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“He Waited There Every Day For 11 Years. I Knew One Day I’ll Come Home And He Won’t Be There”
When I lost my dog, I carried her body out of the vet’s office in a black plastic bag. She was a German Shepherd, so the bag was pretty big. As I held it in front of me and slowly made my way through the hall, people who were waiting for their appointments lowered their heads, pulling their pets closer to themselves. We try to forget the inevitable, and it’s probably a good thing. But no matter how we feel about it, eventually the day comes and it’s time to say our goodbyes. They’re never easy. I remember digging a hole in a dark forest, it was winter and the ground was hard, I was barely scratching it. I remember carefully lowering a box in the hole and my hands clinging to it, refusing to let go. But I had to. And so did Roman from Chicago. Recently, he lost his buddy, Toby. In an attempt to deal with his grief, Roman shared photos of Toby waiting for him to come back home from work, and they perfectly capture the strong bond they had.
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Image credits: romansamurai
“He came into my life when he was 2,” Roman told Bored Panda. “The first time I saw him, he took a poop on my living room carpet as soon as my ex put him down (it was her dog). We didn’t get along the first few months. I love dogs but this one was a brat. He wanted attention all the time. He wanted to be around you. I had a hard time getting along with a dog this smart and with so much personality and sensitivity. I used to fight with him a lot. Until my ex told me to treat him like a little person. He’s very smart. Since that day, I made an effort. And so did he. We became closest friends and when my ex and I broke up, she got to keep the apartment just so I could keep Toby. This was when he was 10.”
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Image credits: romansamurai
Roman said Toby was very sweet. “Even if he growled, he never bit anyone. Even when kids used to be rough with him, he was super sweet with them. The smaller they were, the more he let them get away with. And he was very protective of everyone. If he saw someone fighting or arguing, he’d try to stop them by getting up on his hind legs and up on the person to try and distract them. He was so sweet. And very people-motivated. He loved to be around people.”
Image credits: romansamurai
Image credits: romansamurai
Roman, who now helps run a medium size carrier company was an optometrist and would usually leave the house 8-10 hours. “He knew when I would get home. He had a sense for it. He’d be in the window and then by the door and I could hear him whine with excitement from outside before I even came in. He then would try to jump on me and lick my face and was just a bundle of pure, full-on excitement.”
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Image credits: romansamurai
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“Sometimes I could be gone 10 minutes and he’d be so excited I’m back as if I was gone for years”
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“Toby was 16 and he outlived everyone’s expectations. He’s a cancer survivor”
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“He had three serious surgeries before. Torn ligament. And dilated cardiomyopathy. The doctors said he was likely not going to live a very long life. He beat the odds. And even when he was sick. He had cancer again and stage 4 kidney failure (diagnosed in October 2018), the vet said ‘this dog in front of me does not match the test results on the computer screen.’ He was still lovely and happy and still somewhat energetic. He lived until February.”
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“Where his last three days he was not keeping anything down and was very lethargic. So we all said goodbyes and took him to the vet. This was the most painful decision I had to make in my life so far and it still haunts me 4 months later like it was yesterday.”
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People have been sending Roman their condolences, appreciating the precious friendship he had with Toby
What do you think ?
Foxxy 5 years ago (edited)
That feeling when you open to be greeted with love is special. It’s heartbreaking when you come home and there is nothing. I’m sorry for the loss, they become such a huge part of the family. Even though my dog has been gone for 5 years, I still miss her. I have a beautiful photo of her by the front door so I can still feel like I am being partly greeted by her.
Alusair Alustriel 5 years ago
My beloved cat passed away 16 years ago. Feels like yesterday, miss him as much as 16 years ago. You can never shrug off the loss of someone, who was special to you. Ever.
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Alusair Alustriel 5 years ago
The emptyness is awlays there. I once read, that we can have a few animal friends along our lives, but they have only us throughout their own. It hit me so hard, that now I live by it everyday making sure my two furballs have anything and everything best I can give them. I know it will break my heart one day to lose them, makes me cry at the thought, but also makes me even more persistent to make sure they have the happiest lives ever.
Anne 5 years ago
I got my dog as a puppy. After a week of having her, it hit me. She will not live as long as I do. Some day, hopefully (still) far away, I will have to live without her. She's three, we're going through a lot right now and she's my rock, my quiet space, my universe. I've buried other pets before, never had a bond with them as I have now with my dog. Dogs are special.
Foxxy 5 years ago (edited)
That feeling when you open to be greeted with love is special. It’s heartbreaking when you come home and there is nothing. I’m sorry for the loss, they become such a huge part of the family. Even though my dog has been gone for 5 years, I still miss her. I have a beautiful photo of her by the front door so I can still feel like I am being partly greeted by her.
Alusair Alustriel 5 years ago
My beloved cat passed away 16 years ago. Feels like yesterday, miss him as much as 16 years ago. You can never shrug off the loss of someone, who was special to you. Ever.
Load More Replies... Alusair Alustriel 5 years ago
The emptyness is awlays there. I once read, that we can have a few animal friends along our lives, but they have only us throughout their own. It hit me so hard, that now I live by it everyday making sure my two furballs have anything and everything best I can give them. I know it will break my heart one day to lose them, makes me cry at the thought, but also makes me even more persistent to make sure they have the happiest lives ever.
Anne 5 years ago
I got my dog as a puppy. After a week of having her, it hit me. She will not live as long as I do. Some day, hopefully (still) far away, I will have to live without her. She's three, we're going through a lot right now and she's my rock, my quiet space, my universe. I've buried other pets before, never had a bond with them as I have now with my dog. Dogs are special.
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