I called a helpline when i was feeling very suicidal. They hung up on me. That was about three months ago. My mother reacted bad enough when she suspected i wasn't happy with my life a few years ago; i couldn't take her guiltriping if she ever found out.

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never-wake-up (fae/faer)

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I realised I'm not fully a girl... She wouldn't be pleased

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Aroace tiger (she/they/he)

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bored panda im not supposed to be on here(i think no one knows im on here so idk) i made a friend who im probably not supposed to have met

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jordan (pineapple he/she)

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made a bunch of friends through bp. and also talked to a counselor on the trevor project website a few months ago.

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freakingbee (she/they)

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I have Anorexia, an eating disorder. My dad suspects that I’m not eating my lunch at school, and he insists that I eat my lunch, but I don’t want to eat anything. My mom doesn’t believe I have an eating disorder.

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Charlie Spring Fan (He/Him)

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i havent been doing well lately. im stuck in a relationship i dont want to be in, i feel like my art will never be good enough, and lately i havnet even wanted to be around my parents. they have said my art "dosent matter", and are focused on my ONLY bad grade in a class. i mostly make violent jokes with my friends as a way to cope, because i dont really act like myself around my parents. i know i probably should ask someone for help, but im too scared to

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⊑⍜⌿⟒

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I have multiple accounts online that I publish content on. I've chatted with people on BP. I joined a Discord server and got "adopted" by the person who made it and now there's a ton of chaos and I like it. Also I've dated more people than they think (there was summer camp stuff so nothing serious but not something they want/need to know about)

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QueerAxolotls

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I never told my dad about the couple years I spent doing speed. He just thought I was playing in a band, and Im fine with that. I wasnt stealing, or hurting anyone but myself so theres kind of nothing to explain. I quit on my own and havent used in years, but I know if he knew then I would be less trustworthy. We have a great relationship and Id hate for something I already took care of to screw it up.

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Leading-The-Banned

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I started a fire in my house while making a candle once. So, I have this really crappy hot plate to melt the wax and if you leave the cup on it while it's empty for too long, it catches on fire (I did not know this then) and starts smoking. I was home alone and it caught on fire. I freaked out, grabbed it, and started flinging it around trying to put the fire out, but it flew out of the cup and onto the floor and wall. I grabbed a towel and started beating the c**p out of the fire until it was put out and never used the hot plate again. Just kidding, I still use it and have started a couple of fires since then, just not while home alone and no one has ever really found out about it. :0

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AspenHasIssues

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I’m not supposed to be here. I’ve been so lonely though, and you all are nice and I’ve been so much happier with more people to listen to and chat with. Also been questioning my sexuality. I think I might be Pan? Or Pan Demisexual? Not sure. :) Also I should really text my dad back, he’s left me like twenty texts but every time I talk to him I want to scream because he doesn’t listen to me or care about anything I say at all. I will talk to him and five minutes later he’s forgotten. Sorry for ranting lol

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GhostlySnail (she/her)

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I keep my parents out of my school social life. The last time I mentioned had a friend of the opposite gender in front of them, my dad got very nosy and NEEDED to know EVERYTHING about him, and how I felt about him too. Maybe that's normal for dads, but I don't want to know how he'll react if he finds out 90% of my friends are guys.

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Disona

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I worked for 3 years as a dominatrix.

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Ellie Hope

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Okay if yall somehow tell my parents you're dead.

I was in Quebec for an exchange (gr 8) two months ago. I really really liked this one girl and she eventually told me how she had some SH stuff going on (in like August she told me) and I could relate... Well anyways I didn't wanna seem not good enough or some sh** and kept doing stuff to myself and it got worse and addicting and then she started to date someone when we were in Quebec. Of course she had rejected me in October and I was losing my goddamn mind so after she got asked out I decided f**k this, ( I was thinking I might commit ) and then I basically warned my friends just in case she** was gonna go down. She knew it immediately. No one really tried to stops me in advance.. like no one thought I would I guess. People begged but f**k that why would I care. Well I know who to trust now. One my friends, someone I used to like stopped me. She called her mom, got my parents to try and shut it down and ofc I freaked out. I currently like this friend (again) and gonna ask her out. I haven't done any SH stuff since that. She really tried. ......but she's probably gonna reject me

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IDidntChooseReality

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Well, being on BP and questioning my gender/sexuality are both things my parents don’t know about, but those have already been mentioned a couple times so i thought I’d switch it up with a story. This one time my friend and I were at a volleyball game and we were playing against some fancy private school (on their campus, so an away game) and when the game was over my friend and I went outside to practice our serves while the grade above us was playing. Long story short, my friend hit the ball onto the roof of the school and in a moment of (stupidity? Bravery?) i decided to go get it. So i like, climbed onto the roof of this fancy school and got it down. No big deal really but they had tons of security cameras and i was worried i would get caught. My friend and i agreed not to tell our parents because they’d be hella mad if they knew

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ace pirates (she/they)

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Bp, tumblr, give my lunch away, I still sh sometimes, I’ve lost a bunch of weight, I’m wearing a crop top, I keep secrets from them, I’m failing English.

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Nerd (Taylor’s Version)

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I shouldn't be on here, so no one tell:)
Also I use way too much phone time, I figured out the pass code.
And I do a lot of stuff on the internet that I shouldn't(Like this)
I bottle up my anger so I pretend to be super happy but I'm not, I am just so angry.

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Percabeth Forever (she/they)

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