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Two thirds of Americans say that their lives have been impacted by addiction, whether they’ve struggled personally or have seen a loved one struggle. There’s no question that addiction can ruin lives. But the good news is that about 75% of those battling addiction will manage to recover, and there can be a beautiful life waiting on the other side.

We’ve taken a trip to The Addict’s Diary Instagram account and compiled their most powerful stories and photos down below. These images show incredible transformations of people who fought tooth and nail to get sober and deserve to be celebrated. This isn’t the first time we’ve featured this page, but today we’ve put their best posts of all time in one place. So enjoy scrolling through these incredible stories, and keep reading to find conversations with Kevin Alter, founder of The Addict’s Diary, and A. Tom Horvath, PhD, ABPP, President of Practical Recovery.

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Now He's In Treatment And On The Road To Recover

Now He's In Treatment And On The Road To Recover

She met her childhood friend who went mad after being addicted to drugs. Instead of running away, she bought him breakfast, spoke to him, then decided to have him admitted to the hospital. Now he's in treatment and on the road to recovery. Now that’s a true friend.

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3 months ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

The emotional intimacy and closeness she gives him in the first picture is really sweet and wholesome. Im sure he must have felt so seen in that moment 🥰

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    2 Years And 6 Months Sober Off Meth And Pills

    2 Years And 6 Months Sober Off Meth And Pills

    For most of my life I struggled with addiction. Today, I am 2 years and 6 months sober off meth and pills. In recovery I got my driver's license back after 18 years. I am working full time, and next week I start college to become a drug counselor. Recovery is possible

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    #3

    Three Years Clean

    Three Years Clean

    Millions saw me overdose after a photo taken of me by a police officer went viral. None of those people have seemed to have time to reach out and check on me, so here is an update: Today I celebrated three years clean and my son gets to have his mommy back. How about you make THAT go viral!

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    3 months ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    I think that poor lady was viral on YouTube. It was terrible watching it she was on the news too. That is probably what she is talking about. Millions seen her but no one checked on her.

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    To learn more about The Addict's Diary and how it came about in the first place, we got in touch with the page's founder, Kevin Alter. Kevin was kind enough to have a chat with Bored Panda and share what inspired him to start this community.

    "I was looking for an outlet for myself and others to show what life in addiction and recovery is really like," Kevin says. "Essentially, taking the anonymity out of it. Seeing it become so popular over the years and watching so many people get help from the resources provided by us has been a blessing."

    #4

    8 Months Ago I Overdosed And Almost Lost My Life. The Doctor Said He Didn’t Know How I Survived

    8 Months Ago I Overdosed And Almost Lost My Life. The Doctor Said He Didn’t Know How I Survived

    I was in the ICU for 10 days and my face was partially paralyzed. I got out of the hospital and immediately started using again. Broken and beaten I eventually sought professional help, and after that I moved into a sober living. Today, I am 84 days sober. My face healed and my life has changed in so many ways. The journey hasn’t been perfect, but it definitely has been worth it. Show this picture to your family and friends. This is the end result of drugs. I am one of the lucky ones.

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    #5

    8 Months Clean From Heroin

    8 Months Clean From Heroin

    8 miraculous months sober... Longest I've ever went... Without being forced. Because I want it this time.

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    Today, I Am One Year Clean And Sober

    Today, I Am One Year Clean And Sober

    Hey everyone my name is Tom and a little over a year ago in a drug induced stupor I cracked my forehead, broke both of my eye sockets, my nose, my cheekbones and two of my teeth. It was then that I decided I finally had enough. Today, I am one year clean and sober. Can I get an amen?

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    LB
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    3 months ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Amen. (Yes, I know this is not the OP. Still, it's cool!)

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    We also asked Kevin why he believes it's necessary to tell these stories. "I think it’s important because, at the end of the day, the one thing that we all need is hope. Without it, there is nothing to fight or strive for," he shared.

    And if you want to recover but aren't sure where to start, Kevin encourages you to take the first step. "Reach out to us! Go to a local meeting. Or if you’re not ready for that because of how bad you’re using, I always think a detox and treatment center are a great place to start," he told Bored Panda.

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    #7

    12 Months Clean Today (27 August)

    12 Months Clean Today (27 August)

    A prolific thief has turned her life around with the help of a neighbourhood officer after being told she had just 12 months to live.

    Caroline Best was a heroin and crack cocaine addict and has spent the last 15 years in and out of prison, due to shoplifting to fund her addiction.

    Only 12 months ago, the 36-year-old was told she had just a year to live. Her addiction had caused her heart to start failing and she was told they would be unable to operate on her until she came off the drugs.

    PC Stuart Toogood from Erdington neighbourhood police team reached out to Caroline last year to try and turn her life around and ultimately save her life.

    With PC Toogood’s help, Caroline attended a rehab facility last August and following an intensive programme, she is now living in a dry house and has been clean ever since - celebrating 12 months clean today (27 August).

    More importantly, Caroline was told she no longer needed a heart operation as her faulty valve had mended itself due to her drastically improved lifestyle.

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    Emma S
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    3 months ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    I know her! This is an old post because she's been clean for several years now. She was also recently reunited with her son, who was adopted as a baby.

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    #8

    Kimberly "Ain't Nobody Got Time For That" Wilkins Overcame Her Drug Addiction

    Kimberly "Ain't Nobody Got Time For That" Wilkins Overcame Her Drug Addiction

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    LB
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    3 months ago (edited) DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Oh I remember the remix! As in, I think of it regularly. Didn't know she was addicted though but so glad she 's doing better. ETA: This post is from 2017, and I just went to investigate but she's been kinda offline since 2016, can only hope she continues to do well.

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    #9

    12 Years Free From Active Addiction

    12 Years Free From Active Addiction

    The picture on the left is me at 22 years old, already in my first methadone clinic. While on a cocktail of that, pills, and whiskey, discovered a windshield with my face. 15 years of alcohol and drugs. In the end, I was homeless, a thief, derelict, degrading myself, not bathing or taking care of simple hygiene. I felt hopeless and would pray to God to die in my sleep every night.

    To avoid prison, I went to yet another rehab. This time I was so tired I listened. This time I tried the suggestions. I didn't believe any of it would work for me, but I didn't want to use anymore. I found a spark of hope, and eventually recovery. This isn't about willpower, weakness, or bad judgment. This is the disease of addiction.

    The picture on the right is me today at 45 years old. I own a home, a car, have a family, friends, a great job, and most importantly - peace. I'm proud of the person I am today, and I never thought I'd say that. I didn't think I'd live to see 30.

    I post this to hopefully give hope to any of my fellow imgurians that struggle with addiction. There IS life on the other side. There IS hope. If a junkie like me can do it, anyone can. I don't do this alone. Support is imperative, and not using dope no matter what happens

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    Geoffrey Scott
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    3 months ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    "Didn't believe any of it would work, but didn't want to use anymore." Congrats on getting to that point.

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    Kevin also shared some advice on how loved ones can be there for those struggling with addiction. "They can support them by walking that line of supporting them through the challenging time of early recovery and making sure they don’t enable them if they’re using," he says.

    #10

    One Year Meth Clean

    One Year Meth Clean

    I was going to jump off the bridge because I’d had enough of the lifestyle of being high, being homeless, having nowhere to go and being completely unhappy. Now I have real friends. I talk to my family a lot. I’m gaining relationships back. I can show up. I can show up in life. I can be a friend; I can be a brother, a son. I can be an uncle and those are all things that I value and all things I couldn’t do before.

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    3 months ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Had his life robbed of living and now back on track. Such a great story.

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    #11

    She Has 11 Months Clean Today

    She Has 11 Months Clean Today

    Hey guys this is Alicia. She sent me this photo a few minutes ago. She said, “I am proud of this photo. I had no where else to post it or anyone to talk about it with. Sorry for any inconvenience.” I decided to post it because I know all of your care. Let’s show her some love. She has 11 months clean today.

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    #12

    At The Age Of 18, I Started Injecting Heroin And Meth Into My Body

    At The Age Of 18, I Started Injecting Heroin And Meth Into My Body

    “Two years later, I was diagnosed with HIV because of my drug use.
    That caused me to go further down the rabbit hole.
    At age 25, on December 12th, I was left in an ally to overdose and die! .... BUT by the grace of God a woman found me and happened to have Narcan.
    On December 17th, I decided to get clean.
    I've now been sober for 17 months and 15 days.
    I am living proof that Narcan is not enabling or a waste of money.
    I am living proof that we do recover.“

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    We were also lucky enough to get in touch with A. Tom Horvath, PhD, ABPP, President of Practical Recovery, to learn even more about the struggles of battling addiction. First, we wanted to know what makes recovery so difficult.

    "In severe addictive problems, the addictive behavior has become involved in many or most aspects of life. Similarly, if you are right handed, your right hand engages in many actions for you. If you were to switch hands, you would notice the change throughout the day. You would also likely get quite frustrated. With your other hand, life does not go as well (and it would not for a long time). It would be very easy to go back to using your right hand," Dr. Horvath explained.

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    #13

    My Life Is A Direct Reflection Of The Work I’ve Put In To Get And Stay Clean

    My Life Is A Direct Reflection Of The Work I’ve Put In To Get And Stay Clean

    A little while ago my grandma sent me a message saying, “ If you ever start to forget where you came from, here’s a reminder. I’m so proud of you!” Along with that, she sent me some pictures of me in active addiction. And can I just say ... WOW! Passed out in her bathroom, on the toilet, pants down, because I thought if it looked like I was actually using the restroom she wouldn’t suspect I was using drugs when she busted in. And passed out in her driveway because I was no longer was wanted inside anywhere and just needed somewhere I felt safe enough to use and sleep without the fear of cops or being seen. My life is a direct reflection of the work I’ve put in to get and STAY clean and I cant wait to see what this next year brings.

    My name is Donae, and I am a RECOVERING drug addict.

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    #14

    4 Years Clean From Meth And Heroin

    4 Years Clean From Meth And Heroin

    Today (12/6/16) marks 4 years clean from heroin and meth. I was a terrible iv user and like most, progressively got worse. On the left is me the day I was arrested 12-6-12 and coincidentally the day I finally surrendered to God! With the help of God I am completing my BA and hope to one day be a prison minister. I have a beautiful 18 month old and everyday I thank God that I am not where I once was! Sobriety is possible.

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    3 months ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    It always progressively gets worse, because you build up a tolerance and have to use more and more in order to get high. Cheers for this woman and I hope she achieves all she is working for :)

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    Two Years Sober

    Two Years Sober

    My Mugshot From Two Years Ago Following A Massive Pcp/Benzo Overdose And Before Homelessness And A Trip To Prison. I'm Now Two Years Sober, Living A Wonderful Life And Happier Than I Ever Thought I'd Be!

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    If you want to get sober but don't know where to start, Dr. Horvath recommends identifying what your addictive problem does for you and looking for new ways to obtain that benefit. "If your substance helps you relax, there are other methods you can learn," he shared.

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    And if you'd like to support a loved one who's on their journey to sobriety, the expert says, "Ask what [they like] about the addictive problem. What does it do for them? Listen carefully and non-judgmentally, and acknowledge the benefits obtained from the behavior."

    #16

    Stop Selling Yourself Short. You Don't Know What Tomorrow Might Bring So You Might Consider Starting Today

    Stop Selling Yourself Short. You Don't Know What Tomorrow Might Bring So You Might Consider Starting Today

    "How about that for motivation? I honestly thought I'd die on a park bench with a needle in my arm or by gunshot to the head. I would've never in a million years thought my life would look the way it does today.
    Stop selling yourself short. You don't know what tomorrow might bring so you might consider starting today."

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    #17

    613 Days Later I'm Still Clean And Sober

    613 Days Later I'm Still Clean And Sober

    This was me 613 days ago when I entered rehab. Physically, mentally & spiritually broken. I'd lost everything and thought that death was what I deserved.

    613 days later I'm still clean and sober and I only look back to learn from the lesson that my addiction taught me.

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    #18

    . It's Been A Rough Ride But It's Now Been Six Months Since Then! I've Come So Far

    . It's Been A Rough Ride But It's Now Been Six Months Since Then! I've Come So Far

    From dying in the streets from a heart infection, to sleeping in my car starving for days at a time. To being turned away from the hospital and left to die because they wouldn't treat me, to abandoned by everyone and everything, I found the strength to get clean, get treatment at a different hospital, get the heart surgery I needed, and from there I stayed clean even though I was still homeless. It's been a rough ride but it's now been six months since then! I've come so far. Yesterday I finally moved in to a shared house and my own little space and bought myself some nice things for it! I'm so happy. I thought I would be dead by the end of the year last year. But I'm thriving more than ever. It's cool to be back to living.

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    We also asked Dr. Horvath if he could dispel some common misconceptions about addiction.

    "That is it all or none," he shared. "Alternatively, it would be good to recognize that all of us probably have several addictive behaviors of various sizes (eating chocolate, watching too many streaming series, romance novels, etc.)."

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    The expert says that there is not only "one way" to change an addict, as there are as many ways as there are individuals. He also shared that it's not necessarily essential to get help, as many people change primarily through their own efforts.

    Finally, he noted that it's commonly believed that addicts are powerless over the addictive problem. "Alternatively, although the powerlessness perspective is helpful to some, there are also effective self-empowering approaches," Dr. Horvath says.

    #19

    This Is What 393 Days Clean Looks Like

    This Is What 393 Days Clean Looks Like

    This is what 393 days clean looks like. This is a miracle!

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    I Have Been Clean Since October 6, 2015. 1,372 Days Of Sobriety. 32,928 Hours. 118,540,800 Seconds Of Struggling And Learning To Cope With Life Without Drugs

    I Have Been Clean Since October 6, 2015. 1,372 Days Of Sobriety. 32,928 Hours. 118,540,800 Seconds Of Struggling And Learning To Cope With Life Without Drugs

    I spent years in denial about my addiction. "I can stop any time", I would always tell myself.
    Then one day, I overdosed. Even with a PICC line in my arm from a recent heart infection, caused by shooting up, I continued to use. And that was nearly my last time. My mother found me in my room, on my bed, clinging to life. EMS was able to arrive on scene and reverse the opiods in time to save my life. If my mom wouldn't have found me, I wouldn't be here today to tell my story.
    Like nearly every addict, I relapsed a few weeks later. Instead of pills and fentanyl patches, I moved to heroin. I loved the rush I felt when shooting it up. It provided me such serenity and a mind-numbing experience. My family and partner at the time found out a few weeks later. I was so embarrassed of my addiction, I fled and hid for 4 days.
    Upon returning home, law enforcement was called and I was committed to a local psychiatric facility for 5 days. There, they provided some medications to aide in my withdrawls. Still so, I had numerous days of body aches, cold sweats that would soak my bed sheets, and incessant, projectile vomiting. Upon my discharge, I went through months of grueling therapy, medications, and learning new ways to confront my emotions and fears, instead of numbing them.
    I have been clean since October 6, 2015. 1,372 days of sobriety. 32,928 hours. 118,540,800 seconds of struggling and learning to cope with life without drugs.
    In January of 2016, I acquired a new job where I am now a manager of a department. I have also taken up a passion for EMS, working as an EMT in a county with numerous heroin ODs since May 2016. I am now nearing the end of a 2 year paramedic program. As it has been since the day I got sober, my goal every day is to continue to find myself and help others in a similar position do the same.
    I am, and always will be, an addict. Sobriety isn't easy. Life isn't easy. But my God, a life without drugs is surreal.

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    #21

    Sober 20 Years Next Month

    Sober 20 Years Next Month

    This is me in dec 1995. This is me in dec 2017. I overcame addiction, homelessness, and a history of incarceration.

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    3 months ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Staying stopped is the hardest thing. Every time more bad life stuff happens, over and over, someone has to learn better ways of doing it while those addictive paths still fire in their brain, still say "just use and it'll be fine, just one". Props to all those who can stay away from that first drink, first hit, first fix, and stay stopped.

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    "As in dealing with other problems, persistence is a crucial virtue," Dr. Horvath added. "Keep trying! In time, most people are successful (although it may take more effort and more time than you expected). If you do seek help, start small (read a book, attend a group, keep a log). There is more help if you need it."

    #22

    I've Been Clean For 2 Years And 8 Months

    I've Been Clean For 2 Years And 8 Months

    It started with pills, mainly percocet when I was 21. I was really sick one day and a friend gave me heroin. I started shooting it at 24. I tried meth for the first time at 25. I was shooting them both in no time. Over the next 3 years I overdosed 8 times. If I wasn't homeless, I was living at a trap house with no electricity or running water with a 61-year-old man who was on disability and sold meth. In and out of jail constantly for possession, identity theft etc. I used needles I found in the bottom of a shopping cart full of trash. I didn't care. I was 100 lbs. I hated myself and I truly wanted to die. I went to prison. I did 15 1/2 months on 18. I got clean. I'm 30-years-old now, I've been clean for 2 years and 8 months, and I have a 6,5-month-old baby girl, and a great fiance. Finally, as I lay here breastfeeding my beautiful baby I can say I love myself and I enjoy life now without heroin or meth

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    #23

    Today, I Have 8 Years Clean And I Graduated Last May With 3 Aa Degrees With The Highest Honors

    Today, I Have 8 Years Clean And I Graduated Last May With 3 Aa Degrees With The Highest Honors

    My name is Elizabeth Quiroz and I am a Human Trafficking Victim Advocate/Drug and Alcohol Counselor. I am also a human trafficking survivor, a former Foster youth and a formerly incarcerated student. The picture on the left is a broken woman. The picture on the right is who I am today. Growing up, I endured so much physical abuse that I landed in foster care. I come from a family of gang members, child molesters, drug addicts and alcoholics. I ran away from everything at 15 years old and right into the arms of my trafficker. My trafficker got me hooked on meth and my family supplied him with the drugs. For 12 years I was addicted and sold on the streets of San Francisco. I endured physical abuse and sexual assaults beginning at the age of 4 and rapes from the age of 14 to 26. Throughout the years I went to Valley State Prison and in and out of numerous correctional facilities. At the age of 26, I lost my son and was arrested for the final time. I was numb from all of the horrific abuse. That day brought me back to life though. I did 18 months prison term in the county and completed 2 programs. I decided to change my life around.

    Today, I have 8 years clean and I graduated last May with 3 AA degrees with the highest honors. I am currently at Sonoma State University obtaining my bachelor's and Master's degree. I will be the first person in my family to obtain a degree! I am breaking generational curses! God, the programs, and the arresting officers gave me a new life. I am also on the Sonoma Counties Human Trafficking Task Force and I have been featured in multiple articles and newspapers. I was granted a full and unconditional Governors Pardon from Governor Jerry Brown on Christmas Eve. My long term goal is to become a probation officer and start non-profit housing for Human trafficking victims here in Sonoma County. If I can turn it around to help others then there is hope for the broken!

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    Tamra
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    3 months ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    What a horrific young life she had. I can see the pain in her eyes in the left photo, and incredible strength in the one on the right. She's incredibly inspiring.

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    #24

    Today, June 3rd 2020 Marks My One Year

    Today, June 3rd 2020 Marks My One Year

    Today, June 3rd 2020 marks my one year... that’s 1 year, or 12 months, or 365 days, 8760 in hours, 525,600 in minutes, 31,536,000 in seconds… & I’m still standing.

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    3 months ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    I can’t imagine the pain that loved ones go through, watching someone they love destroy themselves. I’m so incredibly happy for you!!!

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    Today, I Am 21 Months Drug Free!

    Today, I Am 21 Months Drug Free!

    My name is Emerald. The last year of my heroin and meth addiction had me living in motel rooms and shelters. Both of my sons were taken from me. I was a shell of a human being. Today, I am 21 months drug free! I have custody of both of my boys and I have found peace for the first time in my life. With all the division on Facebook lately, share this to let everyone know that recovery is possible!

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    6 Years Opiate Free

    6 Years Opiate Free

    I was a hardcore addict for about 5 years up until 2009 when I was arrested for a DUI on what would turn out to be the last night I ever touched an opiate. I found the mugshot on one of those extortion "pay us to remove your mugshot" websites, and placed it next to a picture of myself after 6 years clean. I honestly had no idea at the time that I looked that bad.
    Getting through withdrawal was hell... I went cold turkey from everything, including a daily 130mg dose of methadone. The first week, I spent in jail. The rest I spent at my mom's house curled up in a fetal position. It took about a month to beat it, and I initially stayed awake for 11 days. If you're currently struggling with recovery, stay in the fight. Believe me, you probably don't remember how awesome it is to wake up and not worry about finding drugs to not be sick for the day.

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    3 months ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Pay us to remove your mugshot is really... sick and twisted. But for this one I briefly wondered: well, it looks nothing like the current picture, so no one would recognize you anyway...

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    #27

    I Have 60 Days Clean

    I Have 60 Days Clean

    I have 60 days clean from IV heroin, crack, meth, Suboxone, and all other substances. On the left was September 12th, on the right is me with my daughter this past Halloween 2019

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    #28

    Now He Has Over 200 Days Sober And A Brand New Smile

    Now He Has Over 200 Days Sober And A Brand New Smile

    A few months ago, Shaun Weiss was arrested on drug charges. He starred as Goldberg in our childhood favorite film Mighty Ducks. I’m sure you remember this, because his decline went viral. Everyone couldn’t wait to share how far he had spiraled down. Well, now he has over 200 days sober and a brand new smile.

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    #29

    5 Months Clean From Heroin, Cocaine, Ecstasy

    5 Months Clean From Heroin, Cocaine, Ecstasy

    I am 25 years old now. It all started back around 18-19 years old. That is when I first tried percocet. Since then I have been in and out of a few rehabs. Every time I went was because I depleted my families resources or wanted to get them off my back. But about 13 months ago, right after Valentine's day last year is when I took a nose dive. I had upgraded from snorting percocets to snorting raw heroin around the age of 21. It lasted awhile. But as most people know, its innevitable that an addict will eventually move over to needles. It got even worse quick. First off I switched from raw heroin to scramble immediately. It was way cheaper and when it comes to IV use, it gives off a way better rush. This also resulted in become dope sick way quicker than before. I went from 185 to 148 pounds in about 3 months. Now I'm at this place in Baltimore. I've been here since I got out of jail and flew back in november. And life is really good. I know 5 months of clean time isn't a lot... But it's great for me. I've never ever had real time before. So this is awesome.

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    3 months ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Any amount of time spent sober means something, no matter how short, it means something.

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    #30

    The Last 5 Years I Have Been Sober

    The Last 5 Years I Have Been Sober

    Two months into our relationship she found me overdosed on the bathroom floor. When most women would run, she stuck by my side. She held my hand as a ventilator pushed air into my lungs. She held my hand as I clung to life. She loved me before I knew what love was. She loved me before I loved myself. I put her through hell for a year, but she never left. We’ve been together for 6 years now. The first year was terrible, but the last 5 years I have been sober. Yesterday, I held her hand and asked her to be my wife. She said YES!

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    Robin DJW
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    3 months ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Congratulations! The disease was terribly hard for both of you, but - you turned it around. Happiness and long life to you both.

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    #31

    Addiction Isn't A Phase. You're Either Going To Deal With This, Or This Is Going To Deal With You

    Addiction Isn't A Phase. You're Either Going To Deal With This, Or This Is Going To Deal With You

    I remember it like it was yesterday. It was me and my three friends sitting in a car getting high on heroin. My buddy picked his head up from a nod and said in his raspy voice, "We won't be doing this forever. One day we'll grow out of this and have normal lives." Everyone in the car agreed. At 20 years old we really believed it was a phase. We were actually convicted that it was something we would grow out of. Everyone who was in the car that day is now dead except for me. They weren't bad kids. They just got caught up in something bad. Something that put their hooks in them. Something that doesn't let go so easily. Addiction isn't a phase. You're either going to deal with this, or this is going to deal with you.

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    3 months ago (edited) DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    I started using cocaine and other illegal substances when I was in my late 30s. Addiction is not a "young people only" problem. I'm so sorry for OP's friends' families - they were not able to escape addiction. It isn't easy. It isn't simple. It's not their fault that they couldn't. Addiction IS a disease; "blaming" the addict helps NO ONE.

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    The Picture On The Left Is When I Overdosed From Shooting Fentanyl. I Had A Heart Attack In An Applebee’s Bathroom

    The Picture On The Left Is When I Overdosed From Shooting Fentanyl. I Had A Heart Attack In An Applebee’s Bathroom

    I spent six weeks in the hospital after that. Two weeks in a coma, two weeks learning how to walk again, and two weeks in the psych ward because of how s***idal I was. I’m ashamed to admit it, but I still used again after that. One day I just couldn’t take it anymore. I called a friend who I knew was sober and told him I was willing to do ANYTHING. My friend took me through the 12 steps and I changed my life. For anyone out there who is hopeless, look at me. On August 9th I celebrated one year clean

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    I Started This Recovery Journey 16 Months Ago

    I Started This Recovery Journey 16 Months Ago

    Hi! My name is Brittany and I started this recovery journey 16 months ago. After 27 overdoses, God felt that I was worth keeping around. A life that I never thought I deserved. I’ve been set free by my Lord and savior Jesus Christ.

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    Five Years Ago Today, I Knew The War Was Over

    Five Years Ago Today, I Knew The War Was Over

    Five years ago today, I knew the war was over. The drugs had won, and I had lost.... everything.
    I surrendered and chose recovery. I found a new way to live. Thank you God for this beautiful life.
    We can and we do recover

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    7 Months Alcohol And Heroin Free

    7 Months Alcohol And Heroin Free

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    5 Years Clean From Heroin

    5 Years Clean From Heroin

    Jeanette was caught stealing to fund her addiction. Despite having 174 previous convictions, Fidler escaped jail after insisting that she had beaten her addiction after completing a drug recovery programme. The mum-of-two completed an eight-week stint in rehab and has now been clean for 5 years.

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    6 Years Clean From Cocaine And Heroin. Photographed Himself During The Years He Was Addicted

    6 Years Clean From Cocaine And Heroin. Photographed Himself During The Years He Was Addicted

    When I first really started doing drugs, I felt it was enhancing my life – it just made everything sort of great. But I knew I was an addict when I started having to do it in the morning when I woke up. And that's when I should've known to stop, but I didn't. When you're on drugs, you never think you're going to be able to get back to where you were or anywhere close to living a normal life. And you can – not real easy, but you can. Things are never going to be the same, but it can be fulfilling and it can be enlightening and life-changing. It has been for me. My priorities are different now. Not that I was a bad or selfish person, but I think more of other people and I see humanity in a different way. I'm much more passionate about life.

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    3 months ago (edited) DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Cocaine DOES feel great... at first. You feel energized, focused, awake, and alive. It feels like your brain has clarified. It DOES have physical "enhancement" benefits, but they are NOT worth it. You have to keep using in order to maintain the high. And using. And using. And next thing you know, you haven't slept in two days and your heart rate is through the roof and you literally CANNOT come down. I only used cocaine for a brief period of time, but it was NOT worth it. Plus, addiction is expensive. I basically spent my entire savings on cocaine during that time period.

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    The Big One Year

    The Big One Year

    I was one of those addicts that nobody believed would get clean. It’s beyond me that I am sitting here today, laying out at a pool mind you, with a YEAR! A year without a sip, a hit, a pill, a puff, nothing. Absolutely nothing. To be honest, I didn’t think I could do it, the amount of times I’ve been done or scared out of my mind... but I’ve stayed clean knowing nothing will get better if I picked up. Through the support of so many, my program, and my spiritual practice I am here. The photos show a glimpse of the journey. Of the pain, to the joy I get to experience today.

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    Drug Court Saved My Life, And Helped Me Get To Where I Am Today

    Drug Court Saved My Life, And Helped Me Get To Where I Am Today

    My name is Madison and when I was just 15 years old I started using crack and heroin. By 20 I was on the streets homeless. In my active addiction I went through a lot. I overdosed nineteen times, and escaped situations on the street that I still don’t have words for. Drug court saved my life, and helped me get to where I am today. My family was the first thing to go to my bad habits. Today, they’re back in my life and support me. There’s a lot of people out there who don’t support us. There’s a lot of posts out there knocking us. Let them see this. Let them see my before and after pictures. I’ll stand up for us. We are the forgotten ones. The ones nobody thought would make it. Look at us now. Never count out an addict.

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    #41

    3 Years Of Continuous Sobriety

    3 Years Of Continuous Sobriety

    From being filmed overdosing to coming up on 3 years of continuous sobriety. Don’t ever count an addict out!

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    3 months ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Wow! You have an absolute gorgeous smile! All your hard work is paying off! I am so proud of you ❤️

    #42

    Thank God For Recovery

    Thank God For Recovery

    I am never looking back. Thank God for recovery!

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    Today, I Am 124 Days Clean

    Today, I Am 124 Days Clean

    My name Marilyn and I’m an addict. I struggled with crack cocaine addiction for most of my life. I have been in and out of institutions, jails, and prisons. I’ve been a prostitute. I’ve left my children. I stole from my family. On February 23, 2018 I lost my son. Then I lost myself.He was brutally murdered and I lost myself. For 33 years I just wanted one more hit. For 33 years it was always, “I’ll get help tomorrow.” On March 23, 2021 I finally had enough and went into treatment. I could not take the pain of degrading myself one more second. I surrendered and gave it all to God. Today, I allow him to lead and guide me. Today, I live in a sober living environment. Today, I work the steps. Today, I have a sponsor and I talk about my problems. Today, I live life on life’s terms without the use of drugs. Today, I am 124 days clean.

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    3 months ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    This a cool example that it's never to late. I hope she makes it.

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    #44

    Six Months Meth And Heroin Clean

    Six Months Meth And Heroin Clean

    Today, my life is different. And that's all I could really hope for towards the end. Not a better life, because I didn't feel like anything was ever going to get better... But just something different. This is what 6 months of hard work and commitment looks like for me. I can finally know what happiness and serenity feel like. I get to help others as well as tell my story and share my solution. In doing that, I'm able turn all of the negative from before into positive now. If you are struggling, please ask someone for help and dig deep down with everything you have to find the willingness to change. It's worth it, I promise you.

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    147 Days Clean From Meth

    147 Days Clean From Meth

    We both started smoking ice in 2012 just after we were married. We already had 3 beautiful kids together and had everything, jobs, cars, a mortgage, a dog. And then ICE came and destroyed that, I was 20yrs old than.
    We lost it all but my children although I think I came close. We smoked for the next 2 years than started injecting. We moved from NSW to WA to try escape but that's when it got worse. I had to make the choice between drugs/my husband or our children. He was not ready and I couldn't do anything so I left him and came home to NSW with my kids. 2 weeks later he ended up in prison. On August 5th 2014 I decided to get clean and stay clean. I'm now almost 5 months clean and have my own house again, have my dog again, have my own car again, and have my children and my health, both mental and physical. Everyone who knows what I have been through these past 3 years tells me I'm looking fantastic and they are proud of me for making the change.

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    3 months ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Well done!! I'm proud of you & the commitment you made by choosing your kids over d***s ❤️ from one mumma bear to another, our babies are our life and when that switch clicks, you change for the better! Keep up the grear work! Your truely, a Sydney Aussie mum ❤️

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    #46

    Today I’m 6 Months Clean And I Couldn’t Be More Grateful

    Today I’m 6 Months Clean And I Couldn’t Be More Grateful

    Last November I woke up in the hospital after finding out I had endocarditis from using heroin and meth. The Doctors couldn’t believe I was still holding on. I wasn’t supposed to make it. By the grace of God I was given a second chance. After two months of being in the hospital I got to leave healthy with a new outlook on life.

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    More Than 3 Years Clean And Sober

    More Than 3 Years Clean And Sober

    Recovery for me exemplifies the promises coming true. The gift of family, and honesty between all of us, is truly better than what my life was even before I picked up a drink or a drug.

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    3 months ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    I'm assuming here - but I'm guessing the distinguished gentleman in the plaid shirt in the right-hand photo is a family member - OP's dad, perhaps. So glad that OP got clean AND that he can spend time with family before it was "too late". Regret is worse than grief.

    #48

    My Husband And I Spent The First 15 Years Of Our Marriage In Chaos And Addiction

    My Husband And I Spent The First 15 Years Of Our Marriage In Chaos And Addiction

    We went our separate paths of recovery and reunited as one force once we became healthy again. We are now 3 1/2 years clean and living life to the fullest! I thank God everyday not only for my recovery but that we were able to beat all odds and do it together

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    #49

    9 Months Meth And Heroin Free

    9 Months Meth And Heroin Free

    I was strung out on meth and heroin. I had been getting high for 7 years and shooting up for about 4. I was running around with a gang. Not everyone believes in God, but I do now. He has done so much for me, I've only been out of these ministries for about 1 1/2 months and I've already begun working at a transitional home to help other people who need a place to stay and someone to believe in them. I want to thank God for saving me from the terrible shroud of darkness I was in, and showing me true happiness. If you or anyone you know is struggling with drug addiction here is proof it can be done!

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    4 Years And 4 Months Clean

    4 Years And 4 Months Clean

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    18 Months Sober

    18 Months Sober

    On August 18th, 2017 — liquor completely shut my pancreas down. I was alone in the hospital room and I begged the nurse, “Please don’t leave me, I think I am dying.” I was dying. Today, at 18 months sober, I start my first day of patient care for my extern. I just graduated from medical assistant school last Thursday. Share my story to show others that they can get back up too!

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    #52

    I Am So Much Happier Than I Ever Thought That I Deserved

    I Am So Much Happier Than I Ever Thought That I Deserved

    My downfall started with weed when I was 15. Then, the progression took me through multiple drugs before I found meth. I can remember living in a shed with a guy behind his parent’s house. We wouldn’t sleep for a week at a time. We would use the garden as a bathroom. This guy abused me. He raped me. He took advantage of me. And to deal with this, I self-medicated more.

    After a restraining order and years of trying to overcome PTSD, I am officially now over a year in recovery. I am studying nursing and dealing with the autoimmune disease I contracted in active addiction by living a healthy lifestyle in the gym. I am so much happier than I ever thought that I deserved. There is NOTHING that I miss about my old life. Recovery is possible, my photos are proof.

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    #53

    Dear Mom, Thank You For Kicking Me Out When I Wouldn’t Stop Using

    Dear Mom, Thank You For Kicking Me Out When I Wouldn’t Stop Using

    Dear Mom,
    Thank you for kicking me out when I wouldn’t stop using. Thank you for never giving me money when I was dope sick . Thank you for not enabling me. Thank you for yelling at me when I wasn’t hearing you. Thank you for removing me from your life. Thank you for talking to my therapists. Thank you for the letters you wrote to me when I was in treatment. Thank you for the phone calls you took when no one else would pick up the phone. Thank you for the prayers you said. Thank you for never lying to me. Thank you for the tears you shed. Thank you for the disappointment I saw in your eyes. Thank you for the nights I slept in a train station. Thank you for forcing me to grow up. Thank you for telling me to, “figure it out." Thank you for being my mom. Thank you for teaching me to be a man. Thank you for not allowing me to play the victim. I see now you knew what you were doing the whole time.

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    1 Year Clean From Heroin

    1 Year Clean From Heroin

    They tell you all the scary stuff, but the scariest thing they don't tell you is that you are gonna love it. You're gonna love it so much, and it will trick you because you just think, 'Oh this is nice, it's not that big of a deal.' I thought it was a blessing because I could focus in school. I did some pretty bad things. Things I would have never imagined myself doing, but it just escalates and escalates. That desperation, and the way that the drugs make you feel... It doesn't even matter at that moment what you do, you just have to get money any how, any way, to get your dope. My own family didn't even know who I was anymore. I didn't even know who I was anymore.
    Now I don't feel this constant pressure to have to go out and do something or be somebody that I'm not. I can just focus on being me.

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    6 Years Meth Free

    6 Years Meth Free

    I keep that picture to remind myself where it took me, where I was. I felt defeated. I look at the other picture and I think, 'Wow, I did it.' Today I celebrate my life! 6yrs clean from the grips of meth addiction!
    If you are still in the midst of this ugly nightmare please know there is hope.
    You too can beat this and have a beautiful life. It is NEVER too late. Forgive yourself and know that you are worthy!
    I am blessed to have the love and forgiveness of all that love me! I love my life and I love all my friends and family that have always supported me.

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    Here Is What 826 Days Heroin Clean Looks Like

    Here Is What 826 Days Heroin Clean Looks Like

    On June 11th 2014 I went to jail for 36 days on a contempt charge. Without delving too deep I'll just say that I was in a really abusive relationship that led to my daughter going to live with my mother. She is my whole world, so when that happened I fell into a deep depression and leaned to my abusive boyfriend for emotional support. His answer to making me feel better was heroin. After 8 months of daily use and a few half assed attempts at getting clean, I told the judge preceding over the guardianship case of my daughter that I had been using and that I needed help. He found me in contempt of court and put me in the county jail until he could find me a bed in a rehab. From there I went to the best rehab in my state. Recovery has been an uphill battle, but now I am at a point where it all just feels like a bad dream.

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    #57

    I'm A Living Example That Even Though I Went To Hell And Back, There Is Still Hope

    I'm A Living Example That Even Though I Went To Hell And Back, There Is Still Hope

    I'm 30-years-old. I have been battling addiction since I started steroids when I was 19-years-old. I was in prison for 14 months in the state of Ceara in Brazil. I was raised by a fantastic family and there were no signs of this upcoming battle while growing up. I developed an addiction while competing in bodybuilding. Steriods, amphetamine, and cocaine. Last year I was smoking crack on a daily basis. I was the arrogant know-it-all type and I was quite angry, for what reason, I still don't know. But, the emptiness inside was always there until I went to rehab on 5/27/19. Today, I am 78 days sober. I'm humble, because I set my pride aside and asked for help. It saved my life

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    3 months ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Absolute literal living proof that even 78 days clean and sober - barely over a month - can make a HUGE difference physically, mentally, and emotionally. I'm so happy for OP!

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    I Got Clean At 20 Years Old

    I Got Clean At 20 Years Old

    My name is Matt and I’m an addict. A sports injury at 14 led me to a doctor’s office. That’s where my life changed forever. The doctor transformed me from a regular kid to a drug addict with nothing more than a pen and a prescription pad. The next 6 years were a nightmare. It very quickly went from painkillers to heroin. I lost everything—family, possessions, and was even evicted. A bad car accident led me into recovery on April 21, 2012. I got clean at 20 years old. Today, at 28 I am a father of two, a man who has found God, and a business owner.

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    #59

    Today, My Friend Dylan Has 18 Months Clean

    Today, My Friend Dylan Has 18 Months Clean

    Check out this miracle. A once incarcerated heroin addict is now a productive member of society again. I want to thank United Recovery Project for another job well done. Today, my friend Dylan has 18 months clean. He said, “I just want to be famous for a day Kev.” So, let’s make him famous and pass his story around the world.

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    I’m Empowered To Keep Going By Knowing How Far I’ve Come And What I’ve Overcame To Be The Girl On The Right

    I’m Empowered To Keep Going By Knowing How Far I’ve Come And What I’ve Overcame To Be The Girl On The Right

    My biggest tragedy also became my greatest asset - my addiction. I crawled from hell and hitch hiked home, time and time again. Thank god for those who also scraped their knees crawling from the depths of their addictions, only to survive and teach me how to do so as well.

    I’m not embarrassed by the photo on the left, because I’m empowered to keep going by knowing how far I’ve come and what I’ve overcame to be the girl on the right.

    Oh, and one last thing: Narcan saved my life.

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    I Am Still Recovering From It, But I Am Now 14 Weeks Clean

    I Am Still Recovering From It, But I Am Now 14 Weeks Clean

    I'm now 21. I battled the addiction for 7 years years and I was on the verge of death. I was living in doorways and just distancing myself from life and anyone who cared for me. I got into trouble with law, lost amazing people, and even lost myself. I got rushed into hospital in July weighing 5 stone 9. That’s a child's weight. I ended up with septis and almost died. It then left me with a serious heart infection called Endocarditis. I am still recovering from it, but I am now 14 weeks clean. It may not seem like a lot to you, but to me it’s amazing. I'm also now 8 stone 4. If I can do it, trust me you can do it. Don’t let anyone else say otherwise.

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    I Learned That I Was Worth A Beautiful Life And Guess What — So Are You!

    I Learned That I Was Worth A Beautiful Life And Guess What — So Are You!

    If I can go from waking up in puddles of my own urine 3-5 days a week to waking up every day and going for a run, then so can you. I learned that I was worth a beautiful life and guess what — so are you!

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    3 Years Clean From Crack And Heroin

    3 Years Clean From Crack And Heroin

    My name is Alex and today marks 3 years clean from crack and heroin. Thank you to everyone who has helped me along the way. I can’t believe I made it, y’all.

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    Today I Have 6 Months Sober

    Today I Have 6 Months Sober

    Hi my name is Ryan and I have been to 30 plus treatments and detox’s, 10 overdoses, long term mandated therapeutic alternative to prison, jails, kidney failure and dialysis in the icu for 22 days and 3 major surgeries after nodding out on my arm and leg for 13 hours. Today I have 6 months sober. I swear if I can do it you can. Never give up. Who cares what they say.

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    Today, I Have 53 Days Sober

    Today, I Have 53 Days Sober

    Heroin destroyed my life. From the moment I tried it I was hooked. All I cared about was getting that warm rush. I didn’t care about what I looked like, or who I was hurting. I didn’t even care about myself. Two months ago I went to treatment and now I’m in a sober living. Today, I have 53 days sober— and I am thriving. I feel so much happier without the chaos drugs brought into my life!

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    Even in the before picture, you could see what pretty features she has. Good on her.

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    #66

    10 Month Clean From Crystal Meth

    10 Month Clean From Crystal Meth

    The difference between these two photos is only 11 months and a lot of hard work. I am 29 years old and i'm a recovering drug addict! I was bound by addiction for 16 years. In February 2014 my body began to give way for the last time - I almost lost my life to my ice. I fight for my life one day at a time! I praise God every day I wake up alive and every night that I am now clean! I now believe I am worthy of recovery and another chance at living a healthy lifestyle!

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    I Am 4 Years Clean From Drugs

    I Am 4 Years Clean From Drugs

    As Of Today, I Am 4 Years Clean From Drugs. I Have A Career, A House, A Dog, And A Fiancé. It Was A Struggle But It Is Definitely Worth It. Stay Strong!

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    By The Grace Of God... I’ve Made It 4 Years

    By The Grace Of God... I’ve Made It 4 Years

    My past made me who I am but I’m never looking back. This mugshot was a painful reminder of despair. Anyone struggling, please know it only gets better! Life is a gift don’t waste it!

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    I Have Been Sober Since June 24, 2017 — And I Am Grateful Everyday!

    I Have Been Sober Since June 24, 2017 — And I Am Grateful Everyday!

    My name is Sarah and I am 29 years old. I started heavily drinking at the age of 15. I was in and out of treatment centers. By the age of 26, I was diagnosed with stage 1 liver disease and alcohol neuropathy. I weighed about 75 pounds. I became paralyzed and lost the ability to walk or use my body. I was told I would be in a wheelchair for the rest of my life. I ended up having to get sober in the hospital and I worked my butt off with physical and occupational therapy to learn how to walk again. At 27, I was able to get to treatment for my alcoholism and I have been sober since June 24, 2017 — and I am grateful everyday!

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    She Is Now 21 And Sober For 11 Months!

    She Is Now 21 And Sober For 11 Months!

    This is my daughter, Bradie. In active addiction, at the age of 18, she contracted endocarditis from her drug use and had to have open heart surgery by 19. She is now 21 and sober for 11 months! My prayers have been answered!

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    Today, I Have 4 Years Sober!

    Today, I Have 4 Years Sober!

    I was addicted to drugs and alcohol for 23 years. Today, I have 4 years sober!

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    6 Years Clean

    6 Years Clean

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    Just look at his eyes in the right-hand photo. Look at the life, laughter, and love in those eyes. I am so happy for him.

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    It Took 9 Rehabs And More Detoxes Than I Can Count, But One Day I Got It

    It Took 9 Rehabs And More Detoxes Than I Can Count, But One Day I Got It

    I went from being 89 pounds, addicted to heroin, and s***idal to finally feeling the miracle people in recovery were talking about. It took 9 rehabs and more detoxes than I can count, but one day I got it. With God, anything is possible. Don’t give up.

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    #74

    The Picture To The Right Is Me With 72 Days Clean

    The Picture To The Right Is Me With 72 Days Clean

    The first photo to the left was me in my active addiction, using meth, fentanyl, and just about anything I could get my hands on. Homeless, sleeping in cars, on sidewalks, behind dumpsters, or just about anywhere I could find. A complete prey to misery and depression—I was on the verge of s***ide. The picture to the right is me with 72 days clean. I have never felt so much better about myself than I do right now. I currently have 75 days clean and sober from all mind-altering substances. I am so very grateful for this program, the 12 steps, and my higher power, for they have brought light back into my life. I’m pregnant with my son as well, and he’s a huge motivation for my sobriety, but I’m staying clean for myself.

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    I Am Now Celebrating A Little Over 2 Years Clean

    I Am Now Celebrating A Little Over 2 Years Clean

    This is reality. On the left, I am running from the cops, strung out on heroin, and getting arrested. I hated my life. I hated myself. I wanted to die. Some days I’d wish I’d just OD and get it over with. Maybe then I’d stop letting everyone down and hurting everyone I loved. I felt like I had nothing to live for. I wouldn’t eat for days at a time. I’d steal money, food, and anything just get that next high. Most of my friends and family had given up on me. I was in and out of rehab several times. I ended up on the run, leaving state, and running from the cops. It was bound to come to an end one day. Nobody can live like that forever. Eventually I ended up getting pregnant. When I found out, I cried for hours on end. How was I supposed to take care of a baby when I couldn’t even take care of myself? Fighting addiction has been one of the hardest things I’ve ever done in my entire life. I believe god knew I needed something bigger than myself to believe in, which is why he brought me my daughter. She gave me something to believe in — something to fight for. She saved my life and I am now celebrating a little over 2 years clean!

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    5 Years Clean

    5 Years Clean

    He celebrates 5 years clean tomorrow so I figured I would show you what living clean and working a 12 step program can do for you ! BTW anyone is welcome to share his story!! As you all have been with us for this amazing life changing Journey. He was a crack ,heroin, and pill addict for 30 plus years. The 1st photo is in active addiction. The 2nd photo is at 5 years clean. I am so damn proud of him!

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    I Did Whatever I Had To Do And On October 29th I Was Released From Rehab With The Same Goal

    I Did Whatever I Had To Do And On October 29th I Was Released From Rehab With The Same Goal

    My name is Carl and I am 27 years old. I started experimenting with drugs at the age of 13. I was born to a hardworking and honest family. In my 14 year battle with addiction, it brought me to the point of death multiple times but I always somehow managed to survive. However, I only physically survived. It didn't compare to the spiritual anquish and what I felt like at the time was my spiritual death. I was broken completley. Completley sick. I remember waking up at times and wondering how I was still here and even being angry about it at times. The problem was I knew I didn't want to live like that. I wanted to live the way I knew deep down I was capable of living, but I didn't know how to apply it. During my battle of addiction I suffered depression, anxiety, two open heart surgeries that were caused by congestive heart failure and undoubtedly my drug use, hemorrhaged kidneys, multiple seizures, multiple hospitalizations, and overdoses. I was involuntarily admitted to two psychiatric hospitals and attempted seeking redemption at three rehabs. The problem with all that I suffered through during that time period was that none of the pain that occurred during it was comparable to the spiritual agony I was going through. One day I awoke in an abandoned house, withdrawing and looking at my surroundings. I had something that I call a miracle — others call it a spiritual awakening or a moment of clarity. I decided that day I was going to do whatever it takes to not have to live or feel like this, so I entered my third treatment center. I went this time with something I had never experienced before. A open mind and an open heart. I was ready. Sick and tired of being sick and tired as we say. I did whatever I had to do and on October 29th I was released from rehab with the same goal. I was no longer asking why. I knew that even if my purpose was to just help one person fight their way out. That person could change the life of millions and so on. I hope my story changes the mind of at least one of us still suffering and gives them the courage to step up fight and start living. You can, we can, and we do recover.

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    #78

    I’ve Been Sober From Meth For Two And A Half Years Now

    I’ve Been Sober From Meth For Two And A Half Years Now

    I was addicted to meth for two years. My mother told me I could sleep outside or I could go get help. I slept outside. Later that night, I decided to go. I did an inpatient/outpatient program and maintained sobriety for about six months. I then relapsed for six more months. I hit a different rock bottom. Everyone in my family was absolutely sick of me and my decisions. Glory to God that I got my head out of my ass. I’ve been sober from meth for two and a half years now. There’s always hope.

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    In My 7 Years Of Freedom I Spoke To Over 150 Schools

    In My 7 Years Of Freedom I Spoke To Over 150 Schools

    From a 98lb crystal meth addict doing the unthinkable to fuel my addiction, escaping jail just to get high and becoming a fugitive on Hawaii’s Most Wanted I hit rock bottom and my future seemed doomed. Everyone gave up on me including myself. Because of my crimes that were fueled by my crystal meth addiction I ended up doing 10 years in a high custody prison. I am free going on 7 years and I now own my own business and I’ve become a motivational speaker. In my 7 years of freedom I spoke to over 150 schools and when I speak to these kids I share with them the dangers of drugs and incarceration. I share my haunting past to influence them to make the right choices. If I can save 1 child from not doing drugs my mission is a success. My name is Kyle and this is my COMEBACK.

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    3 months ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Kyle, you'll never see my comment here, but you are a hero and a champion \o/ To any of my fellow pandas reading this who are also struggling with addiction: YOU TOO are a hero and a champion and you CAN get clean. YOU GOT THIS. <3

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    #80

    Today Makes 5 Years Clean For Me!

    Today Makes 5 Years Clean For Me!

    For 15 years all I cared about was getting high. I I lost custody of my children, was arrested, and found myself homeless in the end. After many failed attempts at treatment in 2016 something stuck. Today makes 5 years clean for me! Recovery has given me the opportunity to go from a meth addict to a productive member of society working in healthcare.

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    5 Years Clean From Meth

    5 Years Clean From Meth

    I got hooked for a number of reasons. Meth is extremely addictive by itself, but I also have a genetic predisposition to addiction and OCD, which makes using stimulants "scratch and itch". I was able to get sober through attempting to get sober, as weird as that sounds. I kept trying and trying until finally I just did. To be more specific about what I did to get sober, I went to meetings, I enlisted the support of those around me by admitting my problem and acknowledging that I was trying to quit, I got private therapy, I started working out/running and I got involved and obtained commitments at sober events so that my attendance would be expected and that helped me to develop a support network of other sober people.

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    3 months ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    There is absolutely some legitimacy to the "genetic predisposition" thing. I'm adopted, but my bio mom and dad were addicts and alcoholics. I'm incredibly lucky that I was born physically normal. I have struggled with chronic depression since 13 years old (my bio mom has chronic depression too and it is the reason she became an addict... and my bio dad committed suicide in '97 for similar reasons) but I convinced myself from a young age to never become an addict/alcoholic like my bio parents. That worked for a while, but when I was 38, a confluence of bad events/stuff/feelings led to me trying cocaine (and other substances.) I was a multiple-substance addict for a year, and drained my entire savings buying cocaine. Luckily I "realized" my cat needed me to be alive and clean, so I got clean for her :) Forever a recovering addict, but clean for 3 years now!

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    #82

    10 Years Clean From Crystal Meth

    10 Years Clean From Crystal Meth

    19 years old. I thought I was the most amazing person. I weighed about 100 pounds. I was a dick. I stole from my friends for drugs. I stole from my family for drugs. I lied. Cheated. Hurt very good people. I had no one left besides my step dad when I quit. No one believed me anymore. It was a very hard time. It's been ten years and I am ready to leave the past, in the past. I am not an ex-addict. I am not in recovery. This fall I will walk up on stage and collect my BS in accountancy. I have accomplished so much from that person I was ten years ago. I am a whole, strong, and amazing person and I am damn proud of myself.

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    This Year, He In May & I In July, We Made 9 Years Clean And Sober And Free From Addiction Together!

    This Year, He In May & I In July, We Made 9 Years Clean And Sober And Free From Addiction Together!

    People always told us that two “addicts" can never make it, that we should just get a divorce and go our separate ways. Well, we just couldn't accept that solution. In 2010 after the sudden death of my younger brother & after 10 years of active addiction, we had both finally hit bottom...we each went into a Christ-centered recovery center. We spent almost a year apart from each other both determined for a better life. This year, he in May & I in July, we made 9 years clean and sober and free from addiction together! In August we celebrated 11 years of marriage. Through the power of GOD & a ton of forgiveness, we now live our lives as if our past never happened. Our journey has not always been easy but it has been worth every second. Recovery is possible

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    3 months ago (edited) DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    So many counselors and therapists have told me and my husband to split up because we were both addicts in recovery. But we beat the odds. 6 years clean, 16 years together.

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    I Am A Better Man, Father, Husband, Friend, Band Mate And Creative Spirit Because Of This Program

    I Am A Better Man, Father, Husband, Friend, Band Mate And Creative Spirit Because Of This Program

    "19 years of gratitude one day at a time...It is the road worth traveling if you are struggling. Old timers are here to guide us but new comers to sobriety are the greatest gift to this simple program. Of course it's not always easy. First thing I did and continue to do is cut toxic people outta my life, then comes the first step and then freedom (if you work it). Even non-addicts could use the 12 step program to better their lives. To me it's a life program. I am a better man, father, husband, friend, band mate and creative spirit because of this program. I LOOK UP EVERYDAY AND SAY THANK YOU" - Nikki Sixx

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    90 Days Meth Free

    90 Days Meth Free

    I wanted to show people the effects of what meth can do to you and hope to inspire some people who are in addiction or in the process of recovery like I am. No, I'm not proud of the fact I used to do meth. I didn't even realize how disgusting I looked while I was using until after I got clean and realized how awful I looked. Im 5'4 tall and was 110 lbs in the first picture and now I'm at a healthy weight of 130 and proud of it. I just remember seeing others going about their normal lives wondering if I would ever have the ability to live a serene life clean and free of meth - anyone who has been addicted knows exactly what I mean by that. I truly wish the best for anyone trying to beat this nasty addiction... And just know there is a light at the end of the tunnel.

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    What 5 Years Clean From Heroin Looks Like

    What 5 Years Clean From Heroin Looks Like

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    Today I’m Clean. Tomorrow I’m Going To Wake Up Clean. That’s What Matters, One Day At A Time

    Today I’m Clean. Tomorrow I’m Going To Wake Up Clean. That’s What Matters, One Day At A Time

    I am an addict. I’ll always be an addict. Today I’m a grateful addict. I’m grateful for the people I have in my life, for the people who’ve helped me along the way, and continue to help me. Today I’m at peace. After all the relapses time and time again, I continued to try. That’s all we can do. Today I’m clean. Tomorrow I’m going to wake up clean. That’s what matters, one day at a time. Some days are hard and some days are easy. If we keep trying, WE DO RECOVER.

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    Today I’m 6 Months Clean And I’m Blown Away At How Much Better My Life Has Gotten

    Today I’m 6 Months Clean And I’m Blown Away At How Much Better My Life Has Gotten

    My name is Jorden and I’m an addict. I have used heroin and meth for the last ten years of my life. Just to keep it short and sweet, my inability to deal with life lead to me to a needle and spoon. I lived in complete misery and dereliction for years, feeling sorry for myself and using anyone I could to get my next shot of dope. I’ve had multiple overdoses and many other life threatening situations as a result of my addiction. I lived homeless for years and my family didn’t know what else to do with me. I’ve also been to treatment 8 times, each time I never fully surrendered to any type of program or new way of life. One thing I did do was never stop trying. I came to treatment court ordered for my eighth time on January 1st, 2020. I remember being sick to my stomach that I had to try and do this thing again. The longer I stayed and actually put forth some effort things started to change. I started realizing that drugs were never the problem, my thinking and my reaction to drugs was the problem. Today I’m 6 months clean and I’m blown away at how much better my life has gotten. I have bad days, but I used to have bad months and years. There’s a lot of people that are probably waiting on me to relapse and they have good reason for that. I’ve finally reached the point where I I’m grateful today that I don’t have to pick up or put one in me when life gets hard. If I can do it so can you.

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    Today I Am 20 Months Sober

    Today I Am 20 Months Sober

    Good morning everyone my name is Courtney and I’m an addict. I know there hasn’t been a whole lot of good news in the world lately but today I am 20 months sober!

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    3 Years Clean Today!

    3 Years Clean Today!

    Hi my name is Jacquelyn and I’m a former IV Meth Addict that has 3 years clean today!

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    Change Is Possible

    Change Is Possible

    Change is possible. So glad I finally decided to ask for help. please if you or a loved one is struggling with addiction reach out! It’s never too late!

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    I Am Now 31 Months Clean And Sober

    I Am Now 31 Months Clean And Sober

    My ex-wife came across this photo of me almost 3 years ago. She was amazed that she couldn’t tell I was using. Those are the lies we tell ourselves about the ones that we love. I am now 31 months clean and sober and I am living life to the fullest. Keep on guiding people on the road to recovery

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    LakotaWolf (she/her)
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    3 months ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Addicts are INCREDIBLY shrewd and cunning when it comes to hiding their addictions. I'm not surprised that his wife couldn't tell he was using, despite how emaciated and ill he looks in the left-hand photo. No one in my life knew I was using cocaine and ODing on barbiturates and gabapentin. Even when I would OD and pass out and have a seizure, no one could tell, because I was a MASTER at lies and deception regarding my addiction. And where does that cleverness/ability to lie/hide come from? Because we are lying to OURSELVES first and foremost. Congrats to OP!

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    I Found Sobriety & Things Really Started Happening For Me When I Got Sober

    I Found Sobriety & Things Really Started Happening For Me When I Got Sober

    I started doing drugs when I was 14. Then years later is when I started going to the doctor for anxiety & back pain, I was prescribed lortab & colozapam, that's when I got strung out & my doctor finally cut me off. Me & my kids living situation went downhill & we ended up with nowhere to live so I ended having to let them go live with their grandmother until I got stable but that didn't happen, I was so lost being without my kids that I handled it the only way that I knew how to at the time, I used drugs all the time to numb myself from everything that was going on around me, I almost died when I was 25 years old from drugs but that wasn't enough to wake me up, things just got worse, I started using meth (iv user) & all the pills that I could find & buy off the street, I was drunk alot too when I couldn't find anything else. I was still miserable & depressed & everything that was going on was still there at the end of everyday, I decided 3 years ago to be present in my life & my children's lives, I found sobriety & things really started happening for me when I got sober, my life started getting better & better, I love my life today, I married the love of my life & get to spend time with my kids & I get to have them come stay with me all the time & I have a step baby that I love like my own, I have a family, a job, a nice car & a cute little house, I'm so blessed & I thank God that i made it out of addiction alive.

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    I Was A Product Of My Toxicity And Sexual Abuse. Now I Can Say I’m A Product Of God

    I Was A Product Of My Toxicity And Sexual Abuse. Now I Can Say I’m A Product Of God

    I’m Hadassah and this is my son Braxton. I was a teenage mother. I was not with the baby’s father when I went through my pregnancy. I didn’t have many people there by my side. After I had my son, I learned that I still wanted to be a teenager. Unfortunately I didn’t get the memo that it is not how it works. I had many close friends and family that tried showing me that. I did not listen. After a night of being drugged, taken advantage of, and being on the verge of overdosing, my mother Jennifer Lane and Rebecca Adkins Goulart convinced me that I wasn’t a piece of crud. They said that they knew deep down I had a heart and soul. I was a product of my toxicity and sexual abuse. Now I can say I’m a product of God.

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    I am she. I am he. I am them.

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    Now, 4 Months Of Recovery And Jesus!

    Now, 4 Months Of Recovery And Jesus!

    Want to see the miracles God can perform? Just look at the proof in these pictures!
    Years of addiction, homelessness and pain! Now, 4 months of recovery and Jesus!

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