Things my parents said to me after I was r*ped. My dad said I was stupid and it was my own fault and my mum told me I had ruined his life by pressing charges and taking him to court. My mum also recently told me that she doesn’t like spending time with me, and that my sister is a nicer and better person than me. Other things she has said about my weight. Sore.

Watching my dad go from about 275 to around 70 pounds while cancer took him.

After my parents divorced it was spending weekends with my dad. He rarely ever did anything with us. "Just go play" he would tell me and my brother. I wanted so bad to do stuff with him. I gave up asking because he would always say no.

Home trying to not get my mother angry, or ignoring her and my dad fighting.

Since I’m still technically a kid, I’ll be talking abt me before the age of 10

Being overwhelmed without knowing why/for “no reason” and no one understanding me and/or calling me dramatic

Being considered a “brat” or a “drama queen”

Luckily, I got an autism diagnosis, so my emotions make a lot more sense now.

When a kid would bully I would tell an adult. Their answer? "oH tHaT jUsT mEaNs tHeY lIkE yOu."
Yeah because that's totally a healthy way to learn how to develope relationships or find your way out of toxic ones.

My dad. I never knew how he was going to act, react, show up, or not show up. I was constantly in fear, I was very confused, I wanted to love my dad, but after a while, I hated him with every inch of my soul. I still do sometimes.