I Suffer From DPDR Disorder 24/7 And I Want People To Know How It Feels (New Pics)
My name is Lulu and I am a 26-year-old living in Switzerland. I create comics that describe how it’s like to live with DPDR. I’ve previously shared my experience on Bored Panda.
Depersonalization/Derealization is not a rare disorder but it’s not very well known! Sufferers often feel alone because the symptoms they experience are weird and difficult to describe.
DPDR can be a diagnosis on its own as far as I know but very often it‘s also a symptom of another mental disorder such as Anxiety, Depression, Dissociative disorder.
The causes of DPDR are mostly smoking weed, trauma and mental illness. Sometimes even people with migraine experience DPDR.
For me DPDR is constant. It’s a 24/7 thing and here is how it feels.
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The string
Out of balance
Focus
Inside
Outside
Not today, please!
Keep it
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I enjoy learning new things through this website that I would never hear about. These bring me new perspectives on how to grow and learn about others.
hi jordan ! thank you for that i hope it helped 😊
Load More Replies...I wonder if we all dont have bouts of this, but since it doesnt affect our lives negatively or not all that much it's not classified as a disorder. (Most mental disorders have to have a crippling negative effect that hinders normal functions for it to be classified as such.) For all I know from my own experience , I can sometimes look in a mirror and get the idea that Im looking at both the image in the mirror and outside of the real person standing there wondering at it as the feeling of existance. Or when someone calls my name, I can think that the sound quantifies someone and dont connect it with myself. It doesnt happen all that often, but I think it's part of the human experience. But what do i know? I love these images and get how it must be to live with this disorder. Keep working throught it!
thank you for your comment. let me clear something dpdr is very crippling! Specialy the first time you have it. i have sufferd from dpdr for nearly 4 years now but the first year i had this, and i had no idea what was going on it was crippling. Dpdr causes serious panicattacks and a lot of anxiety. And it affects our daily life and hinders a normal function. this comic right here is only to show that lil one side ( i called it „the string“)... if you like to know more go check out my other dpdr post 😊
Load More Replies...Somatic Experiencing Therapy can be very effective for this speaking from personal exp. <3
some true words right there thanks for sharing your exp with all of us 😊
Load More Replies...I think a lot of people have this and get diagnosed with generalized anxiety instead because they don't know how to describe any of this to their doctor.
that is possible! thats why i made the frist comic (you can find it in the text when clicking on the word bored panda) where i describe a lot of the symtoms i hope it helps someone to get a propper diagnosis. describing something with drawings is i hope a lil easier
Load More Replies...Your string metaphor is pretty much like a Korean idiom that might literally translate as "the rope/string of sanity" (정신줄). And the way this idiom is used within conversation could be very well summed up by the last frame of your comic. I find this interesting. (Additional info: there is a cartoon series based off the web comic which was inspired by this way of saying, the title is 놓지마 정신줄 )
need to check that out asap thanks for letting me know !
Load More Replies...This sounds like such a battle! I hope you can get thru it. I remember one day (this is the only time it's ever happened, it was super random) I spent the entire day feeling like I was stuck in a dream where time just stopped. Then I started to feel like I was watching myself do everything. It was the weirdest and most uncomfortable thing, and I can't imagine going they something similar every day. Thanks for sharing ur experience.
thank you for understanding it is hard but i am able to deal with it better already
Load More Replies...Thank you ! Your previous comics were also amazing. These are wonderful and make me feel less alone.
Very familiar. I suffer from a whole lot of everything, which mostly manifests itself as agoraphobia, OCD, and anxiety type symptoms. Depersonalization only happens when I'm not doing too well, almost as if my mind is trying to escape itself. I am suddenly very aware that I'm (for example) in a supermarket, in my city, in my country, on the planet, going through space, which makes me feel very small and insignificant. It can happen at any time, when my brain has just decided it's had enough for the day. Fortunately, my medication helps a lot! Thank you for sharing, you're not alone!
thanks for sharing your story with me 😊
Load More Replies...I enjoy learning new things through this website that I would never hear about. These bring me new perspectives on how to grow and learn about others.
hi jordan ! thank you for that i hope it helped 😊
Load More Replies...I wonder if we all dont have bouts of this, but since it doesnt affect our lives negatively or not all that much it's not classified as a disorder. (Most mental disorders have to have a crippling negative effect that hinders normal functions for it to be classified as such.) For all I know from my own experience , I can sometimes look in a mirror and get the idea that Im looking at both the image in the mirror and outside of the real person standing there wondering at it as the feeling of existance. Or when someone calls my name, I can think that the sound quantifies someone and dont connect it with myself. It doesnt happen all that often, but I think it's part of the human experience. But what do i know? I love these images and get how it must be to live with this disorder. Keep working throught it!
thank you for your comment. let me clear something dpdr is very crippling! Specialy the first time you have it. i have sufferd from dpdr for nearly 4 years now but the first year i had this, and i had no idea what was going on it was crippling. Dpdr causes serious panicattacks and a lot of anxiety. And it affects our daily life and hinders a normal function. this comic right here is only to show that lil one side ( i called it „the string“)... if you like to know more go check out my other dpdr post 😊
Load More Replies...Somatic Experiencing Therapy can be very effective for this speaking from personal exp. <3
some true words right there thanks for sharing your exp with all of us 😊
Load More Replies...I think a lot of people have this and get diagnosed with generalized anxiety instead because they don't know how to describe any of this to their doctor.
that is possible! thats why i made the frist comic (you can find it in the text when clicking on the word bored panda) where i describe a lot of the symtoms i hope it helps someone to get a propper diagnosis. describing something with drawings is i hope a lil easier
Load More Replies...Your string metaphor is pretty much like a Korean idiom that might literally translate as "the rope/string of sanity" (정신줄). And the way this idiom is used within conversation could be very well summed up by the last frame of your comic. I find this interesting. (Additional info: there is a cartoon series based off the web comic which was inspired by this way of saying, the title is 놓지마 정신줄 )
need to check that out asap thanks for letting me know !
Load More Replies...This sounds like such a battle! I hope you can get thru it. I remember one day (this is the only time it's ever happened, it was super random) I spent the entire day feeling like I was stuck in a dream where time just stopped. Then I started to feel like I was watching myself do everything. It was the weirdest and most uncomfortable thing, and I can't imagine going they something similar every day. Thanks for sharing ur experience.
thank you for understanding it is hard but i am able to deal with it better already
Load More Replies...Thank you ! Your previous comics were also amazing. These are wonderful and make me feel less alone.
Very familiar. I suffer from a whole lot of everything, which mostly manifests itself as agoraphobia, OCD, and anxiety type symptoms. Depersonalization only happens when I'm not doing too well, almost as if my mind is trying to escape itself. I am suddenly very aware that I'm (for example) in a supermarket, in my city, in my country, on the planet, going through space, which makes me feel very small and insignificant. It can happen at any time, when my brain has just decided it's had enough for the day. Fortunately, my medication helps a lot! Thank you for sharing, you're not alone!
thanks for sharing your story with me 😊
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