Thanks ,Jenn. I'm learning new skills for sure. I just fixed a broken spring loaded cabinet door , trimmed shrubs , & learned to use an extension ladder . I'm ,also, working with light weights, because a lot of new things are heavier than I've been used to .

There are so many kind people that I know or have read online . My family isn't close , but, friends include me , I wasn't alone at Thanksgiving , &, won't be for Christmas dinner either . I feel blessed ! I have my tree up because it carries handmade ornaments from my children , as well handmade ones from friends over the years. They are comforting to look at. Myxomatosis , I'm sorry your grief so overwhelmed you . What I miss in quiet house the most is the laughter & , of course, the sharing . I hope you are doing better. Life is perfect & I can accept that.

Life isn't perfect

Nancy, Laura and anyone that faces a Christmas without a loved one that passed away, so sorry for your loss and I'll think of you guys this Christmas. Also best wishes for the new year. Hope it will bring some peace and light. Hugs.

Laura , celebrate the kindness of others & gratefully accept it . We all suffer grief in different ways & that's OK. I was a hospice nurse for 6 years & dealt with a lot of families . We will get through this , &, we'll be stronger because of it . Please don't be alone !