I’m slowly going insane and I’m going to have to spend three weeks with my mom’s side of the family. They aren’t that bad, and my parents aren’t too bad either, but I don’t know if I actually want to go. Also, I hate my body more than I ever have but I don’t really have the energy to do anything about it. My head hurts right now and I don’t know what to do about that. I keep forgetting everyday functions like I forget to eat and drink water and respond to people who are talking to me. I don’t really have a motive to exist but I don’t want to die and I’m definitely not suicidal just kind of done with life. I’m not sure anymore. I know none of this makes sense, but if you know how to fix one of these things please respond.