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A Story Of Coming Home To Myself
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A Story Of Coming Home To Myself

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I have always been drawn to water. Any body of water. Oceans mostly. Wanted to immerse myself. Dive in. Explore and discover.

But, as I grew up, I developed a spastic in my legs and couldn’t learn to swim properly. Later, becoming more and more aware of being stranded in a wrongly-gendered body, I felt too shy to take off my clothes and take the plunge. Until my 30ieth birthday it was all trial and error, climbing one obstacle after another. Searching for myself, slowly changing my body so I could truly become one with it, inhabit it, come home to myself.

After my gender reassignment surgeries, I gathered all my courage. Away with the shirt on hot summer days. Exposing ugly scars that looked like tectonic plates had clashed and created a whole new set of tender, jagged mountain ranges in the process.

At 31, during one stormy October week, I learned to scuba dive in the Mediterranean Sea.

One year later, I took swimming lessons, claiming the revitalizing, unpredictable element like I had always dreamt of doing.

In the years that followed, I left everything I knew behind. I lived barefoot on a Maldivian island, spent hours every day in the water – first as a snorkel guide then as a diving instructor. Every fin stroke brought me closer to my true self.

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I hovered underwater. Weightless. Effortless. Aware. In the moment. Most of all: Alive.

I navigated pumping currents with the elegance of an adolescent dolphin. I helped people overcome their fear of the deep blue. Taught hundreds of students. Grew as a diving instructor until I finally even trained instructor candidates. Travelled the world. Then went on to coach performers underwater for ‘The House of Dancing Water’ in Macau – back then the biggest aquatic show on our planet.

Bottom line: Live your life. Own it. Dive deep. Don’t let anyone tell you what you can or cannot do (least of all yourself). No matter how impossible or hopeless something seems at the time, no matter how daunting the circumstances: You can. You always can.

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I’ve always been drawn to water…

Wanted to immerse myself. Dive in. Explore and discover

But as I grew up, I developed a spastic in my legs and couldn’t learn to swim properly

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Later, becoming more and more aware of being stranded in a wrongly-gendered body, I felt too shy to take my clothes off and take the plunge

A Story Of Coming Home To Myself

After my gender reassignment surgeries, I gathered all my courage. Away with the shirt on hot summer days

At 31, during one stormy October week, I learned to scuba dive in the Mediterranean Sea

One year later, I took swimming lessons, claiming the revitalising, unpredictable element like I had always dreamt of doing

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In the years that followed I left everything I knew behind. I lived barefoot on a Maldivian island…

… spent years every day in the water – first as a snorkel guide then as a diving instructor

Every fin stroke brought me closer to my true self

I hovered underwater. Weightless. Effortless. Aware. In the moment. Most of all: Alive

I navigated pumping currents with the elegance of an adolescent dolphin

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Helped people overcome their fear of the deep blue. Taught hundreds of students

Grew as a diving instructor until I finally even trained instructor candidates. Travelled the world

Then went on to coach performers underwater for ‘The House of Dancing Water’ in Macau – back then the biggest aquatic show on our planet

Bottom line: Live your life. Own it. Dive deep. Don’t let anyone tell you what you can or cannot do (least of all yourself). No matter how impossible or hopeless something seems at the time, no matter how daunting the circumstances: You can. You always can.

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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Now I am thinking, what a depressed life that I am having. lack the courage to follow my dreams.

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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Now I am thinking, what a depressed life that I am having. lack the courage to follow my dreams.

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