Unfortunately this will always be an issue. Down the road at some point people will wear these hats and it will be super cool! Your hat is cute and you are untitled to your own style. When I was in middle school I had my nose pierced and everyone thought it was disgusting, my teacher made me take it out. The next year everyone had theirs pierced. But I wasn't popular so it didn't matter. I'm in my 30s and my friends still dis what I wear. I don't say anything because like you I aso get anxiety and struggle with the depression. I always have worried about what others thought. I've changed my diet and my "friend" says things like, "oh yea, I forgot your skinny now, you don't eat that!" Or things like, "oh you're too skinny to go out" "your on that crackhead diet" bullyinis everywhere and it