when you are a ray of sunshine and then one minute your a rain cloud

when you trust in some one to guide you through your life

usually me

thanos why.............. I'm sorry, I know this is supposed to be serious. I get it. I hate addressing my own mortality.

something you never learn from the first experience

hamilton reference

when your so deep its like a basement or hole or cellar or void or a underground of darkness

when your trapped under all the rubble of your problems or your problems are weighing you down

when your trying to find happiness somewhere inside and find nothing

when your so alone or hated by people your shadow is your only friend

when you would do anything to find love

if your gone or left or dead its not the same or it isn't right anymore

when your in a huge group and nobody likes you

when you try to draw or write but your hands feel like their in concrete

when you've been emotionally turned down or hurt or broken that its a daily routine or a its normal for you