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Hey Pandas, AITA For Feeling Hurt By My Friend’s Comment About My Gender?

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I (15YO) am a bisexual trans guy. I’ve been out to my best friend (16M) for as long as we’ve known each other. We’ll call him Simon.

Simon is gay, but pretty in the closet about it

Hey Pandas, AITA For Feeling Hurt By My Friend’s Comment About My Gender?

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He’s only out to me, and one other friend who I introduced him to (15F who we can call Abby). We’ve all kissed each other at different points (yeah yeah, teenager stuff, it was all platonic or sexual, there’s no romantic feelings and it was all consensual and cool. To my knowledge, I don’t think Abby and Simon have kissed on the lips, though).

Earlier this week, I was talking with Simon and Abby and we were just chatting about queer stuff and identity and Simon was making a joke about even being as gay as he is, he’s never kissed a guy.

I sort of raised an eyebrow and asked him what he was talking about, because he’s kissed me

Hey Pandas, AITA For Feeling Hurt By My Friend’s Comment About My Gender?

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Simon stuttered and eventually got out that it doesn’t count, because I’m not a real guy.

I took offense to this. I’m not hardcore masc, but I’m leaning more towards that and andro than towards femme. We got into a fight and I’m currently not speaking to him. I feel bad because he’s gone through a lot of confusion through his sexuality to get to the point where he’s just into men. I’m also confused about that part because if he’s only into guys, why did he kiss me if he doesn’t see me as one.

Abby’s on my side but she also thinks I should cut Simon some slack because we’re young and I haven’t physically transitioned yet.

So… AITA?

Expert’s Advice

This is a challenging situation, and it’s clear you’re navigating some complicated feelings around identity and friendship. Here are five suggestions to help you approach this thoughtfully:

1. Recognize Your Feelings

It’s completely valid to feel hurt by Simon’s comment. His words struck at an essential part of your identity, and it’s okay to take time to process your emotions. Talking to someone you trust or journaling might help you clarify what you’re feeling and what you want moving forward.

2. Reflect on Simon’s Perspective

Simon’s struggles with his own identity might have influenced his comment. While this doesn’t excuse invalidating your identity, understanding that his words might stem from confusion or ignorance (rather than intentional harm) could help you approach the situation with empathy.

3. Communicate Openly

When you’re ready, consider having an honest conversation with Simon. Use “I” statements to explain how his comment affected you, such as, “I felt invalidated when you said I’m not a real guy because my identity matters deeply to me.” This approach can encourage understanding without escalating conflict.

4. Set Healthy Boundaries

It’s okay to let Simon know that comments invalidating your identity are not acceptable. Boundaries are about creating a space where you feel respected and understood, which is crucial in any friendship.

5. Evaluate the Friendship’s Value

Ask yourself whether this friendship is providing you with the support and affirmation you need. Friendships can evolve, and it’s okay to take a step back if this relationship feels more harmful than helpful. Surrounding yourself with people who validate and respect you is essential.

You’re handling a difficult situation with a lot of maturity and thoughtfulness. Trust yourself to make decisions that prioritize your well-being and affirm your identity.

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How do you feel about Simon's comment not considering the narrator a 'real guy'?

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JB 1 day ago (edited)

First, I’m sorry Simon’s words hurt you, you’re never an a$$ for how you feel. Thing is (and I don’t mean to be hurtful here), you are not and never will be a “real” guy because the real part refers to biology. When/if you transition, you will spend the rest of your life telling medical people that you have transitioned. As rubbish as it currently is, there is growing evidence that females (I’m trying really hard with the terminology here) should have different medical treatments to males. Hopefully, over the next few decades this will improve but it does mean you will never be able to leave your biology entirely behind. Simon does deserve some grace, his eyes see a reality that conflicts with your internal truth. I honestly believe he blurted without thinking and encourage you to focus on his apology. He acknowledged, validated, your feelings; that’s what a true friend does when they mess up. FWIW, so far as I’m concerned, you’re a guy.

13points

Rayne OfSalt 17 hours ago

Problematic support is a new one to me lol. JB, if being a "real" guy involves certain equipment, you've just invalidated a whole bunch of men who've lost equipment through quirks of birth, illness, accident or other reasons. Besides which, equipment can be surgically created. Ask me how I know.

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Ace 1 day ago

I think the OP needs to cut Simon some slack. I understand how important gender identity feels, particularly at that age, but the fact is that if Simon is into guys then a trans guy, normally lacking in certain physical attributes, may very well not ever be in his attracted-to group. Yes, using the term 'not a real man' was unfortunate but it sounds like he's apologetic and clearly from the context he was using it to refer to the sorts of people who he'd find sexually attractive. Trans people are fully aware of the fact that they're not "real" members of the gender they identify with, or at least they should be, and should not be so sensitive to it being pointed out.

10points

Secret Squirrel 1 day ago

Simons comment was about him, not you. You can tell because being gay is not about who you kiss but you are attracted to. He's struggling with his own identity and yours got caught in friendly fire. Not an excuse he can use forever, but don't write him off unless he sticks to it. It was dumb a d hurtful, but it sounds like it comes from self loathing. So bear that in mind. It would be a shame to throw away what seems like a good friendship on one AH day.

5points

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