Photography is my sense of existence. I don't have a hand in any art or music, and I've always needed a vent for my emotions, a kind of fuse in the daily chase of life.

Although there are times (and sometimes weeks or months) when I don't touch my camera, don't go anywhere - nevertheless, not a day goes by that I don't think about creating photos. However, like any creator, at some point, I became fixated on various social networks, and I felt that the last two years for this reason alone have not been the best for me - constant overexertion and whiplash watching others. That's why I haven't published my photos for a long time (or have done so very occasionally), and often don't even process them - photography has become an end in itself for me.

In the meantime, I got a little lost in what I would like to photograph and decided that I would let myself be carried away by the wave - at the moment I'm standing a little apart, but I'm working on not stressing myself out, because I'm not accountable to anyone. On the other hand, I am a very ambitious person who wants to do everything at once and all the time, but life goes on with its own rhythm. I feel the need to redefine myself, and my photography. The need to find my style anew. However, it is going for me so far like a snail on a sidewalk.

I've never been a professional photographer, I've avoided it like a fire - I didn't want the camera to get ugly for me, like many of my photographer friends. However, recently I happened to have some cool, challenging assignments, and it brought me great satisfaction to see my clients smile and be happy. When one of the biggest women in Poland, an icon of TV and travel and social programs, raves about your work - then the whole pursuit of likes or algorithm fades.

I feel like I'm becoming more of an analog photographer, but also an analog person. More and more I feel like cutting myself off from everything and living in a van, catching the internet at a gas station once a week, just to remind myself how much I don't need it to be happy. Create for the sake of creating, and if already in the form of a commission, then ambitious projects, not a hatchet job to stay afloat.

The world is just too fascinating not to try to capture it.