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I’ve been struggling with depression for a long time now, but I act positive so no one sees me as “sad”, “weird”, or “faking it” or whatever.
I’ve been making Beasty for a few weeks to help others see depression through my eyes, but no one really gets it.
At first it was a kind of complicated drawing but I made it simpler over time.
Depression has really weakened me from my grades to my friendships and I really hope to get some help…
Beastly’ first drawing (and last like this). Depression is the goopy thing I think Beasty represents me a little…
Beasty is simplified now. It made it easier for me to draw and a bit cuter to relieve some stress.
Sometimes it’s like a wave of horrible things comes at me after I’ve just reached the air of success…
I’ve been trying to escape for so long but I can never reach my goal…
The monster is always after me and no matter how hard I fight it, it’s always there.
I try talking to others, but they don’t understand… 😔
It feels like it’s caving in on me, waiting for me to snap
And sometimes I wonder…
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Here to Troll 7 years ago
It WILL get better. It's never easy to hear, and it's impossible to believe during what you're going through, but it will. Listen to Derpicorn: find someone you trust that listens well. It won't fix everything, but it will help, and every little step is progress toward beating back that goopy thing. You ARE Beasty, and you can do it. Words from strangers on the internet don't always help, but we can't offer you much else.
Derpicorn 7 years ago
Depression is a hard topic... people think it's weird or just sadness but it's much more. If it is affecting your grades and social life, you should really get some help. It's hard to find advice from people on the internet so I know you've probably tried a lot. You should talk to someone closest to you and tell them what's really going on.
Blue wolf (Post author) 6 years ago
I wanted to thank everyone who commented for the support, Iβve been getting a little better each month at least and itβs helped me to improve my grades, friendships, etc. itβs really hard to get rid of though. Iβll try and post a beasty each week to let you all know how Iβm doing. Thank you so much again! It makes me happy that Iβm not alone.
Bob 2.0 6 years ago
I just want to say, thank you so much for mentioning me on your profile! Really means a lot when someone with your artistic skill notices someone like me. Thanks for the comics!
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DaisyAppreciation 7 years ago
Just saying I think beasty is really cute, and I hope you guys get through it
Jayashree Swaminathan 7 years ago
Hey, I have been struggling with depression too. I was on the verge of giving up. It has affected my life, flipped it around (in a horrible way). Nobody seems to understand what I go through. When it got severe, a therapist recommended this book, Feeling Good by David Burns. I've just started, but I'm sure you could use a read too! Stay Strong!
CheriΓ© Terblanche 7 years ago
This is so beautiful. Depression isn't something that ever goes away completely. Even when you're extremely happy, it's always lurking, making you wonder "how long is this going to last".
spoopy kiddo 6 years ago
this is so good!! don't give up, it'll get better i promise. just pull through it and you'll do fine, i know you can!!
Here to Troll 7 years ago
It WILL get better. It's never easy to hear, and it's impossible to believe during what you're going through, but it will. Listen to Derpicorn: find someone you trust that listens well. It won't fix everything, but it will help, and every little step is progress toward beating back that goopy thing. You ARE Beasty, and you can do it. Words from strangers on the internet don't always help, but we can't offer you much else.
Derpicorn 7 years ago
Depression is a hard topic... people think it's weird or just sadness but it's much more. If it is affecting your grades and social life, you should really get some help. It's hard to find advice from people on the internet so I know you've probably tried a lot. You should talk to someone closest to you and tell them what's really going on.
Blue wolf (Post author) 6 years ago
I wanted to thank everyone who commented for the support, Iβve been getting a little better each month at least and itβs helped me to improve my grades, friendships, etc. itβs really hard to get rid of though. Iβll try and post a beasty each week to let you all know how Iβm doing. Thank you so much again! It makes me happy that Iβm not alone.
Bob 2.0 6 years ago
I just want to say, thank you so much for mentioning me on your profile! Really means a lot when someone with your artistic skill notices someone like me. Thanks for the comics!
Load More Replies... DaisyAppreciation 7 years ago
Just saying I think beasty is really cute, and I hope you guys get through it
Jayashree Swaminathan 7 years ago
Hey, I have been struggling with depression too. I was on the verge of giving up. It has affected my life, flipped it around (in a horrible way). Nobody seems to understand what I go through. When it got severe, a therapist recommended this book, Feeling Good by David Burns. I've just started, but I'm sure you could use a read too! Stay Strong!
CheriΓ© Terblanche 7 years ago
This is so beautiful. Depression isn't something that ever goes away completely. Even when you're extremely happy, it's always lurking, making you wonder "how long is this going to last".
spoopy kiddo 6 years ago
this is so good!! don't give up, it'll get better i promise. just pull through it and you'll do fine, i know you can!!
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