Recovering from a life-sapping addiction is one of the biggest challenges that anyone can overcome in their lives. If you’re in need of some genuine inspiration, we’ve got some stories of amazingly strong and motivated people to share with you today.

‘The Addict’s Diary’ is a page dedicated to sharing the “stories, failures, successes, and lessons we have learned throughout our path to recovery in order to inspire others suffering from addiction.” We bring some of these tales for you to read through and to see how people’s lives have changed after they gave up doing drugs.

A note of warning: what follows is an extremely sensitive subject, so keep that in mind if you or a loved one is on the road to recovery. You’ll find Bored Panda’s previous articles about ‘The Addict’s Diary’ here: Part 1 and Part 2.

More info: Facebook | Instagram | TheAddictsDiary.com

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Let me tell you a story about the nurse who treated me like a human being and how that made all the difference for me. When I was homeless on 103rd st and addicted to heroin, I overdosed and died. I woke up in the Park West ER with this nurse holding my hand. I was scared and alone and he spent the next couple of hours holding my hand and letting me cry with him. Every time I ended up with MRSA raging in my limbs from infections I gave myself from shooting up, he always happened to be my nurse and would help me. And finally on April 1st, the day I went to detox I went to a completely different hospital and he was there. He wasn’t my nurse but saw my name on the board and remembered me. He came in, gave me a hug, and wished me luck on my journey to rehab.

I’ve wanted since I’ve gotten clean to tell him the impact he had on me. Every other nurse had always treated me like scum and the junkie that I was because they knew I was just gonna go back out again anyway. He didn’t. He took time out of his busy schedule and made me feel like a person. He held my hand. He talked to me. And he helped me. Today I went back and found him. He’s a manager now which he totally deserves. And nothing made me happier than to thank him for saving my life and for the kindness he showed me in a really dark time in my life.

So thank you, Ali Fares. Hospitals need more people like you. Congratulations on your promotion. You most definitely deserved it. And if you’re reading this and you are wondering how you can help, just treat people like human beings

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Bobert Robertson
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4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Kudos to them both for not giving up. She doesn't even look like the same person, she looks 10 years younger.

GenXandEarnedItAll
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4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

This story made me teary-eyed. We need more people in the world like Ali!

Michael Sanders
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4 years ago (edited) Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

The change you can start to see in an addict even from the very beginning is incredible. I was in a detox once for alcohol and as I was checking in a young girl was dropped off and outside curled up like a ball and looked terrible. After she was checked in, had a shower, a decent meal and slept for about 24 hours straight she came out a different person already. Beautiful, bright and super sweet. I don’t know what came of her, but I hope she continued on that path because she had a lot to offer the world. And that many times is the last thing they think about themselves.

Mikel
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4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

What a wonderful story! You both ROCK!

am_c0m0
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4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Well said. Treat the homeless and addicts like people. I've read countless times about many addicts or homeless people who turned their life around just because a stranger showed they cared.

Darcee Anthony
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4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Amazing story of compassion. Unfortunately, many of us Nurses get burned out in seeing the same person being rushed in to the ER with yet another OD. It can be discouraging. But every nurse out there SHOULD TAKE A LESSON FROM THIS! Every single person on earg is made in the image of God & should be treated as such! NO MATTER WHATVPAINVTHEY ARE WALKINGVTHROUGH AT THE MOMENT! If these photos & stories don't promo compassion in you, RN, LPN, CRNP, PAC, then it's time to find a new career outside of nursing! May God give His supernatural strength to each person in these stories! You are each a precious child of The Most High King!!!🙌🏻🤗😘❤️💕🕊✝️🛐

Brandi VanSteenwyk
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4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Small world synchronicities like this amaze me. It's hard to doubt a higher power is guiding us.

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    #2

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    A little over a year ago, Mighty Ducks goalie Shaun Weiss was being ridiculed all over the internet for his struggles. Today, he celebrates one year sober. Why don’t you make THAT go viral!

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    Bobert Robertson
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Also.... we all have struggles, why would people ridicule another for theirs?

    Jamma
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    It's amazing how mean people are to addicts, saying "they did it to themselves," "they just need to stop," etc. Some people have no empathy for the issues and traumas that lead people into addiction, and then how brutally difficult it is to get out of an addiction. :/

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    Bobert Robertson
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    4 years ago (edited) Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    ducks. ducks. ducks. Ducks. DUcks. DUCks. DUCKs. DUCKS DUCKS DUCKS DUCKS!

    Brandi VanSteenwyk
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    I read a lot about his struggles and I must say, I didn't see ANY negative articles. A lot of prayers and hope going out for Shaun is what I saw. First, prayers that he would admit he needed help and second, to accept it.

    kjorn
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    yeah! Goldberg! i hope he would do an apparence in the mighty duck series!! would be nice

    Anna McHugh
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Wow. Just. Wow. That is strength of character. You go, man.

    jeanette coleman
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    2 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Exactly, as an untreated/ undiagnosed person with bi polar, I know what it's like to be shunned, ridiculed, even assaulted, the loneliest time, I hated people, I could see the judgement on their faces, "look out here comes a nutter" little do these ugly humans know, you are not stupid, you notice their smugness, roll of the eyes, how I wanted to be the person I used to be before this curse befell me, it was going to be 30 yrs before this was brought under control, I could go on, but I won't, I'm better, but nothing like the nasty types who laugh at those Struggling through life who have no help ❤️

    Loki
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    *GASP* TONY STARK GLASSES

    Shull GaRett
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Whoa! Looks like two different people!

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    #3

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    At two years sober, if I could say one thing that y’all would listen to, it would be this. The next time you look at an “addict,” “druggie,” or “junkie,” try seeing a human being instead. You’d be surprised how much showing a little compassion can help someone else.

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    Anne MacRae
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    You look so happy and content- congratulations! 💗

    Hufflepuff
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Congratulations! Also, your hair is gorgeous!

    Amanda Hunter
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    My ex is an alcoholic and his body looks skeletal like the pic on the left.

    Zelda Jones
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    I am so glad that you are alive and that you turned a corner in your life. My oldest son didn't make it.

    Carmen Elena
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    So much light in that beautiful face! Congratulations!

    Maureen Sullivan
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    2 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Yes, words are powerful use the wisely. Thank you for yours. Congratulations on your sobriety 😊

    Annie
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    These pics are stunning! I'd never know they're the same person. Congrats!

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    ‘The Addict’s Diary’ project was founded by Kevin Alter who struggled with substance abuse for over a decade, from the time that he was 17 till the age of 27. “When I got clean, I noticed that there was a general misconception of the addict. I wanted to change that, so I did my best to humanize addiction,” Kevin explains on his website.

    “I wanted people to see us for who we really are. The good, the bad, and the ugly. I wanted to break the stigma, inspire people, educate students, and save lives all with the stroke of a keyboard.”

    So Kevin decided that he had no other choice—he just had to bring the reader along with him on his journey. “I put my all into it and it worked. Yes, I have been a client at over 29 inpatient treatment centers in my life.”

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    Good morning everyone my name is Courtney and I’m an addict. I know there hasn’t been a whole lot of good news in the world lately but today I am 20 months sober!

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    Mikel
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    THAT is very good news! Congrats!!!!

    DangaTank
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    This seems kinda sus because her hair is not the same color of the first picture

    Linda Niemczyk
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Good for her, but I wish they didn't use a filter when taking the after shot. They dont on the raw before picture

    Grace and Lucy
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    You are a healthy and positive role model

    Anna McHugh
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    You look fantastic! Good for you!

    Znaya
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Great, good to meet you! Today is a new day, looking forward to tomorrow and if you fall please get back up and start all over 😀

    am_c0m0
    Community Member
    4 years ago (edited) Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    That's great Courtney! Keep going, even if it gets tough! You can do it! You're strong and beautiful. ❤️

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    #5

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    My name is Alex and today marks 3 years clean from crack and heroin. Thank you to everyone who has helped me along the way. I can’t believe I made it, y’all.

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    Jamma
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Good for him - so much life ahead of him still.

    BonnieBlueButler
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    One day at a time , friend. You've got this.

    Anna McHugh
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Hot stuff!!! Stay clean - it suits you, dude :)

    Darcee Anthony
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Wow!🎉🙌🏻🎶🎊🎈✝️❤️Three year's clean & sober is a BIG DEAL!!! Congratulations! And I pray for your next 3 years of sober living! Hallelujah!🙌🏻🕊 From someone who knows, it gets better & better every single year! I have 25 years and if never want a life of drugs again. Life is worth living!!?🤗

    Maureen Sullivan
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    1 year ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Handsome young man (in more ways than one).

    Maureen Sullivan
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    2 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Congrats you handsome young man you. To your future!!

    Annie
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Awesome! Congratulations!

    Caroline Driver
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    omg, the one on the right looks so like my nephew, who is also an Alex! Also, good for you mate.

    Willowbilly
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Nice to have you back, Alex!! Best wishes from Alaska.

    Znaya
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    As always, do the best you can every day, some days will be good and other days will be not so good, don't give up 😀

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    #6

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    Hunter went from the psych ward at 19 to a police officer. Today he celebrates 6 years sober. Way to go Hunter!

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    Michael Sanders
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    4 years ago (edited) Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Keep in mind “psych ward” is often used to describe places where addicts get help. It doesn’t necessarily mean they have psychological problems other than addiction. Many hospitals chemical dependency wards are part of the same program as the “psych ward”. Those are often the only options to get proper treatment for people that can’t afford the nice retreats you see on TV. And they are not like One Flew Over the Cucoo’s Nest

    Tanya Palik
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Police do EXTENSIVE psychological tests. It is not easy. Just because someone has had mental health issues doesn't make them less of a person. If anything this makes him a better and more compassionate officer.

    Hannah Edwards
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Congratulations Hunter, your experience will give you an invaluable insight into your new role and hopefully make you a compassionate officer.

    Znaya
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Every day is a gift, sometimes you want what you get sometimes you don't, make the best of what you get

    Lindy Mac
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    That is fantastic. Hunter will be more compassionate and understanding of people who are in crisis or need help. God Bless and may you have a long, healthy and safe career.

    Anna McHugh
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Wouldn't have thought it was the same guy - short hair suits him! Good for you, man. Just take every day as it comes and know that you're ALWAYS doing better than you once thought you could.

    am_c0m0
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    What a wonderful story look how happy his parents are!

    Faith Nicole
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    That is awesome! Congratulations to Hunter & I think since he has experienced addiction, and mental health treatment these are things he will be more compassionate about while being a cop. I've seen and heard about so many stories of officers & how they treat a person who has mental health issues and my god is it scary. some have been killed while having a manic episode, others have been seriously injured & traumatized more. I think every police station should have a unit with a certain amount of cops in it that are strictly there to help those with mental health problems & do extensive training on how to help them while on a call they don't need to shoot, use pepper spray, or a taser, but use compassion, (possible body armor) and learn to restrain those individuals so that they don't act out more due to a high stress situation

    Darcee Anthony
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Aww.. that's a wonderful testimony! Keep on coming....!!! You look great! Godspeed!🙏🏻🙌🏻✝️

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    Kevin has had some major breakthroughs in his life while on the road to recovery, and it’s frankly inspiring how much of a Good Samaritan he is. “I also have had the privilege of living a clean and sober life for the last few years. The privilege of speaking in front of twenty-five thousand students. The privilege of sharing my words with millions of followers. And most importantly the privilege of sticking my hand out to the still sick and suffering addict or alcoholic,” he said, sharing his passion for helping others in need.

    In a couple of earlier interviews with the Bored Panda team, Kevin explained to us that it depends on each individual whether or not they want to share their extremely personal stories on ‘The Addict’s Diary’ for the entire world to see.

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    Hey everyone my name is Tom and a little over a year ago in a drug induced stupor I cracked my forehead, broke both of my eye sockets, my nose, my cheekbones and two of my teeth. It was then that I decided I finally had enough. Today, I am one year clean and sober. Can I get an amen?

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    Brittany Beverly
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Wow! Thank God you survived! Your gona make it!

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    This is my daughter, Bradie. In active addiction, at the age of 18, she contracted endocarditis from her drug use and had to have open heart surgery by 19. She is now 21 and sober for 11 months! My prayers have been answered!

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    Clara Knaub
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    It must be so scary to be the parent of someone who is addicted.

    Mikel
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Wow! just WOW! you both should be so proud!

    Colleen Garland
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    I am so, so happy for her. I had endocarditis and it was just horrible. Have no idea where it came from but it's awful. She looks fantastic!

    Slune
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Thanks,she survived! I guess Mom can sleep now again!

    Teresa Groth
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Praise Jesus for your daughters healing!

    M Kate McCulloch
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    She has a harrowing story and a cool scar as a reminder that live is best lived with all faculties present instead of dulled.

    Lindy Mac
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    You look Mah-velous... so glad you managed to beat the demons.

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    Hi! My name is Brittany and I started this recovery journey 16 months ago. After 27 overdoses, God felt that I was worth keeping around. A life that I never thought I deserved. I’ve been set free by my Lord and savior Jesus Christ.

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    NoodleBear
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    I overdosed as well, not an addict, but as a suicide attempt. A nurse told me there was a reason that God kept me around, and I’ve never forgot it. :)

    Valley Girl
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Sorry, but where did the tats on her left arm go? It looks like the one under the hospital gown goes pretty high up.....

    Lotten Kalenius
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    The strength comes within you. Don't give credit to Jesus when you managed something extremely difficult on your own.

    A C
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Great job! And you did that work, you made those good choices. Not your god. Good job to YOU!

    Brobro McDuderson
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    Wow, rude. Many addicts find a higher power to be a significant help. Plus data shows a religious component can have a profound impact on recovery. While she did make those decisions, her faith clearly helped her. Way to mock a person’s beliefs.

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    oddkiddo
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    You actually did it yourself, girl. The saviour thing is just BS to take the credit away from you. Own it. You deserve it!

    Mikel
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Beautiful smile.... and you have a reason to!

    Niall Mac Iomera
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    I will never understand how someone can thank God / Jesus for this kind of thing. Why didn't they just not allow to become an addict in the first place?

    Patricia Pitsel
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    What happened to the throat tattoo? Is this even the same person?

    am_c0m0
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Praise God! Always lean on Him and He will be your strength, no matter what comes your way. ❤️

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    “I think it's difficult for some, but a lot of people can't wait to get their story out there. Most of society has seen them at their lowest and this an opportunity to show the world that they've changed their life,” the founder of the page told Bored Panda.

    He shared that he started the project to show people the truth about drug addiction and to let those who are suffering know that a helping hand is always out there. “I saw too many people losing hope,” he said.

    Once his parents realized that he was doing drugs, they sent him to the first of 29 inpatient rehab facilities. After finishing the program, he graduated from high school. However, things didn’t take a positive turn for Kevin, as his friends pushed him toward relapsing.

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    My name is Carl and I am 27 years old. I started experimenting with drugs at the age of 13. I was born to a hardworking and honest family. In my 14 year battle with addiction, it brought me to the point of death multiple times but I always somehow managed to survive. However, I only physically survived. It didn't compare to the spiritual anquish and what I felt like at the time was my spiritual death. I was broken completley. Completley sick. I remember waking up at times and wondering how I was still here and even being angry about it at times. The problem was I knew I didn't want to live like that. I wanted to live the way I knew deep down I was capable of living, but I didn't know how to apply it. During my battle of addiction I suffered depression, anxiety, two open heart surgeries that were caused by congestive heart failure and undoubtedly my drug use, hemorrhaged kidneys, multiple seizures, multiple hospitalizations, and overdoses. I was involuntarily admitted to two psychiatric hospitals and attempted seeking redemption at three rehabs. The problem with all that I suffered through during that time period was that none of the pain that occurred during it was comparable to the spiritual agony I was going through. One day I awoke in an abandoned house, withdrawing and looking at my surroundings. I had something that I call a miracle — others call it a spiritual awakening or a moment of clarity. I decided that day I was going to do whatever it takes to not have to live or feel like this, so I entered my third treatment center. I went this time with something I had never experienced before. A open mind and an open heart. I was ready. Sick and tired of being sick and tired as we say. I did whatever I had to do and on October 29th I was released from rehab with the same goal. I was no longer asking why. I knew that even if my purpose was to just help one person fight their way out. That person could change the life of millions and so on. I hope my story changes the mind of at least one of us still suffering and gives them the courage to step up fight and start living. You can, we can, and we do recover.

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    Faith Nicole
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    So glad you are still with us, and clean! What you wrote...wow. I think if you don't already, you should go to rehabs as a speaker & talk to others, (Everytime I was in rehab, we would have a guest speaker share their story with all of us to show that recovery possible), or to the local schools & talk to the kids about the dangers of drugs, hell even be a motivational speaker I been clean 7 years & what you wrote touched me.

    Elizabeth Horan
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    this is wonderful to hear. so happy for you. God Speed

    Maureen Sullivan
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    2 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    You look awesome Carl. Thank you for sharing your story with me.

    Elemintent
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Question, is there decent access to sterile injecting equipment for these guys? Can't help but think, many of these heart surgeries and issues could be avoided with access to some good government policies that reduce harm, and save them big bucks in the long run too.

    Annie
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Carl: That's a lot to go thru in your young life. Congrats! May you continue to thrive and help others!

    Slune
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    How can a body still be working with all the stress?

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    If I can go from waking up in puddles of my own urine 3-5 days a week to waking up every day and going for a run, then so can you. I learned that I was worth a beautiful life and guess what — so are you!

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    Becca Kuehn
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    We've never met, but I'm very proud of you. Your post brought tears to my eyes. Congratulations!

    Annie
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Beautiful transformation. Congrats!

    Teresa Groth
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Thanks for your testimony and thank you Jesus!

    Stacy S.
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    You rocked it Super mama! We must do it for da kiddos..;0)

    #12

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    I was addicted to drugs and alcohol for 23 years. Today, I have 4 years sober!

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    Danni
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Amazing! you are wonderful and deserve all the good in the world!!

    Becca Kuehn
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Congratulations! I'm very happy for you and your loved ones.

    Maureen Sullivan
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    2 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Congratulations 🎈 life’s good 😊

    Slune
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    And you look so beautiful and happy

    Teresa Groth
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Have a very blessed life full of joy!

    Dean
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Sobriety is wonderful! Never look back!

    “All [of them] were doing drugs, and I got back into it and began the game of hiding it from my family the best I could. You get better with that as you grow in your addiction," he explained. “I wasn’t willing to let go of people that I needed to, that’s a difficult thing to do when you’re a kid.”

    Even though Kevin ended up getting a college scholarship, after his first year there, he went back home for a while and his friends introduced him to heroin, one of the hardest drugs there is.

    “I’m not your typical heroin addict that got a prescription and started abusing pills. I started pretty much straight with heroin, and so from there—heroin would take over my life for the next 11 years,” he revealed to Bored Panda. “It sucked," he added that this period in his life was full of anguish and heartbreak.

    #13

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    I was addicted to meth for two years. My mother told me I could sleep outside or I could go get help. I slept outside. Later that night, I decided to go. I did an inpatient/outpatient program and maintained sobriety for about six months. I then relapsed for six more months. I hit a different rock bottom. Everyone in my family was absolutely sick of me and my decisions. Glory to God that I got my head out of my ass. I’ve been sober from meth for two and a half years now. There’s always hope.

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    Anne MacRae
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Hope & belief & determination &... It takes a lot to get sober - the great thing is that once you’ve done it, you KNOW, without a doubt, that you succeeded — and that can make all the difference in everything else.

    Denise VanBuren
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    You are beautiful Sierra inside and out, with make-up or without it. Never let anyone tell you differently.

    Becca Kuehn
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Congratulations! Stay strong and sober. I'm proud of you and we've never met. I can only imagine how proud your loved ones are of you. 💞

    Brittany
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Drugs really mess up your face, smh. That's insane.

    Denise VanBuren
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Sorry poster # 16 wrong spot but same feelings. Stay beautiful.

    Thenatural
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Jesus...meth really f***s your face up...not now obviously,she looks gorgeous now but wow! If she's ever in danger of relapse just take look at the before photo.

    Janna Gelfand
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    You go girl!!! Keep up the good work!!! You are beautiful inside and out!!!

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    #14

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    My ex-wife came across this photo of me almost 3 years ago. She was amazed that she couldn’t tell I was using. Those are the lies we tell ourselves about the ones that we love. I am now 31 months clean and sober and I am living life to the fullest. Keep on guiding people on the road to recovery

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    Amanda Hunter
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    If one has no experience of the appearance of an addict how would one know?

    Cranky Pants
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    I didnt have a clue my ex was using meth for many years. He was also a drunk and smoked pot. Even his front teeth falling out at 25 wasnt enough of a sign for me. I truly didnt know the extent until after our divorce.

    Jo Ellen Washburn
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    He looks like he's in his 50s in that first photo. Addiction is a bitch, people.

    Kylie Leanne
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    You look so much healthier! Well done!!

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    #15

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    This is what recovery can do for you in 283 days! Keep it up, Chase!

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    Shannon Matthews
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Keep it up, Chase! One day at a time. I believe in you & know you will continue to your best.

    Stacy S.
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Sometimes the "bottom " is literally hitting a brick wall. Thank you for sharing. Easy Does It.

    Marilyn Holt
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Oh that first picture hurts my heart. Hoping that somehow people who are considering drugs can see how drugs rob you of your humanity, your healtth, your mind, your family. Cheers for all these who have demonstrated strength in recovery.

    Jeremy
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Who would take a picture like that?????

    Kylie Leanne
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Someone who cares and hoped to shock him out of his addiction. They took a gamble, but meant the best

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    “Every bridge had been burned, but someone presented me with an opportunity to go to rehabilitation treatment and they offered to come [and] get me. I didn’t even want to get clean—you have to put yourself in the frame of mind of going in and out of treatment for 12 years, coming from this good family of law enforcement and firefighters, and you’re just this lost person out there, I really didn’t think I could get clean. I just assumed I was going to be a heroin addict forever.”

    #16

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    Today I am 5 years sober and free from alcohol and drugs. I am a singer/songwriter from County Down in Northern Ireland and up until 5 years ago, I was lost in addiction. On January 2nd, 2016, I stood on stage going through the motions. I had come to the edge and decided that I wasn't going to live like this anymore. A few days before my epiphany, I had found out that my daughter was fighting her own battle. In late 2015, we found out she had been self-harming and had developed a voice in her head telling her to end her own life. This is what urged me to turn away from the cliff and be there for my daughter. The only way I could do this was to be clean and have a clear mind to face what was to come. Fast forward 5 years and we are both healing every day. We have both become the best versions of ourselves. She saved me from me by going through her own hell and in return I saved her. They say God works in mysterious ways, well I can tell you he does. He can show you the way but you've got to stop being selfish and work hard at it. In 5 short years I have passed my driving test, climbed a mountain with my father, written and released my first album ‘Happy Being Free.’ Life is good, life is possible, and you are worth it.

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    Batwench
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Good luck to the both of them.

    am_c0m0
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    God bless you both! ❤️❤️

    Megan O'Neil
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    This is beautiful thank you for sharing

    Maureen Sullivan
    Community Member
    2 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Thank you for sharing I know just a portion of you and your daughters story. So very happy for you both.💕

    Teresa Groth
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    All your testimonies are beautiful and telling others is not only what they need to hear but the blessing Jesus gives back to you is a blessing itself!

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    #17

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    From being filmed overdosing to coming up on 3 years of continuous sobriety. Don’t ever count an addict out!

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    Becca Kuehn
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Congratulations! You are doing great! Stay strong and stay sober.

    #18

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    I'm now 21. I battled the addiction for 7 years years and I was on the verge of death. I was living in doorways and just distancing myself from life and anyone who cared for me. I got into trouble with law, lost amazing people, and even lost myself. I got rushed into hospital in July weighing 5 stone 9. That’s a child's weight. I ended up with septis and almost died. It then left me with a serious heart infection called Endocarditis. I am still recovering from it, but I am now 14 weeks clean. It may not seem like a lot to you, but to me it’s amazing. I'm also now 8 stone 4. If I can do it, trust me you can do it. Don’t let anyone else say otherwise.

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    Hayley Rodgers
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Everyday clean is a mountain that you have conquered. 14 weeks may not seem like much years down the line, but it's huge

    E Menendez
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Every journey starts with a first step. And the totality is a bunch of single steps put together. If you don't have even one day you will not have 14 weeks or 1 year or 10 years. Every moment clean is a victory.

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    Julia Cargile
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    14 weeks is a lifetime. Congratulations!!!!

    Anne MacRae
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    13 weeks is 1/4 of a year...I remember that number being the length of an advertising contract when I worked for a radio station and signing up a customer for that amount of time was HUGE! Just think of it in those increments — 13 x 4 = 52 weeks/a year. And look at you - you’ve already surpassed it by a week. Way to go.👍

    MyCatsTheRealPanda
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    We all have to start somewhere and 14 weeks is huge! Trust me I remember feeling like when I told people my recovery time I felt they would think it was insignificant but every day matters. I have been clean now for seven and a half years! It does keep getting better. I know it's not all roses and sunshine but everyday you have sober is a win. Keep going strong!

    Becca Kuehn
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    You are doing great! 14 weeks of hard work is no small task. Stay strong and sober.💞

    Conductorinne
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    You already look so much better, well done - keep on keeping on! <3

    Teresa Groth
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    May God give you the strength to carry on with your goal in life, congratulations!

    Faith Nicole
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    14 weeks is amazing! It truly is one day at a time in recovery, if that one day seems to long, then 1 hour at a time. I was told that so many times in rehab, and in meetings cuz a lot of the time I felt like 24hours was impossible to stay clean.you got this. Keep your head up & keep moving forward in life

    Susan Green
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Good for her! It’s also nice to see she posted a natural pic of herself, and didn’t use filters.

    Maureen Sullivan
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    2 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    14 weeks is amazing! Everyday clean is amazing!

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    However, things took a dramatic shift for the better when Kevin went to his 29th treatment facility. There, he was given the task of writing down his life story. He was shocked when one of his peers could only write down a handful of bullet points.

    The day after that, Kevin read 46 pages of his story to his group. This got him thinking about the reasons why he used drugs and, with the help of his therapist, he came to the conclusion that he got high because he hated himself. 

    Kevin made it his mission to learn to love himself while sober and has been putting all of his efforts into ‘The Addict’s Diary’ which now has over 806k followers on Facebook alone. 

    #19

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    Hi my name is Jacquelyn and I’m a former IV Meth Addict that has 3 years clean today!

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    Jeremy
    Community Member
    4 years ago (edited) Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    So many filters like they're I don't know still masking

    Lindy Mac
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Fantastic... here's to a great future...cheers... never look back.

    Anna McHugh
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Well done! Keep it up, you look great!

    #20

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    At the age of 18, I started injecting heroin and meth into my body. Two years later, I was diagnosed with HIV because of my drug use. That caused me to go further down the rabbit hole. At age 25, on December 12th, I was left in an ally to overdose and die, but by the grace of God a woman found me and happened to have Narcan. On December 17th, I decided to get clean. I've now been sober for 17 months and 15 days. I am living proof that Narcan is not enabling or a waste of money. I am living proof that we do recover. If you need help send a message into the page

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    Annelise
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    On an unrelated note: you have beautiful eyes!

    Becca Kuehn
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Congratulations! It sounds like you encountered a life saving angel in that alley that night. Stay healthy, strong and sober. 💞

    NevadaJo
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    On prescription opioids. I asked for narcan from my primary care physician and was told no. Found out my state had an open prescription so anyone could go and ask for it and relieve it. I haven't suffered with addiction but I have seen crazier things happen and wanted it on hand in case something were to happen (my area is also dealing with a lot of issues). I still have the full prescription but the manager of my pcp office used the fact that I asked for that as an excuse to kick me from their office because I filed a well deserved complaint on a deserved issue. Waiting to see my options on slander but my message is that don't look at an addict as a lost cause or a bad person because even someone who took an oath to care and help their patients is proving to be a scumbag. Give compassion above all else. Even if you have to love and support them from a distance.

    Sherri Mantooth Bagwell
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    That's horrible! You try to be proactive & helpful by carrying life saving medicine (no different than carrying Epinephrine in case of an allergic reaction!) Good luck & keep fighting the good fight!

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    Jeremy
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    A woman had Narcan, that was meant to be

    Beth Arriaga
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Congratulations. And your eyes are beautiful window to a beautiful soul.

    Annie
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Incredible! Got chills reading how a woman found and saved you! Congratulations on your recovery!

    Stephanie W
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    What an amazing story........keep shining your light you are an inspiration to many!

    Anna McHugh
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    You give me hope! I'm so impressed with your strength and grace!

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    #21

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    Let’s show some love and support to our friend Кat who is celebrating 90 days clean! Keep going, Кat!

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    Livio Moldovanu
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Be strong. You are a beautiful person

    CincyReds
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Be strong my beautiful friend clean looks amazing on you

    Cynthia Humphreys
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    You can do it Kat! So many people supporting you!

    Teresa Groth
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Hallelujah Praise Jesus for your beautiful recovery!

    Anna McHugh
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Keep it up, you look fabulous!

    #22

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    1 year clean off of everything. I was shooting molly, coke, and dope. What did it for me was my girl telling me that we’re going to have a baby. One year later, I work full time and support my family. God is good!! Since I got clean, my oldest daughter’s mother allowed her back into my life! I love life and I love my family! Believe me, if I can do it so can y’all!!!

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    Crazy Meerkat Lady
    Community Member
    2 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Who's Molly?? Just kidding, WHAT is Molly?

    Marilyn Holt
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Another story of courage. Blessings on you and your kiddos.

    Annie
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Congrats on becoming clean and caring for your family! It takes a lot of strength and courage to do all that.

    A C
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Great job! And you did that work, you made those good choices. Not your god. Good job to YOU!

    Izzy
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    if someone finds comfort and solstice in the thought of a God looking over them and giving them support and meaning, they don't need you posting under their message (and every person who's expressed thanks to their God's message) negating their beliefs. it's not the supportive message you think it is. let people find peace wherever they want. they know and are acutely aware of the efforts they've put in to get to where they are - they're the ones who lived it. they don't need you pissing on their success by invalidating their spiritual beliefs.

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    Hello my name is Sierra and today I am celebrating 1 year sober! Today, I'm grateful for who I am. Today, I don't have to change how I feel. In this past year I have quit all mood/mind altering substances. I'm so grateful for my feelings today. I was an IV drug user and I thought I was going to die that way. Today I just want to spread hope that We do Recover! I did not get where I am by myself. I attend 12 step meetings and I work and live the program. I have service positions and I enjoy working with others. My drug addiction effected every person on this earth in a negative way and today I strive to have my recovery light the world one day at a time!

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    BananaJo
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    1 year! You're beautiful!

    Becca Kuehn
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Congratulations, Sierra. Stay strong and stay sober. I'm happy for you and everyone who loves you.

    Barry Lee
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Onya love keep up the great work you can be what ever you want to be and by the way your very pretty!your not in Australia by chance?keep clean and have a great life baz (Australia)😘😘

    Teresa Groth
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Praise Jesus for your beautiful change and the life He has given you, and hallelujah for your strength to get out of that life!

    #24

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    In 2015, I was strung out and arrested with 12 grams of heroin with possession to distribute, an unregistered firearm, as well as a plethora of other charges. Luckily my judge (who I am good friend with today) believed in rehabilitation as opposed to incarceration. I made him and myself a promise that if given the chance, I would get clean and stay the course. I kept my word. My life is amazing today. Well beyond my wildest dreams. I have peace and freedom. Today I do whatever I want.

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    LivingTheDream
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    The lie is dead. We do recover.

    Becs Gesler
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    We most certainly do! 25mths sober from opioid addiction - proud to say not 1 relapse!!

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    oddkiddo
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Finally someone thanking a real person and not their imaginary friends, :D Good on you!

    Michael Sanders
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    I knew an addict that was arrested for armed robbery and was able to get into rehab. He was so in debt to his dealer that the dealer handed him a shotgun and said go and get my money. He was in his 20’s, so lost and so naive about the world. He ultimately has started serving his sentence, but I think about how he would have turned out if he had just gone straight to jail. Angry, scared and still addicted. Honestly I don’t think he would’ve survived. But fortunately he was able to go to a nice facility and get himself straight and clean. Was one of the nicest people with such a kind heart after that process. Before it he was a nightmare. He had well off parents who were able to provide this treatment, but most people don’t have that luxury. It makes me sad the lack of effort in rehabilitation in the US which leads to many people just rotating through the system never really getting any better.

    Teresa Groth
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Praise Jesus for your recovery and thank the Lord for the Judges God given wisdom!

    #25

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    I’m Kailyn and I’m a recovering heroin addict. December 8th, 2016 was one of the worst and best days of my life. It was the day I tried to end my life and ended up in a hospital bed...but little did I know, it was also the first day of the rest of my life.

    If I wasn’t homeless or living in a hotel, I was missing my kids grow up because I was in and out of jail. I was broken. I was tired. I was miserable. So so miserable. I was 90 pounds of misery. 90 pounds of despair. My family all prepared to say goodbye. My mother started planning my funeral. My kids thought they would never see their momma again. But by the grace of God, I pulled through. God gave me a second chance at life, and I’d be damned if I was going to waste it.

    God is SO good to me today! I had to completely rebuild my life from scratch and was it easy? No. But was it worth it? Absolutely! My life is unrecognizable today. I have almost 4 years sober!

    4 years of happiness. 4 years of FREEDOM. I’m married to the love of my life, and am the best mom I can possibly be! My kids have their mom back. My parents have their daughter back. I now live my life sharing my story and showing others that recovery IS possible. You CAN live the life of your dreams if YOU choose to. You just have to want it more than anything else. Remember your past does not define you!! I am living proof. I BEAT THE ODDS. And you can too!

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    Anne MacRae
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Wow!! Great story. You look amazing. 👍

    Teresa Groth
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Praise Jesus for your beautiful testimony and thank Jesus for your life!

    Alison Vickery
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    That's the life you deserve. You're amazing, strong and resilient AF. Whatever you've been through, you are so much stronger than it is!!

    A C
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Great job! And you did that work, you made those good choices. Not your god. Good job to YOU!

    #26

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    I’m 1 year clean from meth and adderall today, guys. I can’t believe I did it. By the Grace of a loving God, I’ve been set free.

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    Teresa Groth
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Praise Jesus for His love and the support you were given!

    Lauren Potts
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Congratulations! You are so beautiful and so so strong! Praise the Lord!

    A C
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Great job! And you did that work, you made those good choices. Not your god. Good job to YOU!

    #27

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    Hi my name is Chad and I am 15 months clean and sober! By the Grace of God I have been spared and given the gift of recovery. Can I get an amen?

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    Susan Green
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    What a difference! Good for you!!

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    #28

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    I'm a 27 year old single mother of 3 from the UK. I have had a 2 year battle with cocaine. In that time, I lost 90 percent of my family. I was in thousand and thousands of pounds worth of debt to drug dealers. I had completely and utterly lost myself. Today, not only am I clean off drugs, I've also kicked a 40 a day cigarette habit and I am now back in contact with all my family. Every day is a constant battle, but one that I will continue to fight!

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    Megan O'Neil
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Congrats! You are doing an amazing job, you are a hero to your kids!!!

    Bored Birgit
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Yes, do it for your children. You are so young yourself and have three other lives you are responsible for and who have a right to have their mother. You will succeed!

    Annie
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    It took a lot of strength and faith to get here. That's quite an accomplishment! Congrats!

    Slune
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    How has somebody so much time to smoke 40 cigs a day with all the other stuff that going on?

    Alexa Poli-Scheigert
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    At last, someone doesn’t give credit to god. These warriors are doing it themselves, god has nothing to do with it.

    Janna Gelfand
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Keep up the good work!!! You go girl!!!

    Teresa Groth
    Community Member
    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Stay strong and with Jesus in your life you will be able to accomplish the goals you set for yourself, congratulations!

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    #29

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    Thank you Jesus! 31 years old, and after years and years of IV heroin and meth use, Jesus set me free. This November will be 5 years sober for me!

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    Cynthia Humphreys
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    There is nothing too hard for God.

    A C
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Great. Tell your god to fix poverty abuse starvation cruelty war famine et cetera....

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    Dale
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    To all of you who post " it's not your god, it's your hard work" this is an offensive statement to this young man, he knows very well what it took to change, and whether you believe in god is on you but to post that the god who changed him doesn't exist is ridiculous if you want to say good job on the hard work say that and move on.

    Shelley Kapach
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Give yourself some credit for changing your life.

    Cranky Pants
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Yea, after reading all of these I was wondering if any Athiests are on that site. Giving up drugs and going HARD CORE religious is just exchanging one addiction for another.

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    KT
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    You set yourself free with all your hard work and dedication, YOU deserve the credit not god

    Teresa Groth
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    God Bless you, and congratulations to you and thank you for your wonderful testimony!

    Willowbilly
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Jesus loves you! Congratulations on your journey into the light.

    Just a girl in a crazy world
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    I don’t mean to be rude but, it wasn’t Jesus, it was your hard work and dedication that set you free

    Izzy
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    if you don't want to be rude, don't s**t on the spiritual beliefs that helped these people reach sobriety. they're well aware of the hard work and dedication they put in. if believing in a higher power gives them that final push and something to believe in, so what? is it hurting anyone? be supportive or be quiet

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    #30

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    Change is possible. So glad I finally decided to ask for help. please if you or a loved one is struggling with addiction reach out! It’s never too late!

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    Teresa Groth
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Jesus is a wonderful loving father and a redeeming father, so congratulations on your beautiful life now!

    Jeremy
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Why are they all like really good looking?? Just asking

    Annie
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    A strong, beautiful soul.

    #31

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    The first picture, I was in active alcohol addiction. I was drinking sometimes a whole fifth of liquor by myself a night, trying to numb my demons with what I thought took the pain away. I was just stumbling through the days so I could get to my next drink. I was careless, hurting myself and others in the process. Two years later god, the universe, whoever, blessed me with what I definitely needed.

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    #32

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    Today I celebrate 5 years clean and sober. If life were fair, I’d be dead or in a prison cell... but God had another plan.

    28 rehabs, multiple psych wards, 3 overdoses that left me comatose and on a ventilator to the point where my friends would visit to say their goodbyes, 13 arrests all over the country, felonies in 3 states, homelessness, and absolutely nobody in my life wanted anything to do with me. It was truly a miserable existence. God had another plan.

    Where did it all go wrong? Raised well, great schools, safe neighborhoods, loving family, and a college athlete. “It’ll never happen to me!”... God had another plan.

    10/15/2015 I turned it over and followed some simple suggestions after putting a gun in my mouth and crying like a baby because I didn’t have the balls to pull the trigger. I called the police on myself with every intention of being locked in a cage for a couple decades. God had another plan.

    I ended up in a treatment center for the 28th time, and I had a realization that it’s now or never. I was in there when some other really cool people were in there, and they loved me until I could love myself. We started volunteering and being of service to others. I stayed in treatment for 9 months. God had another plan.

    Today, at 5 years sober, I couldn’t ask for a better life. I have a beautiful family, an amazing career in behavioral healthcare, and peace of mind. I’m happy, healthy, and content. I’m not ashamed to share my story. I have great friends who care about me. God had another plan.

    The moment I asked for help, people in AA were there to help mold me into a man of character, & things started happening in my that I never thought were possible for a person like me. God had another plan.

    I remember standing on Starr and White in 2014, homeless and dopesick, looking for some innocent person to rob so I could get another bag of heroin, and saying to myself “if I die today, that’ll be the best thing for the world. I’m not meant to be alive, this is my fate. People like me don’t get clean, I’ll die out here”. God had another plan.

    If you’re struggling with ANYTHING, it’s never too late. God has another plan for you, too.

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    #33

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    My name is Merissa and I’m an addict. I was once told I would never get custody of my children back from the state. I couldn’t accept that so I fought and I fought hard. I fought so hard that miracles happened. I transformed from a junkie to a mother in recovery. I got custody of my children again. I’ve been homeless. I’ve been revived with narcan, and I’ve been in jail as a result of my addiction. But that was the old me. Today, I have 2 1/2 years sober. We do recover.

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    Sinkvenice
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    I'm not entirely sure if small children should be involved to this degree, do they fully understand what it all means? What do other people think? I can't decide.

    Lydia Dean-Melchior
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    She lost her children due to her addictions. They were living in foster care, or with other relatives/people. I think they're very aware of the reasons why they weren't with their mother, and also the reason why they are safe with her now. They're probably happy & excited to celebrate with her.

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    For 13 years, I was on heroin and crack. My life consisted of overdoses, attending the funerals of my friends, jails, homelessness, withdrawal, abuse, and suffering. Today, I type this with almost 5 years clean and sober. I have my family back. I am a mother again. I have a job, an apartment, and a nice car. I never thought this was possible when I was out on the streets. This life is so amazing, please come give it a try.

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    #35

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    One year and 24 days completely clean! I am very self-conscious about my weight gain, but I’m so happy to be clean and sober! I want to thank everyone for supporting me and loving me until I could love myself!

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    Anne MacRae
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    You’re beautiful and more importantly you look so at peace!

    Angie Gray
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    You look beautiful and healthy!!!

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    #36

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    I started using young. First pills, then that lead to heroin. I was in and out of rehab and I was at a complete low for the longest time. I finally decided to go into a long term program. I was there for about 2 months then, out of nowhere,
    my father passed away. He was my number one supporter and since then, I’ve found the will and the power to keep going and to stay sober. It hasn’t been easy, but being sober is much better then being at an all time low.

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    Anne MacRae
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Your Dad is so proud of you; missing him is so hard, but know he’s with you in so many ways.💗

    Batwench
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    The fact that she did use to numb the pain of her dad’s death shows her strength. Good luck to her.

    #37

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    The first picture is one of the hardest days of our lives. Me and my sister were arrested in 2009 after years of living in addiction together. God put it on my heart that I was done with that life and I went to treatment. About a year after that, God put it on Emily’s heart to finally go to treatment as well. Every single day since has been such a blessing. The second picture is proof that recovery is possible if you put in the work.

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    #38

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    Hey guys. My name is Tina and I am now one year clean from meth and pills. I never thought I would even have one day clean. This life is so amazing!

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    #39

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    My name is Martin and I’m a grateful recovering addict. After 30 years of escaping feelings, responsibilities and consequences I found myself out of options. I was socially, physically, spiritually, emotionally and financially bankrupt. I did not want to live anymore. I gave rehab one more shot and it worked. I changed my life. I’ve been clean since 8/30/2018. The lie is dead, we do recover!

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    Anne MacRae
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Great job Martin - you look so much happier!

    SupaCab
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    We do indeed, well done Martin!

    #40

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    In the left picture I was lost and desperately addicted to drugs. Caught up in the horrific lifestyle that goes along with drugs. I thought I was a monster and that there was no hope for me. The only way I saw out was killing myself. Exactly what the enemy, Satan, and the devil wanted. But God, all mighty, all powerful, perfect, loving, and gracious, had bigger better plans for me. He reached down and wrapped his arms around me in that moment where I was shattered and saw no way out of the misery. It was when I recognized my need for a savior that my life changed and transformed so drastically.

    I am a child of God.
    I am happy.
    I am a wife.
    I am a mother.
    I am a friend.
    I am a sister.
    I am a daughter.

    Before, I was none of the above. This is why I share the picture and this post. GOD makes all things new and makes all things possible. There is hope.

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    #41

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    For years I walked around this earth an empty shell. Life had no meaning besides where and when I could get high again. My bottom was when I overdosed and found myself on life support for days. Today, I am almost 8 months clean. I have a beautiful baby girl and a full time job. My life has meaning now, thanks to recovery and a billion chances at a new life. We do recover.

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    Pungent Sauce
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Is becoming Instagram gorgeous a side effect of sobriety? I may need to reconsider my habits...

    Mewton’s Third Paw
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    She has on a skin smoothing filter. Even her hair is filtered.

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    Linda Niemczyk
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Why do they add filters to some if not all most females but not with Males?

    #42

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    Ten years of active addiction, pain, and loss. I lost my family and friends respect, but most of all my self-respect and my dignity. Living in nasty hotels, hospital stays, and self isolation. After my 10th rehab/detox is when it all started to click. This attempt at rehab worked because I was doing it for me and not for anyone else. Something deep inside of me knew I wanted better and desperately wanted change. Today I have a wonderful husband, my family back, and two years of sobriety. Change does not come easy, but it is possible.

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    #43

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    One year. The girl on the left was broken, lost, she had given up hope of ever having a life that wasn’t completely ruled by drugs and alcohol. She was scared, hurt and felt there was no way out of the hell she was living. She had fallen so hard and so fast and could barely hold on any longer. She hurt everyone around her and felt completely alone in the world. She did things she never would have done if it weren’t for the crippling grip that addiction had on her. She saw things that she never thought she could heal from. She felt things no one should have to feel. She had lost the sparkle in her eyes and her body, so weak, began to fall apart just like her mind. She was minutes away from death and she just couldn’t find a reason to keep fighting. The girl on the right is free. She has hope, faith and courage. She holds her head high and does everything she can to stay strong and keep fighting. She feels loved, and she loves just the same. She is alive and she is connected. She feels her emotions, even the bad, and knows to take things one day at a time. Today, she is a friend, a daughter, a girlfriend, an employee. Today, she can look at herself in the mirror and smile at the girl staring back. Today, she is happy and she knows she can’t do this alone. Thank you to everyone who has been with me through this crazy year, I love you all, I believe in you all and I pray you too find your happiness.

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    Anne MacRae
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Beautiful writing. Congratulations on your determination and your success - you deserve it!

    #44

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    I’ve been through more detoxes and rehabs than I’ll probably ever feel comfortable admitting. I would never complete, no matter what the consequences may have been. I’d either leave against medical advice or get kicked out for fighting or choking someone out. Failure became normal to me. I gave up on myself. But through every failed attempt, my mom stood by my side and refused to give up on me; more importantly she refused to allow me to give up on myself. The morning of Christmas Eve I overdosed and fell into the train tracks of the L. A police officer was there to hit me with narcan, and give me another chance at life. I went to treatment and started taking a look at my entire life. I started thinking about how my actions affected those around me. I started taking responsibility. I started praying, non stop. If you think God doesn’t have a better plan for your life, just take a look at mine. I shouldn’t be here, but I am. With that being said, on to transitional living for the next chapter.

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    #45

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    "I'm too young to be an alcoholic," I used to think to myself, especially in a world where drinking is socially acceptable and glamorized. But like an alcoholic, my mind is my biggest enemy to the point I can convince myself that I can be just fine drinking. The truth is there is nothing left in a drink for me, nothing but pain. I was not the type of person to drink every day, but when I did drink, I could not in safety. I show these pictures below because alcohol has left me nearly dead several times. It has left me awake inhospitable beds on ventilators, and it has put me in terrible situations. I am now 23 and nine months sober, and it feels too good to be true; but it hasn't been easy, but I no longer have to repeat that cycle of embarrassment. Without alcohol, I have realized the dull and the difficult. There are the highs and the lows, but that is life. The challenge for us alcoholics is to find a way to make it work and to make it work means to push past those emotions we once used to treat with addiction. Don't ever think you're too young to get sober because you are never too young to die.

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    #46

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    My name is Madison and when I was just 15 years old I started using crack and heroin. By 20 I was on the streets homeless. In my active addiction I went through a lot. I overdosed nineteen times, and escaped situations on the street that I still don’t have words for. Drug court saved my life, and helped me get to where I am today. My family was the first thing to go to my addiction. Today, they’re back in my life and support me. There’s a lot of people out there who don’t support us. There’s a lot of posts out there knocking us. Let them see this. Let them see my picture. I’ll stand up for us. We are the forgotten ones. The ones nobody thought would make it. Look at us now. Never count out an addict.

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    #47

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    Heroin. It’s an addiction like no other. It’s a 5 AM daily alarm clock that rips you from your sleep and greets you with crippling anxiety and withdrawal. It takes no days off. It doesn’t care if it’s Sunday, Christmas, or your mother’s birthday. It’s a machine. And machines don’t have feelings. They have functions. Functions that perform a very specific task, and the task of this machine is simple—find heroin and get high. Day after day. Week after week. Month after month. Year after year. It’s a machine that somehow robs you of any memory of your life prior to your addiction. You forget about your grandmother, your first home run, or any interests you ever had prior to it. You know they exist. You know they’re important. You know you once loved them. But for whatever reason, they suddenly lack the relevancy and importance that they once had to you. It degrades you. It torments you. It abuses you. It lies to you and tells you everything is fine. It rationalizes the irrational. It distorts reality. And most importantly, it alienates you from everyone who loves you. Once it has you isolated, it owns you. It’s your worst enemy and your best friend. And then it convinces you that it loves you like nothing and nobody ever loved you in your life. It’s an addiction that I have overcome. An addiction that some say I have beaten. But to be honest some days it still wakes me up and fills me with that same anxiety it used to. Some days it still alienates me from my friends and family. Some days it still try’s to make me forget about what’s important to me. Day after day for 4 years now I continue to take this machine apart. The machine doesn’t work anymore. It tries to but it can’t. It still has the same task but I’ve removed its ability to function. It’s an addiction like no other

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    Bearmonfrere
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    This is such an accurate description. I love the analogy of taking the machine apart so it can't work,that is an excellent way to think about it when you're having a day when you're struggling to stay sober.

    #48

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    My name is Jonah,
    I started using weed at a pretty young age, and I didn’t think there was any problem with it. I didn’t have a desire to use any other drugs.
    When I was 16 On March 8th, 2009 my brother passed away from a drug and alcohol overdose. I promised myself I would never use hardcore drugs ever, and I despised them and anyone who used them.
    But without realizing it, before my eyes I ended up on pills, then pills turned to heroin and heroin turned to fentanyl. And I had to throw cocaine and Xanax in the mix as well.
    I started paying serious consequences for my drug use, including many overdoses, jail, and ruined relationships.
    My father who was my biggest fan and loved me so much unconditionally even had to step back from my toxic lifestyle. He was dying of cancer, and meanwhile I was taking every last cent from him. He loved me so much, but he didn’t have much time left and he had to choose to step back so he could have a peaceful remainder of his life.
    I was in jail at metro west on January 10th, 2015 when I got the news he had passed away. I lost all desire to live at that point, realizing the trouble I had caused and I was too afraid to intentionally kill myself, so I figured if when I got out I could just go back to my drug-addicted lifestyle, and eventually, I would die. Hopefully sooner than later.
    But that just led me to more years of suffering. And it got so bad at certain times, I would pray to god that I would die or get killed.
    I thoroughly believed there was no way out and that I was in too deep, that I couldn't recover.
    On October 26th, 2018 against all odds, I entered rehab for the first time since I was 21, at 25 years old. Unfortunately, I got out and went back to using, but I realized that I may have a chance if I could dedicate myself and come to terms with the fact that I cannot pick up NO MATTER WHAT. I wanted a better life, I just didn’t know what to do or how to obtain it.
    On January 10th, 2020 I went to detox, I ended up in a county-run facility here in Miami. I didn’t want to go, because I heard about this place from people in the other rehab I went to and I thought I was too good for it. But in reality, I wasn’t too good for anything at that time. All I knew was I needed to change because I am still in my 20s and I cannot imagine suffering for the rest of my life, so I became willing. On January 15th, 2020 I entered rehab. I became heavily involved in The fellowship and my perspective changed about many things. By the grace of God, I am one year sober!

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    #49

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    I’m so proud of myself and how far I’ve came! I never thought I’d be living such a good life. Some days I think, “Is this real life?” I am able to laugh, GENUINELY laugh, without being high or drunk. It feels so good to be comfortable in my own skin. To wake up and not have to use a substance to function and go about my day. I took life for granted and quite frankly, I am lucky to be alive. Addiction IS A DISEASE. I pray everyday for those who are still sick & suffering, for the addict that picked up for the first time, for the addict that picked up for the last time, and the babies born into this insidious disease. To my brothers and sisters in recovery, I love you and will always be here to support you. A huge thank you to my support system for always having faith in me. To my dad, for being my right hand man and to my best friend Erin for never leaving my side and believing in me. And everyone else who supports my recovery. I love you all dearly!

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    #50

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    The picture on the left is 2018, full blown IV heroin and meth addiction. The picture on the right is now. Today, I celebrate one year clean. God is so good and life is so beautiful on the other side.

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    #51

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    I was on meth for exactly a year. I started at 120 lbs, but I got down to 70lbs. I went into a psychosis multiple times. I would stay awake for days or weeks and would not eat. I ended up in the hospital twice. I shaved my head and my face was a mess. My mental health was horrendous. Thankfully, in a psychosis, my mom called the cops on me. That was exactly what I needed.

    Today, I am one year and 8 months sober. I am back up to 115 pounds. I feel better than I ever have. You can sink pretty low in a year’s time but you can also rise up higher than you ever thought possible in the same amount of time.

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    #52

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    68 days sober today! This has been the fight of my life. This is the first time I’ve ever actually tried to get sober because I thought it was impossible. It’s not! I wish I knew sooner how much better life could be!

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    #53

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    5 years clean today! The second pic is me in jail in 2014. My dad took a bunch of pics so I wouldn’t forget. I can laugh now. I look at that picture and see a naive young women that was careless and selfish. Today, I realize how precious life is and I continue to work on myself using the 12 steps to become a better woman. Recovery changed me and continues to make me better. I love my life and don’t ever want to take it for granted. I’m so grateful for NA and the program that saved my life. 5 years is a long time for an addict like me, I’m so proud of myself!

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    #54

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    I was once a person who blamed my problems on anyone, except for myself. My problems were everyone else's problems. I was a victim, I used to numb the feelings of loneliness, depression. I used to celebrate when I would "hit a lick". I was introduced to methamphetamine in 2013, I used on & off for the first couple of years.. In 2016 is when my addiction got bad. I would walk miles to get high, and I constantly cuss God. I lost my self worth, my self respect, & my self esteem. I got into the wrong crowd and I kept going to jail. I went to jail multiple times in 5 years. This is my last mugshot as of January 6, 2019. May 2019, I turned into a coldhearted person I visited the darkest place I've ever been in my life. I started believing that God wasn't real. Today, I thank God for allowing me to get arrested on January 6, 2019. I wasn't even mad when I got pulled over, I felt instant relief. I knew that I was going to Bowie County Women's Center! I got there and I played the victim, until I was told to sit down and really look at my problems and taking ownership of all the s**t I had done. I started putting in the work, and I could tell that I was growing into the woman I've always wanted to be. I started watching Elevation Church on Sunday's.. It changed my life. Bowie County Women's Center changed my life. I have been 1 year sober and a couple of weeks. I thank God for setting me down! I will never look back down that road ever again!!! God has transformed me into the woman I truly wanted to be and he is still doing wonderful wonders in my life!! I have a supportive family and my sisters in purple!! I'm so thankful for a 2nd chance. I was able to live two different lifestyles in one lifetime!!

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    I was going down a bad road of alcohol and destruction. I almost lost my family because I gave up, went into a bad depression, lost someone very very close to me, and it got worse. I drank every single day from about 2015 to November of 2019 just to cope. I’m what they would’ve called a functioning alcoholic, but I can honestly say god will restore everything you have lost if you only believe and be OBEDIENT to his will over your life. Now I’m one year sober because I decided to change my life. My father died at a young age of alcoholism and I vowed to myself I would break this generational curse. My family have been my biggest supporters. My three angels that I lost on 3/7/19, 3/17/20, and 4/17/20 are in the grandstands of heaven smiling down on me. Thank god for change

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    Mewton’s Third Paw
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    These religious nuts make this thing still seem tragic. “OBEDIENT”. He’s not living his own life even sober.

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    The weather was cold and dreary like today - at least that’s the way I remember it. With all my possessions in trash bags and tweeker bags my guy dropped me off at 1409 2nd st. I was scared and alone highly motivated by my last hope of regaining custody of my kids who had been taken by CPS in a drug bust. I was awkward - antisocial really - and my brain had zero capability of producing serotonin. My fear of the future consumed me and anger was the only emotion I knew how to express. I stayed in treatment as long as they’d let me and went on to transitional like had been suggested. I started to see my kids slowly and then on a regular basis and hope began to grow inside of me. I was introduced to the recovery community and finally got one of those sponsors everyone kept talking about. Nothing came to me easily. My brain had been burnt from the years of IV drug use. I began to share in meetings and take the suggestions of my sponsor and others who had been where I was and things started to happen...things inside of me. There were no guarantees about what the future would have to offer but I believed in the simple concepts of recovery. Through prayer and a journey in finding daily gratitude, my life changed. I regained custody of my kids and so much more. The blessing of recovery have been more than I ever imagined or deserved. Life has had it difficulties but by the grace of God I haven’t had to use chemicals as a solution for the last 13 years and for that I am eternally grateful.

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    #57

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    7 months and 15 days sober after a 3 year meth and heroin addiction. We do recover!

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    #58

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    After 20 years of struggling with addiction I finally got my life back. This is what 11 months clean looks like! Never give up hope.

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    I am overjoyed and eternally grateful that on December 18th, 2019, I decided that no longer will I lay at rock bottom and wait for a trap door to open for me. I had a life changing moment of clarity. Now I've seen the BEST parts of my life! Today, I have a whole year of sobriety, peace, self-worth, love, understanding, and tolerance. I just wanted to let my story be heard and show anyone out there that this is possible. Heroin took everything from me, but it has also taught me how strong I am. We do recover!

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    My name is Angie and I am 29 years old. I suffered with addiction for 12 years. In that time I have lost the love of my life, been incarcerated over 5 times in multiple jails, went to rehab 4 times and been homeless. This past year I attended a mommy and me program that changed my life. I now have 11 months clean and have a sponsor and home group I am in love with. I choose life, I choose my daughters, my family and recovery.
    1st photo is of me in the horrors of addiction. 2nd is of me 11 months happy in recovery.

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    #61

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    After a 2-year fentanyl addiction, I’m proud to say I’m now 5 months sober!

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    My dope dealer Boobie answers on the first ring, "What's up champ I'm on Guy Brewer, how much you need?" I sit and pause for a moment. My nose is running, my stomach is churning, and my bones are aching for a bundle. The question hits me again? How much do I need? Here's what I need. I need one bundle of low-esteem. I need ten years of pain. I need to be so dishonest that I can no longer decipher the true from the false. I need to hate my life everyday. I need to dread the next day because I know tomorrow I'll be forced to do it all over again. I need to be degraded, and embarrassed. I need to spend everyday worrying about being dope sick and forget about what real life is. I need a decade worth of getting my mother's hopes up just to tear them down. I need 3,650 days of being estranged from my family. I need 28 failed treatment attempts. I need homelessness, and dereliction. I need to spend Christmas year after year in a train station. I need 7 overdoses and 7 emergency rooms to walk right out of. I need the stigma of addiction to make me settle in life. I need to be riddled with fear in every fiber of my being. I NEED TO LOSE EVERYTHING. Boobie pauses for a second and says, "Yeah champ I got that for you, it's 75 a bundle but it's fire today." I try to tell him I don't want it, but all that comes out my mouth is, "I'm on my way."

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    Thenatural
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    This guy explains addiction like no other....

    Bearmonfrere
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    4 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    All of that is so true.So much love and respect to anyone going through this right now.I thought I was going to die from the pain in my soul,heart,body,but it is possible to get better. I thought I would never in a million years be able to get out of the hole of addiction,I was too far down it and everywhere was just darkness. It took being homeless and beaten and raped,the loss of my family and overdosing 5 times until I hit my rock bottom. It was the kind word of a former addict that turned my life around,she was a stranger who came up to me whilst I was begging on the street. That was 2 and half years ago,and life has changed for me for the better in lots of ways.Please believe me it DOES get better,life IS worth it,and you CAN do it. Never give up hope x

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    Today is a BIG milestone for me in recovery from alcohol. I celebrate SIX MONTHS of continual sobriety, but I wanted to share what’s on my heart. Somewhere, at some point, I completely stopped caring about myself.

    I was always much more than this, I always was. They saw me as an alcoholic — unworthy and unforgiveable. As I laid, many weekends clinging to the bedsheets wanting God to end my suffering on earth, I still had hopes, plans, and dreams. But the internal grief had taken over; I just wanted the pain to end. Whoever is out there that kept praying for me to finally see my worth – I’m so glad you did.

    YOU are the reason I celebrate SIX MONTHS of SOBRIETY -- 182 days, 26 weeks of walking through the dark, looking for an avenue of light. I’m finding it, daily – small and gentle reminders that whisper, “you’re going to be okay…” I tell my stories with a smile because there are still people trying to recover, still hating themselves for their mistakes, and the families that are shattered by the mistakes – however, there is HOPE.

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    I was addicted to meth from 2013 to 2016 ended up in the hospital three different times. One it got so bad I ended on life support because my kidneys shut down. I am proud to say I’ve been clean and sober since then! We do recover!!

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    On this day 8 years ago, I was separated from drugs and alcohol for the last time. I was desperate, I was destitute, and I was out of ideas. I knew I couldn't keep going the way I was going, but I didn't know how to stop either. So I did the only thing that made sense to me at the time and I reached out to someone I knew from AA. I now know that desperation I felt was a gift from God, so when that woman from AA threw me a life preserver, I grasped onto it like my life depended on it because it did. Carol, thank you for being the hand of AA that was there for me when I reached out for help. Thank you, God, for putting me in a place where I could accept the help she offered and for delivering me from the prison of addiction that I had started to believe I would never be free from. I couldn't have done it without You. I am truly grateful today.

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    3 months clean from heroin and meth. I choose to live!

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    4 years free from heroin. On the left, I was about to go to prison as a result of my drug use. On the right, I can finally genuinely smile again. Don’t give up on yourself, recovery is possible!

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    I'm 24 and I have made it to over 22 months without drugs.
    Two heartbreaks, with so many nights and days crying on the floor and screaming at my bedroom walls. Sleeping on a couch in the suburbs to a small room at two different places with my mom, countless moments of absolute joy, and laughter that makes your stomach hurt. Beauty that makes you believe in magic.
    Working 8-13 hours a day 5-7 days a week at multiple jobs until I found one that affords me a life that allows me to breathe.
    From severe depression, self-harm, and several attempts to take my own life to finding out how to be content and never inflict pain upon myself. Learning how to display a genuine smile every day, for even just the smallest reason.
    Losing my grandma, losing myself, and finding myself.
    Getting my dog, losing my dog, and stealing him back.
    To my own two-bedroom apartment, a new car, and restored relationships with my family and friends.
    You may not know my story, but take a seat, and let me show you how misery and darkness can turn into a life wrapped in love, it's about self-love and unconditional love for myself, and for you all.
    It'll be 2 years on November 22nd, 2020.

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