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I hate ADHD sometimes. When I really need to get something done I can sit down for hours trying to do it and literally can do anything except that one thing. It’s so frustrating.
i wish i didn’t feel the need to always hide my personality/the real me. i’ve made a more toned down version of myself that i put on when with people/in public, and i literally cannot be myself. i tend to think so much about what i do and how i do it that i don’t know what i’d naturally do. my sort of grandma told me to look at her when she was speaking. it’s just not NATURAL for me. i just can’t. i want to tell people about the stuff i’m currently super obsessed with. my classmates are hateful towards almost everything i am. i’m the person who you’re a pity friend for, or who you go to when you need entertainment (like going to the zoo kind of entertainment). i wish that i could cover my ears when things get too loud. I wish my mum could just store the information regarding me and textures she knows i can’t stand in her head, and just remember it. i’ve always hated tomatoes. it’s not going to change any time soon. just because i haven’t eaten avocados in ages doesn’t mean i’ll suddenly love it. i’ll try the dish with the “scary” food if i want to/need to. encouraging me won’t change anything. i’ll just feel more guilty if i don’t eat it, or more compelled to do so. i occasionally knowingly starve myself. not cuz i hate my body or something, i just don’t feel like eating. it’s too hard. it’s way easier to just drink some water or chew some gum and ignore it. i feel weird (i na bad way) when i wear my noise cancelling headphones outside and listen to music. i wouldn’t survive the school bus without them. i’m just so tired. welp.
dang i didn’t realise how long it was
Recently, I walked away from a guy who I thought was a friend for 13 years last year. I left him because of his negativity, drama, and controlling ways. He would say things like you're ok but not beautiful. You can't hold a guy long enough. It didn't matter who I was dating at the the. Every guy was a jerk in his eyes. He told me that he's the only guy in my life who knew howbto handle me.
Now, I know I'm beautiful inside and out. I'm working on my self esteem and confidence. I'm striving
why do my posts always more upvotes than answers?
why do my posts always more upvotes than answers?