hiiiii

Hey! ¦)

how are youuuu

I'm a'ight, I'm a'ight. You?

one of my friends decided to be a bi tch and tell my gf that i cried bc of her so during lunch she was really worried and confused when i didn't want to talk about it but she kept trying to talk about it

Oh. Interesting. You okay?

also remember i told you about cassy? she's trying to get back with me again and idk how to respond to it. on my pf on scratch she told me she missed how we used to be and i didnt know how to respond so i just said "me too" like thats literally the most idiotic thing i couldve said istg

yeah im okay. my gf seemed genuinely worried and sorry for making me upset, which is nice i guess.

Wow. Well, uh, with the Cassie thing, you're gonna be inactive for the next few months, so maybe it'll be over by the time you come back. Idk.

hopefully. also im sorry im kind of just rambling about whats happening with me this is hopefully the last thing, last night my gfs new bf called me bc he was bored and i was like oh god okay and i answered and we talked for like 2.5 hours and it somehow came up that he's liked me since before he started liking my gf? so i have no clue what to do about that either, theres a lot of s**t going on lately lmfao

Well, do you like him as well? Maybe ye could all be a thing.

yeah i guess i wouldnt mind dating him but idk. im thinking about it

Interesting.

mhm. anyways, hru?

I'm okay. Nothing interesting. You?

im actually having a pretty good day today which is great, but nothing interesting other than the things ive already told you

Fair enough. You in class?

also i have really no clue what your music taste is so idk what kind of music to recommend to you but i recommend music to everybody, you should listen to Pink Rover by Scene Queen. Its such a good song but you might wanna listen with headphones, just a warning lmao

yup. one of my friends just called me hun and told me she was proud of me and said "just keep getting your work done, youre doing good" and idk why but it all made me so happy and flustered like im sitting here in the middle of spanish class on the verge of tears because im gay panicking so hard over a TEXT

Dw, I gay panic over texts constantly. And I'm into all kinds of music, so I'll probably like it. I'll check it out.

lmao okay im glad im not the only one, and okok lmk what you think of it lol

So, what're you up to?

playing games and listening to music and talking to you and waiting for 5th period to be over. i fkn hate spanish lol im so bad at it. wby?

Maybe you wouldn't be so bad at if you paid attention (/t). Watching a TV show with cute couples and feeling extra lonely and single xD. Pretty average afternoon for me.

MY FRIEND GAVE ME A CAPE OMG IM SO HAPPY

HAHA NOW ITS SCIENCE TIME IM SO GOOD AT SCIENCE (i love science its my favorite subject im just sad they didnt put me in biomedical science but im supposed to take it next year so thats alright i guess)

lmao shush stop telling me how to solve my problems (/lh /nm) ah nice nice. we can feel lonely together then lol

Hey, so uh, I may have been comment stalking (/dkm), and, well, do you like Cassie? /nf

its fine i comment stalk too (/gen) no, i dont, i just dont know how to tell her that i didnt mean to say i missed us too and i dont wanna hurt her feelings again. cuz shes like, rly suicidal and is already having a hard time and i dont wanna make her sad again

Oh, well uh that's... something.

mhm. its a problem.

Maybe you shouldn't flirt with her though. Talk to her, but try and make it as obviously "just friends" as possible. Don't lead her on.

thats probably smart lmao. i didnt think i was flirting too much but then again im kind of an idiot, did it seem like a lot?

It was more her flirting and you agreeing, but it was enough to make me think you liked her.

okay well that makes sense. did you see her ask what i was wearing?? that made me SO uncomfortable dude like i was debating just not replying but i didnt wanna be rude

I did not see that, but I did see her calling you hot, which may or may not have made me barf a little bit. /lh /hj

well i mean. i am hot. but yea when she called me that i was kind of just, sitting there like "please god stop this." and im pretty sure her asking what i was wearing is on my profile.

I never said you weren't hot. I just got weirded out. Because of her, not really because of you, although had she said it to someone else I doubt I'd have cared as much.

lmao are you being protective or something then? but yeah if anyone else had called me hot i doubt id have gotten uncomfortable

and then she asked for proof when i said "im always hot" and i kind of just waited until i had to go cuz i really did not wanna show her pics of myself atm.

I'm not being "protective", I'm being jealous, there's a big difference. And I get the fun kind of jealousy where instead of anger, it's self deprecation. xD

well dont be jealousssssss, and bro me too isnt it so fun lmao

Mmm, yeah, the best, lol. Anyway, how're you?

i have cRaMpS but other than that im pretty decent. hby?

Eek, hate cramps. I'm g. Finally finished my exams, so I'm officially on holidays. Feels amazing.

me too, i took ibuprofen, it just hasnt kicked in yet so ill be ok in like 20 mins. and woah thats epic dude. did you do well on your exams?

Yeah, they were all pretty easy, bar German, which was surprisingly difficult. I won't get my grades back until September or later, but I definitely passed all of them, probably got two or three As.

woah, thats rly impressive dude (/gen) speaking of exams, i passed my english final and my science final. no clue about math and i definitely did NOT pass my spanish final and i know this because i didnt even do it but its okay because spanish sucks and it only brought my grade down to a C- which is still passing.

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This working now?

It is, yay!

epic

Is today the last day I can talk to you?

no, we can talk on monday too. maybe not for as long but for a bit.

Oh, well that's something, at least. I'm gonna miss you. <3

ill be back in september, but ill miss you too <3

That's so long awaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy. :whining:

i know it issssssssssssss im sorryyyyyyy <333

Is there anywhere you could be on? Like, if you made an account somewhere else would you be able to be on there at all? Or like e-mail or sm?

no. my mom checks my email like every five minutes bc i used to talk to two of my online friends using my email. and texts wont work bc she checks those too. do you have tiktok? i have no clue if she checks my tiktok messages but i dunno. if she does, she doesnt seem to care about me and my irl friends extensively cussing and saying stupid s hit that she would def get mad about when we say it on tiktok. when she gets mad about it over texts.

I do not, and it's not really something I can get, unfortunately. The only other sites I have are Tumblr and tpc. I'd be willing to get some less "mainstream" ones, but I'd rather stay away from c**p like twitter.

im not allowed to have any other social media other than tiktok. which is an issue. so i dont think theres anything else we could really use to talk. ill try to sneak on here some times in the summer though.

Hmmm, okay. I'm technically not allowed social media either, I just sneak it, but TikTok isn't one I can do. :(

makes sense. sad :(

Yeah. I'm sure you'll find someone to fill whatever place it is I have in your life for the next few months though. xD

ay ay ay no youre like my best friend and ive liked you for however long its been when most crushes i have last like 2 weeks max, ill just be sad until i can talk to you again dw im not gonna replace youuu

Awww, well that's sweet. If it's any consolation, I'll get over you in two weeks, tops. /jjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjj /t /thatisveryfalse

i have 14 days to convince you that im crush material /j /lh

Heh. I really like you.

i really like you too

Heh. :)

:)

i gotta go now but i'll be back in about 35 minutes <3

Okay, I'll talk to you then. Probably. :)

heres what i was talking about earlier Screenshot...6b62a4.png

im backkk