life is tough, but i hope things get better! here's a sushi to cheer you up 🍱
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Iâm doing great but Iâm nervous about start grade 12 tomorrow. But Iâm staying an extra year for high school, which is great. I donât know how people are going to react to the new and improved me who has a new personality, new look, new pronouns, new phone, but I have my awesome friends who got my back, so I really donât have to worry about it. I also have a few enemies, that Iâm convinced want me to drop dead. Also Iâm looking for a boyfriend who wonât be embarrassed to be seen with me.
Really awful today, Queen Elizabeth died, I hope that Iâm not getting an eating disorder, because lately I havenât been eating as much as I usually do. Itâs because a kid in my class said that I looked like I lost weight, and that really f-u-c-k-e-d me up because my body looks fat and I think that food is going to make me fat.
Iâm sorry, I just needed to vent a bit.
I drew a picture of me and my inner demons tormenting me, and my friend Corinne is asking me if Iâm okay, and I said that Iâm not okay.
Iâm in a dark place right now and I donât think I can escape from it, and Iâm extremely miserable.
Lousy, but finally got a diagnosis and starting a new med that, combined with the others I take, should improve things.