Hey Pandas, How Are You Really? (Closed)

This should be a safe space. Please don’t forget you’ve got people who have your back.

This post may include affiliate links.

It’s been kind of a hard day, but I’m hoping things will start looking up soon.

Report

Final score:

5points

Artemis

POST

I'm doing better. I am still very mute at school, but working on it. Still having a hard time with lots of anxiety.

Report

Final score:

5points

Anonymousplease

POST

Scagsy 3 years ago

I'm glad you're doing better but I'm afraid there's no quick fix for anxiety. It's a horrible and debilitating condition and I hope you have some support from family or friends. You have already taken a huge step by reaching out on here so try to keep those small victories in mind when you feel bad. Good luck and I hope you continue feeling better. It's a marathon not a sprint. (I was doing so well but I had to throw a cliche in at the end didn't I?!)

1point

View More Replies...

View more comments

I feel so useless and without a purpose. :(

Report

Final score:

4points

Ozacoter

POST

Scagsy 3 years ago

I feel the same. You are not alone. Right now I have no answers except that I hope you have somebody who loves and can support you. Good luck.

2points

View More Replies...

View more comments

It's been such a long day. I went to school (freshman here) and got my period so.. yay. Luckily I did have some pads but I feel like crap. Also, I have a condition (not sure what it is, please tell me in the comments if you think you know) where if I exercise a lot or do like running, the air seems to get really cold and then my chest hurts like my lungs hurt really bad and my PE teacher is very understanding but I cried a bit in PE today because I felt so weak and stupid because everyone was y'know doing the workout and I was sitting on my mat trying to breathe and not cry. So yeah. Bad day. Life happens though.

Report

Final score:

3points

Deutschland Mädchen

POST

Artemis 3 years ago

Yeah, sounds like a really rough day. I’m really sorry! Things like that always seem to happen in freshmen year. I’m glad your PE teacher was kind but that doesn’t make it better. I have a medical condition that keeps me from doing the stuff in PE too sometimes and it really sucks, I’ve definitely felt weak and stupid because of it but please remember that you’re not! I hope things start to look up. :)

2points

View More Replies...

View more comments

This week has been absolutely s**t. I got into trouble because I had to do a performance in Drama but I could bearly speak so I said i couldn't do it but my teacher didn't care. My parents found out that I am too nervous to order food so they are trying to get me to order food to the point they are getting the school involved, my friend group has started to fall apart and I hate it so much. I wish this week never happened or it happened differently at least. At least I have a holiday for a week

Report

Final score:

3points

Aroace tiger (she/they/he)

POST

Aroace tiger (any pronouns) (Submission author) 3 years ago

I should probably mention that I'm ordering food in the school food hall

0points

View more comments

im losing my sheet :D

Report

Final score:

3points

Juan Hernandez

POST

Counting down the days until death finally comes for me.

Report

Final score:

3points

Scagsy

POST

Ozacoter 3 years ago

Hugs

2points

Decent. Sort of. Not really. I got smacked by a guy I really like twice the other day, so that's given me some inner conflict. Honestly I think my friends are more mad at him than I am. I've got a lot on my mind but its all just so blurry.

Report

Final score:

2points

Outlawzen

POST

Deutschland Mädchen 3 years ago

Wow. I... wow. I hope that you're ok but that could be considered assault in some circumstances. Context?

3points

View more comments

Not wonderful. I'm just in a really bad mental state right now. I overthink everything, I feel like I annoy everyone, and I'm just overall anxious and depressed. I don't want to tell anyone because I'm supposed to be the shoulder to cry on, and I don't want anyone else to have to feel as bad for me as I feel for them. I still wish just one person would look me in the eyes and realize I'm in no way okay despite what I say. I wish someone would genuinely ask me what's going on and let me just dump everything on them.

Report

Final score:

2points

Black Pearl

POST

BlackPearltheSeaWing/NightWing (Submission author) 3 years ago

I also don't say anything about this because I'm afraid of being weak in any way shape or form, but I am. I don't want anyone to know that I'm not really strong like everyone thinks I am.

0points

View More Replies...

View more comments

#10

I’m alive. I got out of bed today. Not ready to make any changes or talk about it because that’s just not something I’ve ever been able to do. I’ve stopped responding normally to people who ask how I am. Now I answer with the most ridiculous thing I can come up with. Yesterday some random coworker I ran into asked how I am. So I told him “still trying to breathe in reverse but it’s not working. I’ll keep at it”. He just said “Right. Never stop trying!” Ha. Yeah, I’ll do that. Last week I said “Wait! You can see me? Damn. Guess I’m still alive.” I’ve said all kinds of crazy stuff. Way worse and more suicidal stuff that I won’t repeat for sake of TW. They think I’m freaking hilarious. Even family. Honestly I’m so tired of trying to be super hyper and funny all the time but I can’t seem to stop. They think that’s my personality but it’s not. Not their fault that I’m never honest with anyone. Pretty sure I’m bipolar.
So that’s how I am. I need sleep.

Report

Final score:

1point