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Transgender Girl Recorded Her MTF Journey For Over 2 Years, Finally Feels Happy
Taylor is from Colorado, USA. Taylor’s young. She’s 22. She has always felt constant dysphoria with her own body, and she always strived to feel ok about herself. So she decided to change things. Radically. And, according to her, she’s succeeding, though she’s not completely there yet. Even though she has been going through hormone replacement therapy for over a year, she’s still in transition. Despite that, everyone can appreciate the stunning results already. Taylor can see and experience these changes firsthand; therefore, it’s best that she shares the story in her own words. Here it is:
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“I guess I just feel like a real person now. Like, everything was gray before. I was alive, but I wasn’t living, if that makes sense. I was acting like a real person and doing things that real people did but everything felt pretend.
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Even just after starting hormones, the difference was astounding. I only had estrogen in my body for a couple of days and everything had noticeably changed. It was like an alarm had been ringing in the back of my head my entire life and I was so used to it that I thought it was normal, but all of a sudden it was gone and for the first time in my life I could actually LIVE and hear everything so clearly without the alarm drowning everything out. It was like I could see colors for the first time, like I’d never really smiled and I was just learning what it felt like, like I’d never noticed all the beautiful trees and flowers and weeds and rocks around me.Then, as my body started changing, I’d wake up every day excited to notice something new. My muscles I hated so much (I lifted weights a lot in my denial phase) were suddenly shrinking, my boobs were growing, my skin was softer and more sensitive to the touch. I’d bump my chest against the door frame ’cause I wasn’t used to having anything there to bump. A few months later, the same thing started happening with my hips.
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I started seeing a real person in the mirror. Like the mask I’d worn my whole life was slowly fading away and each day my reflection made more and more sense.
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I started experiencing emotions like I always wished I could. I experienced emotions I didn’t even know existed. I would cry at a cute meme on Instagram or a touching story from another trans girl and it felt like pure ecstasy. When I felt angry or sad, I didn’t have to bottle things up and let them out in bursts of anger. I could cry and feel and experience the sadness and feel it slowly melt away from me.
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So I guess in summary, I feel ‘real’ now. I feel happy and right and content and grateful that I’m finally able to live as a real person.”
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Flisey 4 years ago
Gives hope to those just starting their journey <3 My daughter started out as a sad little boy and is now a happy young lady, seeing stories like this gave her hope
Elsahthescienceguy 4 years ago (edited)
Zergo. As a non-binary person, I can say truthfully that gender is all in your head. People like you make me sick. I don’t think you realize that a lot of transgender people such as myself (yes non-binary does classify as transgender) go through their whole life being tormented by there own minds. It’s not up to you about what I feel, or identify As. Same thing applys to the whole transgender community. I’m twelve years old, smarter than you, and damn proud to be part of the LGBTQ+ community.
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Isabella 4 years ago
Just by her eyes you can see she went from feeling miserable and unsure to happy, quirky, bubbly girl <3 What a change! You go girl <3
Taylor 4 years ago
thank you!!! I always wonder how people can look at our eyes in transition timeline pics and continue to bash us and call us freaks. HRT saves lives, it certainly saved mine :)
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Isle_of_stressed_pilots 4 years ago
I love her transformation! Also i'm sorry but i'm laughing so hard at Zergo's responses. Imagine being that ignorant and pissed and have so much free time that you actively click on a BP link and then COMMENT TO EVERY SINGLE POSITIVE COMMENT IN ORDER TO TEAR THEM DOWN. Imagine being so ignorant that you don't know the difference between sex and gender, and try to "educate" people without being an actual medical practitioner. What a quim he is lol
Taylor 4 years ago
being open about my transition and active on social media has unfortunately brought a lot of hate messages/death threats. some people just can't stand someone different from them being happy in their own skin. I'm used to it though, and I honestly feel pity for people like this guy. I can't imagine feeling so much hatred that you'd go out of your way to tear someone down. it's unfortunate, although sadly all too common
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kathryn stretton 4 years ago
Beautiful story. I can't imagine, even though I try, to feel the conflict you feel when you are not feeling 'just right in yourself'. At least the world has moved on, mostly, to embrace and understand. Wish you a bright and happy future x.
Liz Sahlin Johansson 4 years ago
Is that meant as a positive or negative remark? I really can’t say...🤔
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Dutch VanZandt 4 years ago
I find it amazing how introducing sex hormones into a body can transform it so much! I think everyone should live their best life and we all should just focus on ourselves and not make life more difficult for others. Everyone has their own challenges to deal with.
*sigh*, The Yellow Teletubby 4 years ago
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Well, I Tried 4 years ago
It genuinely upsets me how many comments are hidden on this comment section. Thankfully the majority of bored pandas are being kind and wholesome and just nice people. Stop hating. It'll make the world a much better place
Reyna Phillips 4 years ago
hey, im so glad i found this page to see someone who has gone through the same changes as me. unfortunately, have not been able to have any surgery to switch so its still just my mind, if you see this email me at lseitzinger25@warriors.ecstoledo.org
Reyna Phillips 4 years ago
i have also been downvoted many times because of my opinion
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Jovita A 4 years ago
I don't want to sound insensitive, but just curious. So when people transitioning, do they have to use hormones for the rest of their life? Like, do they have long term side effects and etc.
somnomania 4 years ago
typically they use hormones for the rest of their life, yes. some people choose not to or are forced to take breaks (due to finances, side effects, etc), but for the most part it's a life-long thing.
Load More Replies... *sigh*, The Yellow Teletubby 4 years ago
@Zergolonoz Menieanaris, Can you please f**k off? If you don't agree with this, DON'T F*****G READ IT, MORON. LET PEOPLE L I V E T H E I R O W N F*****K I N G L I V E S W I T H O U T Y O U R O P I N I O N. This is a story about someone overcoming and rising above other people's thoughts, criticisms, hate, homophobic opinions, and egos. F**k off, man. This is an amazing story, about an amazing, gorgeous woman who's strong enough to get above d***s like you. No one cares about "biology" right now. Let us be happy and supportive. Let her be happy, and live her life. Let her cry tears of joy for finally reaching her goal, and not tears of anything else because you were a dickwad and tried to put her down. I'm sorry for yelling at you over a comment, but seriously it wouldn't hurt to try to u n d e r s t a n d p e o p l e and be c o n s i d e r a t e towards other people's struggles and accomplishments. Again, I apologize, but I personally have a lot of LGBTQ+ friends
*sigh*, The Yellow Teletubby 4 years ago (edited)
and I love them with all my heart, and I can't stand it when people hate on them for being themselves. Ffs, get a heart. They are some of the MOST understanding, sweet, accepting people I will ever meet, and I recommend you get some friends like that. They are fun, kind, considerate, understanding, and respectful. Not dissing your friends, they're probably great, I'm sure, but bro. Also wtf how are you managing to relate Trump the Tramp into this?? Bruh??
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Felicia Dale 4 years ago
I always love stories about people finding themselves and becoming the person they always needed, and wanted, to be. This is a particularly nice one. <3
Mild Anxiety! At The Disco 4 years ago
Hopeful and inspiring story, thank you so much for sharing! You are beautiful and I love the different colored hairstyles <3
friendlyneighborhoodtheaterkid 4 years ago
*grabs knife and prepares to fight any transphobes*
MiaOokami 3 years ago
A knife ain't gonna do any good against them. *grabs battle axe* Try one of these.
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Mark Fuller 4 years ago
Contentious comment alert - so happy to see a successful transition. But politely... waaaay to much foundation. Surely I can't be alone in thinking that? Almost anime / Disney esq. She has an immaculate complexion - I'd love to have skin that clear and blemish free. So why plaster a tonne of makeup on? Whatever your gender, natural (sometimes with a modest amount of help) is invariably more beautiful. Now you are yourself... be yourself.
Vee C 4 years ago
Just my opinion, but I have known a few MTF that use a lot of foundation because they still grow facial hair and try desperately to hide it.
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Christine M Quigley 4 years ago
What a beautiful young lady! I wish her much happiness and success in her future!
elfin 4 years ago
I wish I looked that good as either gender. Kudos to her for making her choice and doing what she knew was right for her. Too many people let themselves be scared by what others think of them when the others are scared of what people think of them. All you can really do is be your best self.
Christina Uhlir 4 years ago
This is something I cannot comprehend: there are people who hate a kind, compassionate transgender or gay person, but they approve, or even idealize, a cruel, abusive, egocentric, selfish straight person.
THE DOG LIFE 4 years ago
Quick question for anyone to answer, if a man decides to change genders, do their voices change too? Just out of curiosity:)
somnomania 4 years ago
from what i can tell, their voices don't change. it looks like transgender people make up one of the largest groups of people who enter speech therapy, because there are breathing exercises and other things to help adjust the pitch and sound of your voice.
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Elina Kuusisto 4 years ago
It's so cool to see the light in her eyes as she comes into herself. So happy for you, Taylor! Also, omg your HAIR 😍😍😍😍
Narfy T. Barfy 4 years ago
You look so sad as a man and so happy and beautiful who you really are.
Emy Loves 4 years ago
We were all born with free will. It never ceases to amaze me how many people like to judge and condemn others just because they don't share the same beliefs or perspective. To all the haters with the negative comments: WHY DO YOU CARE SO MUCH ABOUT PUTTING YOUR NEGATIVE TWO CENTS IN WHEN IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU OR YOUR LIFE? Think about it. Why do you care so much? The problem has nothing to do with transgenders. The problem is in the people who judge them or judge anyone else for that matter. Let people be as they are. If you can't say something nice and supportive, find somewhere else to look so you can. Or at least figure out why it is that you like to put others down for their personal choices. I loved the story and love seeing people find their peace and happiness. I wish her the best :)
FurryManiac 4 years ago
i love stories like this!! i know a girl who is transgender, and she is the kindest, most beautiful person both inside and out!! your story is beautiful and has inspired so many people. SHINE YOUR LIGHT GIRL, IGNORE THOSE HATERS!!!!
Hazel Grine 4 years ago
You are so amazing! Congrats on your awesome transition! You look great!! (And your makeup skills are goals, wish I knew how to do that!) Please, please, please don't listen to the ignorant a******s like Zergo. You are beautiful and strong.
Nico Demacro 4 years ago
Daaang, those curls! That's what I wanted my hair to look like when I cut it, but it just looked like a mop. She's beautiful!
Animal lover❤ 4 years ago
To everyone who is being a decent person and supporting, thank you. We need more people like you in the world. To the people who are being a-holes, don't sign into posts that involve content you don't support. Why just come here to tear people down? Please stop being a-holes and let people live their lives.
Umgreg Universe 4 years ago
I'm a female teenager (AFAB) that deals with a lot of dysphoria that has led me to do some things that I regret (sorry if this is a trigger for anyone, but self-harm) and my parents are both really transphobic. I'm not entirely sure what I should do, but female doesn't feel like the right gender for me, and even though I really want to be able to wear a binder and be non-binary, if I came out to my parents or if they found out, they'd get really mad.
N V 4 years ago
I don't know your family, but I will say that when my MTF daughter struggled with this she came to me (her mom) first because I am more accepting and her dad had made negative comments in the past about transgender people. Perhaps you have someone, an aunt or someone, that you could come out to first, that you know is more accepting. It was a relief for my daughter and we were able to talk to her dad. Dad doesn't totally understand, but was WAY more accepting than she thought he would be. Just my thoughts on this, from being on the parent side
Load More Replies... Ace 4 years ago (edited)
Tres D, there is a difference between gender and biologic sex. Gender is who you are. Your genitals are not. Also there is such a thing as being intersex. Which one can be born as. But no matter the case, Your body isn't who you are. (This is from a transgender demi-boy)
N V 4 years ago
Taylor, thank you for your story. My child (20 yrs old) wants to change from male to female. I am ok with it but have a lot of questions. Were you always interested in traditionally female things like hair and makeup? My son/daughter has never liked that kind of thing and was always very "boy" in his play as a child. He had ample opportunity to play with anything -trucks, dolls,etc. he chose because he had a sister. They shared a room and toys. So I guess I'm asking if I was missing some signs? He's over 6ft with size 15 shoes. As a female will she still feel uncomfortable in her new body because she will not fit in? My child is my heart and I want her to be happy, but I'm not sure if this will fix her feelings. Did you and your family have anyone to talk to? How do I get extended family of board? Did you announce what you were doing as you took hormones or wait until some of the changes had occurred? I'm sorry for all the dumb questions, but they are sincere. Thanks!
Freddo Grosso 4 years ago
Damn! What a doll! But the part about feeling like herself for the 1st time, is the most important. Still, a total babe, I have to say...
Tyler the fabulous killjoy 4 years ago (edited)
I'm only at the start of my journey and still trying to figure out who I am, but it gives me so much hope to see this, thank you.
Dilly Millandry 4 years ago
I hope you have as happy an outcome and are given only love and support.
Load More Replies... Dorothy Parker 4 years ago
She's darling and explains her emotional journey clearly as it pertains to her.
mermaidgirl960 4 years ago
Omg, she looks absolutely ADORABLE! She made such an epic journey and I'm so glad she's happy now! ^^
Orenda Anyone 4 years ago
She has really good quality make up stuff. I like her lipsticks at most.
Shinomi Chan 4 years ago
Girl, I WISH my hair was as curly as yours. *also you look adorable, and I'm happy you can be on the outside who you feel like from the inside*
Stephanie Rudd 4 years ago
I love seeing post like this I'm so glad the this beautiful lady is living her true authentic life! One of my best friends is MTF & very early on her journey, seeing all the lovely positive comments & those coming to defend the OP in the not so nice ones, makes me pleased that people who have already suffered so much with prejudice have many allies & friends to help them on there journeys & if you don't hit me up I'll be you're own personal fan club!
Kai the guy 3 years ago
I love this!!! You're gorgeous! I'm a enby, and it's scary for me to wear makeup and stuff, but you look so good I think I might have to get over my fear!!! :)
James Carter 4 years ago
Looking at all the hateful comments... it's sad. Someone has finally found happiness, and all they can do is spout hatred and ignorance? I'm happy for her! Go go go!!
Alexander Brior 4 years ago (edited)
Hey, sorry about Zergo and how terrible they are. I’ve never seen them before, but judging by their point total, they’re quite infamous. But hey, at least Invisible User isn’t here. Have an amazing day!
Untitled_Goose_Man 4 years ago
Maybe we should just stop using "Transgender" She is a girl if she wants, that's it.
Reyna Phillips 4 years ago
I am also transgender and looking for girls who don't judge. email me at lseitzinger25@warriors.ecstoledo.org.
Karly Codr 4 years ago
I am so glad that she is happy with herself now :) Everyone deserves that kind of happiness. Also, that makeup job though... Absolutely flawless :)
Bri Nicole 4 years ago
You are GORGEOUS! I love love love your hair. I have wavy hair and can't get mine to look so clean like yours do lol. Thank you for sharing this. It was really brave of you to do. We all know how s****y people can be.
ROBERT NELSON 4 years ago
your bodies your for f**k sakes poeple need to know that plus im a boy who has worn make up
Bettina Jansen 4 years ago
I love these topics as much as the adopted animal topics <3 (animals are people too in my eyes, no insult intended). Happy endings are the best :)
OhForSmegSake 4 years ago
Ah!!! Girlfriend's curls are killing me! How do I get mine to behave like that?
Hayley Livernois 4 years ago
They are more attractive than me in every stage of their transition 😂
James Peters 4 years ago
A beautiful story of a human being finding joy and meaning..what is not to LOVE! All the best on your journey beautiful!
Celeste Grant 4 years ago
So long as she's happy, that is all that matters! It's no one else's business; no one else opinion on the issue matters. I'm so glad that she feels able to share this, as it will help those that struggle with similar issues. No one knows what goes on in another's mind, so no one can or should judge another's feelings. Just be kind or stay silent; you owe everyone that common curtesy. I'll add I think she looks beautiful, her eyes seem to tell a different story now.
WaitingtokissGregDavis 4 years ago
Fabulous! Totally f*****g fabulous! Taylor, you are magnificent.
Kairen Rider-Matchez 4 years ago
As an FTM transgendered individual what you have done is beautiful, there need to be more stories like yours. I wish you happiness! You are gorgeous!!
Rodney Sizemore 3 years ago
I'm a 36yo heterosexual male, with that being said I can honestly say I'm astounded by the very visible vibrancy in your transformation, you look amazingly beautiful and so much happier, in life I feel that the pursuit of happiness is a road less traveled nowadays and to me this is sad, I always say do what makes you happy, and just be who you are, I am happy for you...and to those that may think I'm not who I say I am my Facebook page is Rodney Dewayne Sizemore P.S. don't listen to the haters, they ain't happy with themselves or their obviously failed lives so they try to make others miserable just to make themselves feel better, and to them haters I say grow the F up!!!
Steve Johnson 3 years ago
WOW so inspirational, my son want's to do the MTF transition too and when I research it I want to do it also, but I want to be first
Trulee Stewart 3 years ago
I'm really happy for her! I can't imagine going through life like that. However... some of those smiles she did weirded me out.
Gray 3 years ago
Hey Taylor, I was assigned make at birth but sometimes a feel like I would be happier as a female but I just don’t know if it’s really the thing for me but at the same time I feel that it would help me just feel better about myself cause right at the moment I really hate my body, do you have any tips for me?
Rhys Braun 3 years ago
Oh my god, I just wanted to say I absolutely adore you! I am Trans myself and recently started HRT. I have to shave every day, arms, shoulders, neck, chest, belly, legs and face. I'm scared that the hair won't ever stop. How long did it take your body hair to stop growing on Estrogen?
Jordyn Myott 3 years ago
THIS.IS.AMAZING!!!!!!! As a person in a gender identity crisis i think the fact that you found who you are is amazing. And remember you are beautiful just the way you are and no one can tell you any different.
Weishaar Jamie 4 years ago
Congratulations Taylor for being so strong and true to yourself. You are beautiful inside and out.
mermaidgirl960 4 years ago
Ugh, my only problem is this... I tried saving a picture because it was so beautiful to see her progress (I swear I'm not a creep) but the name of the picture said this: A-Reddit-user-showed-how-he-changed-over-the-course-of-two-years-and-managed-to-fascinate-men-and-women-5eaa816373ee4__700.jpg HE?! She was never a he and never will be, she just happened to be in the wrong body. I hate things like this, ughhhh!
Jaeson Nam 4 years ago
im ftm and this makes me all the more excited for when im older and i can finally transition. it gives me so much hope to see how well you've transitioned like you look so beautiful. btw love the orange hair on you.
Tonio Valenzuela 4 years ago
Not gonna lie I'd probably even date her. Hope everything goes good for her
Shnortman 1 year ago
Wow how gracious of you, you might even give her the honour of dating you. I'm sure she'd reject you in a heartbeat.
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Gwinevere von Ludwig 4 years ago
Taylor, you are absolutely beautiful and I'm so glad you are being true to yourself! Lots of love from NYC
Kelley Costello Howland 4 years ago
You're a beautiful girl and it's your journey to go on. Wishing you peace and happiness
Laura Roberts 4 years ago
All those wonderful hair colors! and they all work with your complexion.I'm wondering how you manage to keep it so healthy looking. I'm jealous. Makes me want to try different shades too.
aLittleKillingJoke 4 years ago
Wow, she's seriously beautiful, she looks so happy now! I dunno about all my other fellers, but if she was straight/bi I'd totally date her
Sasha Ross 4 years ago
two of my four sons are going through this. Its been hard for me, I know its also been hard for them too.Its just such a new dynamic to get used to. I just want them to be happy and healthy thats what is most important.
N V 4 years ago
I'm a mom going through this as well. So glad you are loving and supporting your kids, even if their gender doesn't match the one they were born with and you were used to. It's very hard to remember to say the right pronouns when you've been saying the other ones their whole life.
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xiaomiao 4 years ago
I'm very glad you are happy and feel at peace in your own skin now. I wonder though if it was that peace and acceptance and not the hormones that made you cry at cute things and feel like you didn't have to lash out in anger when upset. Lots of women aren't prone to tears, lots of men are, not all men have physical outbursts of rage, and women certainly can and do. Seems like validation of gender stereotypes to say I cry, so I'm womanly. Maybe I'm not explaining myself well, but shouldn't emotion be somewhat separate from your physical desire to be a woman and look the way you want? I'm not meaning insult and not discounting your emotional journey, wish you many happy days!
Pamela24 4 years ago
This was really groundbreaking when I learned how much hormones actually affect this. And while you're definitely right that lots of women aren't prone to tears and lots of men are, many transgender people have commented on this change they felt in themselves during the transition so the hormones clearly play a role. Ales and Jake talk about this in this video, for example, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ZBJv5RAC2o
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Ronald Jones 2 years ago
You are Absolutely beautiful. Amazing, Astounding, Angelic ( that's a 4A rating. )
Rebecca Mackert 4 years ago
Beautiful love the before and after pics. You look so much happier it doesn't matter what others think your happiness is what matters. Your lovely.
Rhiannon Velasquez 4 years ago
OMG she cute!! Im pansexual so im attracted to a lot of different people but this girl was like OH WELL HELLO BEAUTIFUL!
Cathy Grover 4 years ago
You look happy now, and that’s what matters! You’re drop dead gorgeous as well and well that can’t hurt. Congratulations to you for getting to be you.✌🏻🌸
James Peters 4 years ago
such a beautiful story of something so many can't understand and still judge..you are beautiful and I am so happy you are now experiencing the joy every human deserves! All the best on your journey cutie!!
MiaOokami 3 years ago
Hahaha... Sweetie, your lack of brains are showing.
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Pamela24 4 years ago
So what? Why do you even care? It's their body, their choice. I prefer to wear just a little bit makeup myself but I'd never judge others who have different preferences. If she wants to be over glam - let her. But I'll admit it - you're still so much nicer than a ridiculous amount of comments that are down this list.
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Foxxy(The Original) is nice 4 years ago
What mental illness she got doc? She's not crazy and she not a danger to the people around her.
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BoredKid 4 years ago
She doesn't have a disorder. She isn't confused. She felt inside that she was a woman, and there's nothing wrong with that.
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Narfy T. Barfy 4 years ago
bruh she look more like a girl than i do (i am a girl)
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somnomania 4 years ago
she changed herself to be who she actually is, that's the point. imagine looking in the mirror every day and seeing someone who is a stranger to you and who you hate seeing, someone who it makes you physically ill to look at. transgender people change themselves so that they can be comfortable in their own skin, and in the correct skin.
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Viviane 4 years ago
People who are transitioning do get counselling. From what little I know, it's in part to ensure that physically transitioning is the right decision for them. I know someone who went through mandatory counselling, then decided to go ahead with hormones and top surgery. He and his family are very happy with the transition -- it's as if he was stuck at a younger age before that, then suddenly matured. It's wonderful to see. <3
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Liz Sahlin Johansson 4 years ago
Does it really matters what YOU think about it? If she’s happy and content with this transformation, let her. She doesn’t harm you right?! Don’t harm her then.
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Chaton 4 years ago
How about educating yourself on the difference between sex and gender and leaving people live their lives the way they want to?
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Charlottem Hepworth 4 years ago
What do you get out of hating on people just trying to live their lives. She's beautiful and doesn't need this.
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Flisey 4 years ago
Gives hope to those just starting their journey <3 My daughter started out as a sad little boy and is now a happy young lady, seeing stories like this gave her hope
Elsahthescienceguy 4 years ago (edited)
Zergo. As a non-binary person, I can say truthfully that gender is all in your head. People like you make me sick. I don’t think you realize that a lot of transgender people such as myself (yes non-binary does classify as transgender) go through their whole life being tormented by there own minds. It’s not up to you about what I feel, or identify As. Same thing applys to the whole transgender community. I’m twelve years old, smarter than you, and damn proud to be part of the LGBTQ+ community.
Load More Replies... Isabella 4 years ago
Just by her eyes you can see she went from feeling miserable and unsure to happy, quirky, bubbly girl <3 What a change! You go girl <3
Taylor 4 years ago
thank you!!! I always wonder how people can look at our eyes in transition timeline pics and continue to bash us and call us freaks. HRT saves lives, it certainly saved mine :)
Load More Replies... Isle_of_stressed_pilots 4 years ago
I love her transformation! Also i'm sorry but i'm laughing so hard at Zergo's responses. Imagine being that ignorant and pissed and have so much free time that you actively click on a BP link and then COMMENT TO EVERY SINGLE POSITIVE COMMENT IN ORDER TO TEAR THEM DOWN. Imagine being so ignorant that you don't know the difference between sex and gender, and try to "educate" people without being an actual medical practitioner. What a quim he is lol
Taylor 4 years ago
being open about my transition and active on social media has unfortunately brought a lot of hate messages/death threats. some people just can't stand someone different from them being happy in their own skin. I'm used to it though, and I honestly feel pity for people like this guy. I can't imagine feeling so much hatred that you'd go out of your way to tear someone down. it's unfortunate, although sadly all too common
Load More Replies... kathryn stretton 4 years ago
Beautiful story. I can't imagine, even though I try, to feel the conflict you feel when you are not feeling 'just right in yourself'. At least the world has moved on, mostly, to embrace and understand. Wish you a bright and happy future x.
Liz Sahlin Johansson 4 years ago
Is that meant as a positive or negative remark? I really can’t say...🤔
Load More Replies... Dutch VanZandt 4 years ago
I find it amazing how introducing sex hormones into a body can transform it so much! I think everyone should live their best life and we all should just focus on ourselves and not make life more difficult for others. Everyone has their own challenges to deal with.
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Load More Replies... Well, I Tried 4 years ago
It genuinely upsets me how many comments are hidden on this comment section. Thankfully the majority of bored pandas are being kind and wholesome and just nice people. Stop hating. It'll make the world a much better place
Reyna Phillips 4 years ago
hey, im so glad i found this page to see someone who has gone through the same changes as me. unfortunately, have not been able to have any surgery to switch so its still just my mind, if you see this email me at lseitzinger25@warriors.ecstoledo.org
Reyna Phillips 4 years ago
i have also been downvoted many times because of my opinion
Load More Replies... Jovita A 4 years ago
I don't want to sound insensitive, but just curious. So when people transitioning, do they have to use hormones for the rest of their life? Like, do they have long term side effects and etc.
somnomania 4 years ago
typically they use hormones for the rest of their life, yes. some people choose not to or are forced to take breaks (due to finances, side effects, etc), but for the most part it's a life-long thing.
Load More Replies... *sigh*, The Yellow Teletubby 4 years ago
@Zergolonoz Menieanaris, Can you please f**k off? If you don't agree with this, DON'T F*****G READ IT, MORON. LET PEOPLE L I V E T H E I R O W N F*****K I N G L I V E S W I T H O U T Y O U R O P I N I O N. This is a story about someone overcoming and rising above other people's thoughts, criticisms, hate, homophobic opinions, and egos. F**k off, man. This is an amazing story, about an amazing, gorgeous woman who's strong enough to get above d***s like you. No one cares about "biology" right now. Let us be happy and supportive. Let her be happy, and live her life. Let her cry tears of joy for finally reaching her goal, and not tears of anything else because you were a dickwad and tried to put her down. I'm sorry for yelling at you over a comment, but seriously it wouldn't hurt to try to u n d e r s t a n d p e o p l e and be c o n s i d e r a t e towards other people's struggles and accomplishments. Again, I apologize, but I personally have a lot of LGBTQ+ friends
*sigh*, The Yellow Teletubby 4 years ago (edited)
and I love them with all my heart, and I can't stand it when people hate on them for being themselves. Ffs, get a heart. They are some of the MOST understanding, sweet, accepting people I will ever meet, and I recommend you get some friends like that. They are fun, kind, considerate, understanding, and respectful. Not dissing your friends, they're probably great, I'm sure, but bro. Also wtf how are you managing to relate Trump the Tramp into this?? Bruh??
Load More Replies... Felicia Dale 4 years ago
I always love stories about people finding themselves and becoming the person they always needed, and wanted, to be. This is a particularly nice one. <3
Mild Anxiety! At The Disco 4 years ago
Hopeful and inspiring story, thank you so much for sharing! You are beautiful and I love the different colored hairstyles <3
friendlyneighborhoodtheaterkid 4 years ago
*grabs knife and prepares to fight any transphobes*
MiaOokami 3 years ago
A knife ain't gonna do any good against them. *grabs battle axe* Try one of these.
Load More Replies... Mark Fuller 4 years ago
Contentious comment alert - so happy to see a successful transition. But politely... waaaay to much foundation. Surely I can't be alone in thinking that? Almost anime / Disney esq. She has an immaculate complexion - I'd love to have skin that clear and blemish free. So why plaster a tonne of makeup on? Whatever your gender, natural (sometimes with a modest amount of help) is invariably more beautiful. Now you are yourself... be yourself.
Vee C 4 years ago
Just my opinion, but I have known a few MTF that use a lot of foundation because they still grow facial hair and try desperately to hide it.
Load More Replies... Christine M Quigley 4 years ago
What a beautiful young lady! I wish her much happiness and success in her future!
elfin 4 years ago
I wish I looked that good as either gender. Kudos to her for making her choice and doing what she knew was right for her. Too many people let themselves be scared by what others think of them when the others are scared of what people think of them. All you can really do is be your best self.
Christina Uhlir 4 years ago
This is something I cannot comprehend: there are people who hate a kind, compassionate transgender or gay person, but they approve, or even idealize, a cruel, abusive, egocentric, selfish straight person.
THE DOG LIFE 4 years ago
Quick question for anyone to answer, if a man decides to change genders, do their voices change too? Just out of curiosity:)
somnomania 4 years ago
from what i can tell, their voices don't change. it looks like transgender people make up one of the largest groups of people who enter speech therapy, because there are breathing exercises and other things to help adjust the pitch and sound of your voice.
Load More Replies... Elina Kuusisto 4 years ago
It's so cool to see the light in her eyes as she comes into herself. So happy for you, Taylor! Also, omg your HAIR 😍😍😍😍
Narfy T. Barfy 4 years ago
You look so sad as a man and so happy and beautiful who you really are.
Emy Loves 4 years ago
We were all born with free will. It never ceases to amaze me how many people like to judge and condemn others just because they don't share the same beliefs or perspective. To all the haters with the negative comments: WHY DO YOU CARE SO MUCH ABOUT PUTTING YOUR NEGATIVE TWO CENTS IN WHEN IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU OR YOUR LIFE? Think about it. Why do you care so much? The problem has nothing to do with transgenders. The problem is in the people who judge them or judge anyone else for that matter. Let people be as they are. If you can't say something nice and supportive, find somewhere else to look so you can. Or at least figure out why it is that you like to put others down for their personal choices. I loved the story and love seeing people find their peace and happiness. I wish her the best :)
FurryManiac 4 years ago
i love stories like this!! i know a girl who is transgender, and she is the kindest, most beautiful person both inside and out!! your story is beautiful and has inspired so many people. SHINE YOUR LIGHT GIRL, IGNORE THOSE HATERS!!!!
Hazel Grine 4 years ago
You are so amazing! Congrats on your awesome transition! You look great!! (And your makeup skills are goals, wish I knew how to do that!) Please, please, please don't listen to the ignorant a******s like Zergo. You are beautiful and strong.
Nico Demacro 4 years ago
Daaang, those curls! That's what I wanted my hair to look like when I cut it, but it just looked like a mop. She's beautiful!
Animal lover❤ 4 years ago
To everyone who is being a decent person and supporting, thank you. We need more people like you in the world. To the people who are being a-holes, don't sign into posts that involve content you don't support. Why just come here to tear people down? Please stop being a-holes and let people live their lives.
Umgreg Universe 4 years ago
I'm a female teenager (AFAB) that deals with a lot of dysphoria that has led me to do some things that I regret (sorry if this is a trigger for anyone, but self-harm) and my parents are both really transphobic. I'm not entirely sure what I should do, but female doesn't feel like the right gender for me, and even though I really want to be able to wear a binder and be non-binary, if I came out to my parents or if they found out, they'd get really mad.
N V 4 years ago
I don't know your family, but I will say that when my MTF daughter struggled with this she came to me (her mom) first because I am more accepting and her dad had made negative comments in the past about transgender people. Perhaps you have someone, an aunt or someone, that you could come out to first, that you know is more accepting. It was a relief for my daughter and we were able to talk to her dad. Dad doesn't totally understand, but was WAY more accepting than she thought he would be. Just my thoughts on this, from being on the parent side
Load More Replies... Ace 4 years ago (edited)
Tres D, there is a difference between gender and biologic sex. Gender is who you are. Your genitals are not. Also there is such a thing as being intersex. Which one can be born as. But no matter the case, Your body isn't who you are. (This is from a transgender demi-boy)
N V 4 years ago
Taylor, thank you for your story. My child (20 yrs old) wants to change from male to female. I am ok with it but have a lot of questions. Were you always interested in traditionally female things like hair and makeup? My son/daughter has never liked that kind of thing and was always very "boy" in his play as a child. He had ample opportunity to play with anything -trucks, dolls,etc. he chose because he had a sister. They shared a room and toys. So I guess I'm asking if I was missing some signs? He's over 6ft with size 15 shoes. As a female will she still feel uncomfortable in her new body because she will not fit in? My child is my heart and I want her to be happy, but I'm not sure if this will fix her feelings. Did you and your family have anyone to talk to? How do I get extended family of board? Did you announce what you were doing as you took hormones or wait until some of the changes had occurred? I'm sorry for all the dumb questions, but they are sincere. Thanks!
Freddo Grosso 4 years ago
Damn! What a doll! But the part about feeling like herself for the 1st time, is the most important. Still, a total babe, I have to say...
Tyler the fabulous killjoy 4 years ago (edited)
I'm only at the start of my journey and still trying to figure out who I am, but it gives me so much hope to see this, thank you.
Dilly Millandry 4 years ago
I hope you have as happy an outcome and are given only love and support.
Load More Replies... Dorothy Parker 4 years ago
She's darling and explains her emotional journey clearly as it pertains to her.
mermaidgirl960 4 years ago
Omg, she looks absolutely ADORABLE! She made such an epic journey and I'm so glad she's happy now! ^^
Orenda Anyone 4 years ago
She has really good quality make up stuff. I like her lipsticks at most.
Shinomi Chan 4 years ago
Girl, I WISH my hair was as curly as yours. *also you look adorable, and I'm happy you can be on the outside who you feel like from the inside*
Stephanie Rudd 4 years ago
I love seeing post like this I'm so glad the this beautiful lady is living her true authentic life! One of my best friends is MTF & very early on her journey, seeing all the lovely positive comments & those coming to defend the OP in the not so nice ones, makes me pleased that people who have already suffered so much with prejudice have many allies & friends to help them on there journeys & if you don't hit me up I'll be you're own personal fan club!
Kai the guy 3 years ago
I love this!!! You're gorgeous! I'm a enby, and it's scary for me to wear makeup and stuff, but you look so good I think I might have to get over my fear!!! :)
James Carter 4 years ago
Looking at all the hateful comments... it's sad. Someone has finally found happiness, and all they can do is spout hatred and ignorance? I'm happy for her! Go go go!!
Alexander Brior 4 years ago (edited)
Hey, sorry about Zergo and how terrible they are. I’ve never seen them before, but judging by their point total, they’re quite infamous. But hey, at least Invisible User isn’t here. Have an amazing day!
Untitled_Goose_Man 4 years ago
Maybe we should just stop using "Transgender" She is a girl if she wants, that's it.
Reyna Phillips 4 years ago
I am also transgender and looking for girls who don't judge. email me at lseitzinger25@warriors.ecstoledo.org.
Karly Codr 4 years ago
I am so glad that she is happy with herself now :) Everyone deserves that kind of happiness. Also, that makeup job though... Absolutely flawless :)
Bri Nicole 4 years ago
You are GORGEOUS! I love love love your hair. I have wavy hair and can't get mine to look so clean like yours do lol. Thank you for sharing this. It was really brave of you to do. We all know how s****y people can be.
ROBERT NELSON 4 years ago
your bodies your for f**k sakes poeple need to know that plus im a boy who has worn make up
Bettina Jansen 4 years ago
I love these topics as much as the adopted animal topics <3 (animals are people too in my eyes, no insult intended). Happy endings are the best :)
OhForSmegSake 4 years ago
Ah!!! Girlfriend's curls are killing me! How do I get mine to behave like that?
Hayley Livernois 4 years ago
They are more attractive than me in every stage of their transition 😂
James Peters 4 years ago
A beautiful story of a human being finding joy and meaning..what is not to LOVE! All the best on your journey beautiful!
Celeste Grant 4 years ago
So long as she's happy, that is all that matters! It's no one else's business; no one else opinion on the issue matters. I'm so glad that she feels able to share this, as it will help those that struggle with similar issues. No one knows what goes on in another's mind, so no one can or should judge another's feelings. Just be kind or stay silent; you owe everyone that common curtesy. I'll add I think she looks beautiful, her eyes seem to tell a different story now.
WaitingtokissGregDavis 4 years ago
Fabulous! Totally f*****g fabulous! Taylor, you are magnificent.
Kairen Rider-Matchez 4 years ago
As an FTM transgendered individual what you have done is beautiful, there need to be more stories like yours. I wish you happiness! You are gorgeous!!
Rodney Sizemore 3 years ago
I'm a 36yo heterosexual male, with that being said I can honestly say I'm astounded by the very visible vibrancy in your transformation, you look amazingly beautiful and so much happier, in life I feel that the pursuit of happiness is a road less traveled nowadays and to me this is sad, I always say do what makes you happy, and just be who you are, I am happy for you...and to those that may think I'm not who I say I am my Facebook page is Rodney Dewayne Sizemore P.S. don't listen to the haters, they ain't happy with themselves or their obviously failed lives so they try to make others miserable just to make themselves feel better, and to them haters I say grow the F up!!!
Steve Johnson 3 years ago
WOW so inspirational, my son want's to do the MTF transition too and when I research it I want to do it also, but I want to be first
Trulee Stewart 3 years ago
I'm really happy for her! I can't imagine going through life like that. However... some of those smiles she did weirded me out.
Gray 3 years ago
Hey Taylor, I was assigned make at birth but sometimes a feel like I would be happier as a female but I just don’t know if it’s really the thing for me but at the same time I feel that it would help me just feel better about myself cause right at the moment I really hate my body, do you have any tips for me?
Rhys Braun 3 years ago
Oh my god, I just wanted to say I absolutely adore you! I am Trans myself and recently started HRT. I have to shave every day, arms, shoulders, neck, chest, belly, legs and face. I'm scared that the hair won't ever stop. How long did it take your body hair to stop growing on Estrogen?
Jordyn Myott 3 years ago
THIS.IS.AMAZING!!!!!!! As a person in a gender identity crisis i think the fact that you found who you are is amazing. And remember you are beautiful just the way you are and no one can tell you any different.
Weishaar Jamie 4 years ago
Congratulations Taylor for being so strong and true to yourself. You are beautiful inside and out.
mermaidgirl960 4 years ago
Ugh, my only problem is this... I tried saving a picture because it was so beautiful to see her progress (I swear I'm not a creep) but the name of the picture said this: A-Reddit-user-showed-how-he-changed-over-the-course-of-two-years-and-managed-to-fascinate-men-and-women-5eaa816373ee4__700.jpg HE?! She was never a he and never will be, she just happened to be in the wrong body. I hate things like this, ughhhh!
Jaeson Nam 4 years ago
im ftm and this makes me all the more excited for when im older and i can finally transition. it gives me so much hope to see how well you've transitioned like you look so beautiful. btw love the orange hair on you.
Tonio Valenzuela 4 years ago
Not gonna lie I'd probably even date her. Hope everything goes good for her
Shnortman 1 year ago
Wow how gracious of you, you might even give her the honour of dating you. I'm sure she'd reject you in a heartbeat.
Load More Replies... Gwinevere von Ludwig 4 years ago
Taylor, you are absolutely beautiful and I'm so glad you are being true to yourself! Lots of love from NYC
Kelley Costello Howland 4 years ago
You're a beautiful girl and it's your journey to go on. Wishing you peace and happiness
Laura Roberts 4 years ago
All those wonderful hair colors! and they all work with your complexion.I'm wondering how you manage to keep it so healthy looking. I'm jealous. Makes me want to try different shades too.
aLittleKillingJoke 4 years ago
Wow, she's seriously beautiful, she looks so happy now! I dunno about all my other fellers, but if she was straight/bi I'd totally date her
Sasha Ross 4 years ago
two of my four sons are going through this. Its been hard for me, I know its also been hard for them too.Its just such a new dynamic to get used to. I just want them to be happy and healthy thats what is most important.
N V 4 years ago
I'm a mom going through this as well. So glad you are loving and supporting your kids, even if their gender doesn't match the one they were born with and you were used to. It's very hard to remember to say the right pronouns when you've been saying the other ones their whole life.
Load More Replies... xiaomiao 4 years ago
I'm very glad you are happy and feel at peace in your own skin now. I wonder though if it was that peace and acceptance and not the hormones that made you cry at cute things and feel like you didn't have to lash out in anger when upset. Lots of women aren't prone to tears, lots of men are, not all men have physical outbursts of rage, and women certainly can and do. Seems like validation of gender stereotypes to say I cry, so I'm womanly. Maybe I'm not explaining myself well, but shouldn't emotion be somewhat separate from your physical desire to be a woman and look the way you want? I'm not meaning insult and not discounting your emotional journey, wish you many happy days!
Pamela24 4 years ago
This was really groundbreaking when I learned how much hormones actually affect this. And while you're definitely right that lots of women aren't prone to tears and lots of men are, many transgender people have commented on this change they felt in themselves during the transition so the hormones clearly play a role. Ales and Jake talk about this in this video, for example, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ZBJv5RAC2o
Load More Replies... Ronald Jones 2 years ago
You are Absolutely beautiful. Amazing, Astounding, Angelic ( that's a 4A rating. )
Rebecca Mackert 4 years ago
Beautiful love the before and after pics. You look so much happier it doesn't matter what others think your happiness is what matters. Your lovely.
Rhiannon Velasquez 4 years ago
OMG she cute!! Im pansexual so im attracted to a lot of different people but this girl was like OH WELL HELLO BEAUTIFUL!
Cathy Grover 4 years ago
You look happy now, and that’s what matters! You’re drop dead gorgeous as well and well that can’t hurt. Congratulations to you for getting to be you.✌🏻🌸
James Peters 4 years ago
such a beautiful story of something so many can't understand and still judge..you are beautiful and I am so happy you are now experiencing the joy every human deserves! All the best on your journey cutie!!
MiaOokami 3 years ago
Hahaha... Sweetie, your lack of brains are showing.
Load More Replies... Pamela24 4 years ago
So what? Why do you even care? It's their body, their choice. I prefer to wear just a little bit makeup myself but I'd never judge others who have different preferences. If she wants to be over glam - let her. But I'll admit it - you're still so much nicer than a ridiculous amount of comments that are down this list.
Load More Replies... Foxxy(The Original) is nice 4 years ago
What mental illness she got doc? She's not crazy and she not a danger to the people around her.
Load More Replies... BoredKid 4 years ago
She doesn't have a disorder. She isn't confused. She felt inside that she was a woman, and there's nothing wrong with that.
Load More Replies... Narfy T. Barfy 4 years ago
bruh she look more like a girl than i do (i am a girl)
Load More Replies... somnomania 4 years ago
she changed herself to be who she actually is, that's the point. imagine looking in the mirror every day and seeing someone who is a stranger to you and who you hate seeing, someone who it makes you physically ill to look at. transgender people change themselves so that they can be comfortable in their own skin, and in the correct skin.
Load More Replies... Viviane 4 years ago
People who are transitioning do get counselling. From what little I know, it's in part to ensure that physically transitioning is the right decision for them. I know someone who went through mandatory counselling, then decided to go ahead with hormones and top surgery. He and his family are very happy with the transition -- it's as if he was stuck at a younger age before that, then suddenly matured. It's wonderful to see. <3
Load More Replies... Liz Sahlin Johansson 4 years ago
Does it really matters what YOU think about it? If she’s happy and content with this transformation, let her. She doesn’t harm you right?! Don’t harm her then.
Load More Replies... Chaton 4 years ago
How about educating yourself on the difference between sex and gender and leaving people live their lives the way they want to?
Load More Replies... Charlottem Hepworth 4 years ago
What do you get out of hating on people just trying to live their lives. She's beautiful and doesn't need this.
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