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Inktober is a relatively new month-long challenge for artists all over the world. It was created by Jake Parker, who came up with the idea to focus on improving skills and developing positive drawing habits. For 31 days of October, everyone who wants to participate creates an ink drawing and posts it online using the #inktober tag. Each year there's a new prompt list to be used for the pictures. Shawn Coss decided to ditch the guidelines and create within a sore theme, posting new mental illness ink depictions every day of the Inktober.

Shawn's mental illness art translates sicknesses of the mind in an eerily accurate way, and his ghoulish illustrations don't end with Inktober. The artist has worked for such clients as the horror king Stephen King himself, creates Cyanide & Happiness cartoons, and even has his own clothing line.

So if you're searching for support with your mental illness or are plainly into horror, check Shawn's art below. It surely gave us the chills!

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Major Depressive Disorder

Major Depressive Disorder

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Erin
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

When you feel like giving up, anxiety stress and heartache make you so sick to your stomach that your mind is spinning out of control with emotion and thoughts of hopelessness. When it is time to ask for help but you don't even feel worth it. Feeling like an inconvenience and like nobody should even care about you because you don't want them to waste their feelings. Being kicked when your down and struggling to see the light at the other end. Pain is temporary, trying to tell yourself it will work out but in the moment it seems impossible while your mind is flooded with disturbing thoughts. Sick at feeling alone but rather be alone then burden anyone. Consumed with pain. Trying to explain how you feel and what goes on in your mind but people look down at you for it. Feeling sick but still trying to make your way, hanging onto every last ounce of hope and faith because it's all you have. Not motivated to get up and get moving or to even say a word. ....to be ctnd

LeAnna Lukas
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

It is like trying to dig out of your own grave or like half of you is always buried. Especially at its worse.

Shanna Tognarelli
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

There's nothing I can do. Stuck in one place. Unable to move away from the pain an utter despair. Just baring it alone and nobody but me knows what I'm going through. That's how it felt. This picture remarkably identifies. I'm not alone

Dan Smith Chavira
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

That captures my dread and feelings that I am trapped, but doesn't show the fear.

Julie Bennett
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

These are all absolutely incredible! Beautiful work. Disturbing. As they should be. Shows the world how we feel inside.

Dora Crow
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Never a more complete picture of what is in a depressive's mind.

Rita Applegate
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Looking back when I did suffer from major depression it was very much like this. It's like living in hell with no escape except death

Deb Richardson
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

How is it that you no longer live with it? I can't remember not being depressed

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Haseena Wazir
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

This is exactly how it feels. Debilitating stress and anxiety dragging you down. Feeling unable to cope with everyday things. It's like everyone around you can see blue sky and sunshine but when you look up all you see is darkness and no matter how hard you try you can't see the sun. It's very isolating

Amber Saunders
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I feel like crying because this picture perfectly describes my depression.

Rachel Simmons
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

This entire body of work is stunning. As an artist, and having experienced both PTSD and depression, I applaud this. immensely insightful gorgeous illustration.

Shinomi Chan
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I feel like I do have depression.. But my family keeps saying it's all in my head..

Sofia Östlund
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Many people who have never experienced depression tends to say things like that. Try to contact a local psychologist to talk about it, especially since your family don't seem to understand.

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Pierre Richard
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Definitely feeling this one. Exactly how I feel when depression takes over me.

Marie Stehlíková
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I know this feeling very well...when friends can't help you and at the end, they leave, because of frustration wich is causing my behavior in depression...depression is killing from inside and destroying relationships...

Marie Stehlíková
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I know this feeling...when you have friends, but nobody can't help you and at the end, they leave, because are nervous because of you...and you are falling deeper into depressions...

Laura Coco
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

That's how I felt when I was depressed as a teen after my OCD disorder. I wanted to come back to life but was feeling too "melted down" to make any move... My therapist suggested that I did things I liked to make my mood better but I just couldn't find the strength... It only got away for some reason. Maybe the fact that I wasn't thinking about it anymore. Hope you guys recover and find your way back... Lots of support here and a big hug for you.

Scott Hendrix
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

The moment there seems to be a chance of normality, someone else's expectations try to be exerted and I have to step back into this dank hole. I only feel almost normal when it's 3am, I'm locked in a room, and there is no chance on someone knocking on the door.

Haseena Wazir
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

This is exactly how it feels. Debilitating anxiety and stress. Feeling unable to cope with everyday life. It's like everyone telling you that the sky is blue but no matter how much you stare at it it still looks black to you and there's no way for you to see the blue sky everyone talks about. Feeling trapped, cornered and the only escape is suicide.

Nicole Dallal
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I always said it feels like I am being sucked into a black vortex, hanging on to edge with my fingernails trying to claw my way out. This drawing is perfect.

Robert Stockdale
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I think of it more as standing, looking up at the distant light, with a heavy weight around my neck and shoulders, from the bottom of a deep well.

Kris Ridgewell
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

The teeth are what gets me. When you feel this trapped within yourself you can bare as many teeth as possible but your smile always feels forced.

Shanna Tognarelli
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

This is unreal! It's dead on and I can literally feel it from the drawing.

David O Connell
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Who is the artist behind this piece??could they do one for drug addiction more specifically heroin addiction my younger brother passed away due to a heroin addiction and iv been trying to find a tattoo to represent the pain it causes and think one of these would symbolise it perfectly

Elise Pierce
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Wow, I think you got that one spot on. I could almost feel that. god.

October Evans
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

You should create a illustration for Gender Dysphoria. That's what I have. BTW, love the artwork presented here. Describes exactly what I'm going through.

Denise Evans
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Yes stuck in something very sticky and can't get out of the dark deep hole

Gina Fennell
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I would draw myself trapped in the fetal position, under a blanket that was safety pinned down.

Annie Hughes
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

You have precisely manage to accurately describe how I feel on a daily basis.

Frank Lee
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I see, everyone has their own problem and their own depression. wish you all well.

Ami Lynn
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Thank you. This feels and looks dead on. My heart now breaks for those with the other pictured illnesses. Thank you for sharing!

Ashley Ogwal-Bèrnard
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Beautiful, terrifying, and accurate. This truly sums out how I feel and cannot express. Well done!

Brandi Taylor
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

This is completely spot on! I've climbed out of the hole only to be buried from the waist up. And with every move forward you sink deeper back into the abyss....

Claudia Espindola
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I felt very depressed for a while, thanks God I went to see a therapist, she did help, not only by listening but because she recommended me an antidepressant, I felt so much better after 3 weeks or so, she explained that we are like batteries, we hold so much stress that we ended up depleted of whatever chemical in our brain, now I don't take it, depression us terrible, wish everyone happiness and hope

Priscilla Loera
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

This is exactly how it feels. You've portrayed many of my mental illnesses so realistically.

Erin
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

When you feel like giving up, anxiety stress and heartache make you so sick to your stomach that your mind is spinning out of control with emotion and thoughts of hopelessness. When it is time to ask for help but you don't even feel worth it. Feeling like an inconvenience and like nobody should even care about you because you don't want them to waste their feelings. Being kicked when your down and struggling to see the light at the other end. Pain is temporary, trying to tell yourself it will work out but in the moment it seems impossible while your mind is flooded with disturbing thoughts. Sick at feeling alone but rather be alone then burden anyone. Consumed with pain. Trying to explain how you feel and what goes on in your mind but people look down at you for it. Feeling sick but still trying to make your way, hanging onto every last ounce of hope and faith because it's all you have. Not motivated to get up and get moving or to even say a word.

Tom Rogers
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

For me, the severe depression has caused me to regress to the emotional state of a toddler. I don't watch tv, and when things get to be too much to bear, I go to open-world RPGs to escape reality. But, if something happens to my internet, I start shaking and, when I used to have issues with my computer, it would cause me to cry like an baby. I would be inconsolable and thinking would be impossible.

Victoria Potter
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

It's crazy seeing this and totally getting it. This is exactly how depression feels if you were to draw it. So accurate!

Daniel Lietzmann
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Disturbing. But this is how I feel when going through a major episode. One should wish for that others could see you like that.

Rebecca Moore
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Omg. I've never seen depression and anxiety in art form. This should make more of those that have NO idea or tell you to pull your socks up stop and think and give them a whopping great insight in to what us sufferers go through 😞

Miriam Tynan
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Wow. This is.exactly the creature screaming in my head. Am just in awe of your understanding and talent.

K Reade (KJR42)
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

This EXACTLY what it feels like, so impressed with this. the only thing missing is the large weight crushing your chest.

Kristin Leve
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I cannot adequately express how much these portrayals resonate with me. Every one of my diagnoses is spot on. I got tears in my eyes. Thank you for doing this.

Katja Aakre Isbrekken
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I both recognize and don't recognize this. When I'm not on my meds I'll have periods like this, heavy and sucked into a motionless void, but most of the time I'd rathe BE pulled down. I don't fight it, in some ways it feels comforting. Safe. And then I'll have bouts of grief/guilt that I'm allowing it to happen. Depression is very different for everyone, and it can be cery hard for outsiders to understand, because of that.

Victoria Orlovskaya
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

You do not have to go through this alone! Please check out my page for anyone who is suffering from Mental Health, Substance Abuse, Disease, Disability, Bullying, Grieving, or any other difficult circumstances. I want to build a community of people who feel as though they have no outlet. It's a page based on positive reinforcement and a clear view that there are millions of people suffering from the same situations. Please give it a look, it's something fairly new, but I would love to expand it into something extraordinary. If we can share our stories, more people will do the same and we can bring awareness to these causes and hopefully help build funding for more research! The page is called MindFelt, link is on the bottom! https://www.facebook.com/MindFeltHaven/?fref=ts

Jackie Reiger
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

It is so hard to explain to those who don't, or won't, understand the disease, how you feel inside. These drawings are so representative. Thank you for putting a face to these debilitating illnesses.

Samantha Taylor
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

The struggle is so perfectly illustrated. To be brought down by your own mind and body, then feeling stuck there. Love the face because it's a so badly you want someone to understand but you're so deep in it seems impossible

Alessandro Soranzo
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

:) Probably often due to pesticides in food: https://www.google.it/webhp?sourceid=chrome-instant&ion=1&espv=2&ie=UTF-8#q=depression+pesicides

Cosmo Bolt
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Like your head is filled with led. I think this ink is very good.

Frank Elliott
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Really cool.Reminds me of Sam Kieth's stuff, The Maxx specifically.

Speranta Regasire
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Yeah, depression is like you're chained not to be able to reach to the light again...it's horrible...:(

Marc Purdy
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Yep, I describe barb in my muscles on chians weighing me down but that sensation is it

Jana Fuentes
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

And, while I'm at it, this one has found a home inside my head, too. One of these diagnoses is bad enough, but having 4 or 5 of them...maybe 6...all rolled up together, really take hold of your life sometimes.

Jess Benhamou
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Hello Shawn, your drawings are absolutely fantastic... Would it be possible to have your email? I would love to get in touch about a film related request..

Dora Crow
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

This makes me cry. It is so real. So sad to see it on paper.

Loraine Bayutas
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I am suffering depression for 3 months now. I feel like taking my life to escape from peer pressure. Their bullies andinsults are getting inside my heads..i feel like god doesnt want me to be happy..he doesnt want me to be loved.. he only gives me all wrong people.dont know what to do..

Diana Wolf
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Loraine, seek help. Talk to your doctor, or counsellor (if you at school)! Do it, as soon as possible. It is bad cloud, fog you are in, there is a way out! Seek help!

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Pretty Panda
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

This is great. I'd tell people it feels like being under 50, hot, wet blankets.

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Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

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Wanni
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Since 5 years I've got this f... disease and I can not bring it on paper how it feels... you got it! Thank you!

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Borderline Personality Disorder

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Pixie Dust
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I always find it fascinating how others see me, compared to how I see myself. While I understand the interpretation, and it is mesmerizing. I find, for me, it feels, like a perpetual black hole inside that nothing can fill, and, forever trying to decipher the reality of what is going on around me, as compared to how I feel is going on around me. People see BPD as instigatory and drama seeking, while, the few I have had the opportunity to talk to, agree, that it's actually reactionary, in a desperate attempt to keep up with the constantly shifting emotions. Chasing what can't be caught, reacting to what has already passed. Amazingly, I do see myself as naked in front of everyone. Like my emotions leave me perpetually ashamed and exposed.

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Autism Spectrum Disorder

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Traci Johnston
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I think it's beautiful and perfectly shows the sadness from not being heard or understood.

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Paranoid Schizophrenia

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Kayleigh Liddell
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

My husband is schizophrenic and I must say mostof these images really show the torment of the disorders, but this one could be more so I think. It doesn't show how horrible and degrading schizophrenic delusions can be. It's like torture.. it's like having your entire being torn apart and eaten alive by demons that no one else can see. His voices torment him 24/7... Sometimes his hallucinations keep him from sleeping... Besides it always being like he's in a room full of people judging and putting him down, he also hears explosions and smashing noises that will keep him up all night. This disorder permeates every part of our lives. Of all the seriously mental health disorders I think this one is the most extreme and debilitating BY FAR. Now a days, 2 years into him being a full blown schizophrenic, caring for him is like taking care of an old person with dementia.. he doesn't cook for himself, he barely cleans.. and doesn't remember anthing we talk about.. lots of notes and alarms...

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OCD

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Loretta Lockhart
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

My OCD is also not to do with cleaning, but it brings the point across. Have to do it else you can't get comfy and it destroys you. Mine's to do with routine, I have routines with routines, and timings. It's pretty bad and pretty much ruins my life.

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DPD

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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I didn't even know this was a thing. I've never been able to be alone I have to have someone close by. I looked at this picture a very long time. I have never seen something describe me so clearly.

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Depersonalization Disorder

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Kimi Lewis
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Absolute 100% accurate depiction. Depersonalization is what triggers my panic attacks, particularly nocturnal panic attacks. I'm 34 and have dealt with pretty severe mental illness since 18. Although managed on meds, it's impossible to ever be 100% again. Thank you for your incredible drawings. I appreciate these so much. ❤️

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Dissociative Identity Disorder

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Anna Shields
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

This is an amazing illustration for the insidious disease that I have. Your work just surpasses words...keep up the good work

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Capgras Syndrome

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Jo Sheppard
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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Hadn't heard of this one either! Very interesting. "Capgras Syndrome, also known as Capgras Delusion, is the irrational belief that a familiar person or place has been replaced with an exact duplicate — an imposter (Ellis, 2001, Hirstein, and Ramachandran, 1997)."

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Cotard's Delusion

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8 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Had to google this: It is a rare mental illness in which the affected person holds the delusional belief that he or she is already dead, does not exist, is putrefying, or has lost his or her blood or internal organs.

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Schizophrenia

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