I am currently mad at my guardian so... yeah.

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Not hate but I resent my mother for smoking through pregnancy and my childhood even knowing how dangerous it is. Now i have many issues including asthma and i wonder how many are because of this. She also keeps smoking when she is with me even tought she knows that i have lung problems.

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2 years ago (edited) DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

She is not a bad person but adiction makes people very selfish.

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I don't hate them for it. But it's something I hate about them. They have these ideas in their heads, and when faced with new ones they'll simply acknowledge it and move on. Even when they know how damaging it is to keep their ideas. They consider the fact they might be wrong, and they'll see that they are. But they'll cling onto a single excuse, or a reason or anything like that just to keep their opinion. Even when there's so many more reasons to have another opinion. Like me. They don't want to change for me. And it might seem selfish, but it hurts. It hurts to know that I'm not good enough for them to change their mind. It hurts to know they'd stand on the side that hurts me, and that they'd help hurt me. Even when they know they're wrong. They do it anyways.

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2 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Hey, you are not selfish. I'm sure many people would say feel the same thing and parents should help you and protect you, not the opposite so you have a good reason to feel the way you do.