I am asking this question because for last 2 years I have seen small signs that is making me realize that my mom prefers my sister over me . I am very sad over this fact . Even though I know that my sister is quite mature and responsible than me ( she is 5 yrs younger than me ) , it still hurts me . Am I that bad that not even my mother prefers me ? Yes I am quite weak in studies and am fat but hey at least I have a good heart , I think . It just hurts me that no one loves me the most and prefers someone else over me . It may sound selfish but I never felt truly loved .