Google local helplines and talk to a professional. There are people who can help. Don't be afraid or ashamed to ask for help - you can get through this.

From original post : Peritonsillar abscess. He tried to tough it out and the infection spread to his blood. Ultimately the cause of death was sepsis. Moral of the story: listen to your wife when she tells you to go see a doctor. that is sad, it was totally preventable.

Go and see a doctor and ask for help. Don't suffer through this on your own.

I'm sorry to hear you are going through a difficult time. Take comfort in knowing that people care about your wellbeing, look, even strangers here on a website...look after yourself, take the brave step to go see someone who can help, even if you might think you don't need any help, like a professional and a family member or a friend who always cheers you up, spending some time with the people who make you feel better makes life so worthwhile. Bless you and I hope you will feel better soon.

I don’t know who you are but if you feel comfortable to talk to someone you don’t know, you can message me. nartissist7 on Instagram

@Ntosh: yet these picture show so strongly why it is worth living. And many also transport much happieness. And I strongly believe there is no happieness without grieve.

I feel for you. I had an episode 3 hours ago, cause I can't handle the s**t of reality, and this shown up as an notification. This year hasn't been kind to me. I lost Way to much people, and other stuff as well... this is just Like repetition of everything...

Sounds like Depression and Anxiety which I also have. Panic attacks are the worst. This time of of year is difficult for many but especially for us. I would schedule an appointment as soon as possible. It may be that your medication needs adjusted. Sometimes counseling can help you get through the rougher times. I take Effexor 37.5mg once in am and once in pm for a long time now which has helped me a great deal.

But if you or anyone feeling like s**t because this world sucks, you can message me. I’m easy to talk to and maybe I might not understand, but sometimes a random awesome person like myself can help you. Instagram: nartissist7

You are smart, you are loved, (even if you don't see it people love you) you are important (even if it's hard to imagine everyone is important) say that to yourself daily and it will get you through the tough times, it helps me much love my friend.

Ntosh, please know that are not alone! There are many of us who have been through similar episodes. Ask for help, even if you don't want to, even if you don't feel like you can, even if you feel like no one cares (they do, but depression can be a mindf*ck like that, convincing you otherwise). And ignore people who tell you to just snap out of it; it's not something you can always just snap out of on your own and comments like that can just make you feeling more lonely and broken. I've had anxiety and depression for over 20 years and when treated, it is manageable and you can live a long, meaningful life.

My friend this is called depression and letting it get you is not a good thing I have been there and bad came from it I tried to to bad thing to myself this is treatable go to the hospital emergency as this is an a emergency get some help listen to the doctors don't believe the depression monster I will come back and see if you respond to my text let me know please that your trying

Look Up and search the horizon for your light - buy a pet - work in the Community service- become a scoutleader

I'm too depressed in hospital trying to get better. I often wish my time was up, when looking at these pics.

Ntosh. I stopped looking at these pictures too because they made me sad - but then I remembered your comment and came back to find you. I am probably thousands of miles away and we will never meet but I just wanted to tell you that I am thinking of you. You are in a sad place now but you will come through. Meanwhile think of all the love represented in these pictures, lift your head and smile - even if you don’t feel like it. Take care xxxxx

Stay strong Ntosh. There are happy times ahead. <3

How are you doing now bro

Please go and see a doctor! If you had a broken finger you'd get to a hospital as soon as possible. You have a broken leg in your mind - and no, no one can just "get over it", it has nothing to do with "being strong" or "not being positive". It is not by choice! Get help! You need it - and you owe it to yourself. If you can, try to get together with some friend, or friends, to go for a walk, preferably in nature.

I have been crying all day and just want to sleep through the holidays. I really have no one to talk to. My mom died earlier this year. My dad is out of state. My only child has his own family. Friends are few and far between. I wonder when my time comes if there will be such emotion at my death.

((((HUGS)))) Breathe. See? You're alive & everything will be okay. :)

Sending many blessing, prayers and strength also if you are to listen to youtube surround yourself with positive relaxation videos such as......https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ZYbU82GVz4&t=6781s and https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OVct34NUk3U&t=3600s the comments are always positive and ever hardly negative

May this moment be a small one in the timeline of your life - please reach out to someone who can help. Please don't be embarrassed or ashamed, it's ok to ask for a guiding hand or an open ear. There are some wonderful humans out there waiting for your call <3

Ntosh I just followed the person that posted this picture of the man walking into the airport. He did die two years ago and he died because he had a throat infection that was left untreated and he became septic. Here’s the post –]tonightasyousleep[S] 530 points 2 years ago Peritonsillar abscess. He tried to tough it out and the infection spread to his blood. Ultimately the cause of death was sepsis. Moral of the story: listen to your wife when she tells you to go see a doctor.

It's been 4 years I hope you're better♥️

It can never be easy! Makes sense what you're going through. Hang in there and then get some deserved trauma therapy after the grieving starts to subside. It helps to just remember the good times and his spirit is with you. He is probably sad seeing you going through this.

Sweetheart the world may be a sad place and I truly feel where you are coming from,but this not my story. You held your hand out and asked for help let your Panda 🐼 family help you even.if it's only some one to talk to if you need someone to talk to let me know I'm disabled and pretty much homebound since the pandemic but I have a heart and I'll be happy to help you stand much love sweetie

We are whatever we feed our mind with. Spend time with an animal or baby.

Feel the same. You will be better promise

I hope you are in a much better place now, Nosh. ❤️

hope youre doing ok Ntosh

Sending you lots and lots of love!!! I can really relate the way you're feeling right now.. Everything will be fine, try to remember yourself that. This will pass, you are ok, you are not alone, we are all connected in the universe. I hope my love reaches you <3

Stop reading post likes these and focus on happier subjects be calm have some tea

heyyy its gonna be ok, I'm the same, the only advice I can give is stay in a good routine, good sleep pattern, its helped me loads, lots of love

heyy its gonna be ok, im the same sometimes but the only advice i can give you is to get in a good routine and sleep pattern, its helped me loads. lots of love

IDIOT...NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS...GET A LIFE...SMH.

You okay? 💞

Niosh, I hope you made it through to this year and your feeling better!

I suffer from sever depression and other mental illnesses when I see these photos of loved ones last moments I feel and see sooo much love and compassion that it helps me with my own issues with death

Please call a helpline.

That is Depression, my friend. PLEASE get to a doctor and ask for help!!!!! You will get better!

the message of these posts is there is love in this world. You are feeling loneness....there IS love for you. Please reach out to someone you feel safe in sharing your feelings...perhaps a stranger, in person...or a voice on the phone. You will NOT be alone if you are listened to. Pick the person wisely. I wish you well