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I was outed by a classmate last school year, and I wasn’t even ready to come out of the closet as gay yet, and he made a really rude comment about me being fat, and that’s what gave me an eating disorder, and severe problems with socializing, because I don’t know if they will make fun of me, and I mostly just eat my lunch alone, I prefer to be alone with my thoughts than be with a whole bunch of people, because solace is better than being bullied mercilessly by people. So to make a long story short, not that great. I even have thoughts of doing self harm, but it also disturbs me. Also in 26 days it’s going to be Christmas, and my family will be at my house to celebrate, and I don’t think I can handle that much stress, I might just lock myself in my room and just stay there, and put a sign on my door that says go away.

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and_a_touch_of_the_’tism
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1 year ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

You can do it. Please don’t hurt yourself, but if you have a trusted person to reach out to, you sound like you need to talk. I want to help, but I’m a random netizen.

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#2

Ok….
Not good, not great, but OK

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#3

I’m meh. I’m on my period so everything sucks and I had to throw out two pairs of underwear (first one because I just start bleeding before any other symptoms, second because my friggin tampon leaked). Also I had to do a super eugenics-y assignment, I have an English quiz tomorrow, and I got called a f*gg*t. But I just ate the last slice of pumpkin pie and am cuddling my very loudly purring cat, so that helps.

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Not great. I started out the day fine but during lunch I didn’t finish my food and I tried to throw it up but that moment someone knocked on the bathroom door but they didn’t catch me. Also during 6th period I kept hallucinating about me bleeding from my gut and I tried not to scream thankfully everything turned out fine but I didn’t eat well today and I’m feeling a bit depressed and dizzy. So yeah, not great.

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1 year ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Ok. It sounds like you have bulimia and some other issues, in which case you really need to seek medical help. You sound very physically sick.

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