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WHY DO MY FRIENDS ALLWAYS IGNORE MEEEEEDE NOTICEE MEEEE
Why does No one believe that i have issues? I mean even if i didnt, ive still had some screwed up crap happen to me!!! my mother only wants me to come over to use me against my dad, i piss my dad off constantly with the stupid s**t i do, im oonly 15 so i cant drive over to my gf house to comfort her when her depression or anxeity kicks in, my grades are horrible im afraid imma frickin fail, my head tells me to do things that i know hurt my heart. then when peple try to help my my anger issues kick in, and what do they do? they shove it in my face and make me the bad guy. when i get pissed while talking we are taalking about me or something that ticked me off, he doesnt try to calm me down!! He does the opposite and pulls the " im bigger than you, ive fought a hell lot more battles than you ill put yer ass in the ground so dont act like that towards me. then i bottle it up because knowone wants to hear it or hear me out so i sometimes lose and explode. it sucks
that i have a crush on my friend and its annoying cus i'm lonley as f so if i loose her than i'm basically alone
When will it eeeeeend, when will it end!? (You can read this like Joy Division's- Day of the Lords)
Ugh, most of my friends are assholes, the universe hates me, I keep having panic attacks and I'm sick of lifeeeeeeeeee
WHY DOES MY HOMEROOM TEACHER TREAT ME LIKE A GHOST OR A SHADOW?!?! EVERYDAY!! I HAVE TO TAISE MY VOICe SOME TO GET HER ATTENTION AND EVEN WHEN TAKING A TEST I RAISE MY HAND SHE LOOKS AT ME AND WALKS AWAY!!!!
So this is kinda of long. Me and my husband have been having problems for a yr now and it steadily is getting worse. Married 8 yes. 3 kids ages 2-7 and one is autistic. Last yr started not wanting to have sex cuz I was exhausted all the time so I quit my job. That didn’t really help. We agreed to put my oldest in homeschooling this year so I can get my autistic son into therapy. After he screamed at me for not wanting to have sex and stormed off he comes back down and says my oldest didn’t need to go to homeschooling. I asked how would I get my autistic son to therapy they are 2 hr sessions an hr away. 0 support from family to help. He doesn’t answer. Next morning he tells me he is worried I’m going to get so stressed I’m going to abandon my kids the way my mom did. Then he tells he is paranoid I’m cheating on him but says I give him no reason then couple months later says I sneaking off behind his back to hang out with my friend Matt at the park with my kids. Even though I got Matt with our old friend from high school and they r about to move in with each other. I asked him if he wanted me to stop being friends with him and he didn’t say no and in that same conversation says he debates suicide daily. I told him I stopped talking to him but I’ve changed my mind cuz I have 0 friends and I was looking forward to being friends with his gf again. Don’t know how to tell him. I’m not even sure I want to be in this marriage if after 8 yes he doesn’t trust me and accuses me of such horrible things.