he treated me the way he did
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When he first started ignoring me, I didn’t know. I thought he was just busy, and maybe he was. The next day the same thing happened and I felt hurt and perplexed. Before is said hi he seemed just fine talking, but when I started talking he stopped. I had to pretend not to care, although I do a lot.
I know I’m baring my heart here, but if I can’t do it here, where else can I do it? Anyway, My crush said very sweet things and acted flirty the day before he ignored me. That was the best day of my life…
I’m not sure if he’s lying, precisely, but…I’m not sure he’s telling the truth, either
How did I lose you? we were friends, maybe on our way to being more…How come you became so distant? Is it sad that I’ll never ask you these questions for you?
I reread your text to me before you ignored me…They made me smile. Then I looked at the texts I sent that you never replied to me. That made me cry….How is it possible?
I really want to know. Who am I to you? A friend? No one? Something else?
I view myself as unlovable, naive, stupid…..Do you think of me that way?
I’m finding comfort in Darkness..,it’s all because of you…
Please don’t leave me…You’d break me if you left… we can be friends..
I needed you…or rather, I do need you, and your ignoring me..
If your ignoring me, at least give a good explanation
What do you think ?
K. aka letmeplaywithkittens 4 years ago
It’s a really awful feeling to be abandoned after you’ve let your guard down and let someone in/see the vulnerable parts of you. That is such manipulative behavior bordering on that of a scoundrel. Ask yourself if you are willing to be played like this? They can easily turn and do the same thing over and over again when things don’t go their way. Don’t hide yourself from the world. Take some time off to recuperate, but don’t be afraid to be vulnerable to people who stick around. Also, you’re not alone in feeling this way. You’re going to have to keep being strong, being vulnerable, being open because loving relationships come in all forms and at all stages of your life. No one is that special that you have to feel that only they can see that side of you/ know who/what you stand for. Excuse the improper grammar.
Raven (Post author) 4 years ago
thanks for the great advice! you're really wise
Load More Replies... Tessa Gray (Post author) 4 years ago
Edit: He started dating one of my friends and he didn't know how to tell me so he just didn't say anything...
K. aka letmeplaywithkittens 4 years ago
It’s a really awful feeling to be abandoned after you’ve let your guard down and let someone in/see the vulnerable parts of you. That is such manipulative behavior bordering on that of a scoundrel. Ask yourself if you are willing to be played like this? They can easily turn and do the same thing over and over again when things don’t go their way. Don’t hide yourself from the world. Take some time off to recuperate, but don’t be afraid to be vulnerable to people who stick around. Also, you’re not alone in feeling this way. You’re going to have to keep being strong, being vulnerable, being open because loving relationships come in all forms and at all stages of your life. No one is that special that you have to feel that only they can see that side of you/ know who/what you stand for. Excuse the improper grammar.
Raven (Post author) 4 years ago
thanks for the great advice! you're really wise
Load More Replies... Tessa Gray (Post author) 4 years ago
Edit: He started dating one of my friends and he didn't know how to tell me so he just didn't say anything...
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