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What’s a secret you have never told your parents? Mine is that one year at Christmas time, I peeked at the Christmas gifts.
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#1
That I attempted suicide when I was 10 y. o. (I'm an adult now), because I couldn't stand their violence, screaming and humiliation anymore. If they had found out, I would have probably got beaten and severely punished. If they find out now, they'd probably mock it. They never understood the pain and damage their abusive behavior caused me. (I moved away and went low contact with them. I'm in therapy for almost 3 years and doing much better now.)
Final score:
12points
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#2
"I KISSED A GIRL AND I LIKED IT" No but fr I have kissed my best friend and this was def my bi awakening. We were playing spin the bottle and we both ended up making out in the closet, it meant nothing romantically to her but it did for me. Only person I've told is my sister and you guys now. It was fun tho
Final score:
10points
#3
That the surprise birthday party wasn't, in fact, a surprise.
Final score:
9points
shanila.pheonix_ 2 years ago
oooh yeah, ik how u feel. i had to refrain myself from teasing my friends about throwing me a party lol (i still kind did it)
#4
I smoke pot
Final score:
7points
Mary Ellen McCarthy 2 years ago
If That's the worst of your worries/secrets, you're ahead of the game my friend!
#5
that i have a secret gmail, with secret social medias, secret online friends, and secret yt acc with secret lil videos lol
Final score:
7points
#6
hmm… i already posted one on my other account but i thought of some more. that i’m suicidal (sometimes) that i have a gmail, youtube, bored panda and wje account (wje sucks tho, i’m hated for who i am so..) i’m probably depressed XD i am non-binary i peeked at christmas presents last year (2022) i sometimes eat sweets from ✨the sweet cupboard✨ i hate being called a she i sometimes swear :)) i play roblox i have online friends i read lgbtq books i am lgbtq i hate myself i hate my life ok that’s enough hehe
Final score:
7points
Mary Ellen McCarthy 2 years ago
Truly not trying to diminish your pain but this sounds similar to most of my teen years. Please try to be strong as I promise it gets not nesesarily artsier, but you figure out how to carry it.
#7
that i have bp haha joyful panda btw this is an alt account of someone u know irl :3 but my normal account can’t comment rn cuz i changed my name so i’m using this one :) i also peeked at presents. and i’m going to correct u cuz i know u irl and it my friend (i hope) a gift is for example if i went to u and have u a loaf of bread randomly. a present is for example if i gave you said loaf 🍞 of bread 🥖 for ur birthday or christmas:)
Final score:
6points
#8
I'm bi, a femboy and got banged by my best friend (m).That was what started it all, lol
Final score:
6points
#9
I was sexually abused by my step-grandfather for many years when I was a child.
Final score:
6points
Mary Ellen McCarthy 2 years ago
So very, very sorry to hear this. Have you ever shared with someone you trust?
Mary Ellen McCarthy 2 years ago
Don't bury it as it always come back to bite you in the a*s when you least expect it.
#10
I’m trans and like girls/women I have panic/anxiety attacks nearly every day I’m very suicidal Sorry that was kinda dark (the last two)
Final score:
6points
𝕊𝕙𝕪 𝔻𝕣𝕒𝕘𝕠n (they/them) 2 years ago
i’m sorry for the last two :( please don’t kill yourself. please, please don’t. anyways, congratulations on 10K (10,000) points!!
𝕊𝕙𝕪 𝔻𝕣𝕒𝕘𝕠n (they/them) 2 years ago
this is unrelated but how do you follow so few people?? i follow those people who follow me and a *few* more and i follow over a 100 but i unfollowed some because i didn’t know them and it felt strange to follow them 😭 😭
- Imp - (they/he) (Submission author) 2 years ago
I only follow the people who are my friends, and a few more bc I think they’re cool
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i’ve had panic attacks and mental breakdowns while they were having dinner and thought i was sleeping. my friends have had to calm me down over facetime too many times and some have even stopped being friends with me bc they sat i’m too emotional. am i being too emotional or sensitive?
Final score:
5points
Mary Ellen McCarthy 2 years ago
Yes you can, with the right meds and therapist.
Load More Replies... - Imp - (they/he) 2 years ago
No, you’re not, panic attacks aren’t something you can control. Believe me, I’ve tried
Mary Ellen McCarthy 2 years ago
This scares your friends because they don't know what to do to help. You need some professional guidance on how to get a grip/control of these emotional outbursts/panic attacks. There is help out there, I promise. You just need to find the right therapist.
#12
I'm pangender, my mental health is worse than they know, I've had a gf etc etc
Final score:
4points
What do you think ?
𝕊𝕙𝕪 𝔻𝕣𝕒𝕘𝕠n (they/them) 2 years ago
Joyful, do you hate me because i sang christmas carols in your ears ?
rokkabety813 1 year ago
During my sophomore year of high school I didn't just have a relationship with the guy I dated from 9th grade until we were freshman in college....nobody knew I spent many nights at the home of one of my teachers
𝕊𝕙𝕪 𝔻𝕣𝕒𝕘𝕠n (they/them) 2 years ago
Joyful, do you hate me because i sang christmas carols in your ears ?
rokkabety813 1 year ago
During my sophomore year of high school I didn't just have a relationship with the guy I dated from 9th grade until we were freshman in college....nobody knew I spent many nights at the home of one of my teachers
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