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My Conceptual Self-Portraits Tell The Story Of Depression
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My Conceptual Self-Portraits Tell The Story Of Depression

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This is an ongoing series about depression and how it affects people who suffer from it.  It is called “Melancholy – a girl called depression”, and the intention is to give the outsider a peek into what emotions or lack thereof such a person might feel.

The character in this series has no face and sometimes has missing limbs, firstly, so that anybody that either suffers from depression or has dealt with it in some way, can identify with her.

Secondly, to keep the viewer’s attention on the feelings often experienced through depression, like emptiness, hopelessness and not recognizing oneself anymore. This series goal is to bring a voice to those who suffer from this debilitating condition and also to create awareness.

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Withering Away

My Conceptual Self-Portraits Tell The Story Of Depression

Its feeling like you’ve lost something
but having no clue when or
where you last had it.
Then one day you realize what you lost
is yourself.

Uninhabited

My Conceptual Self-Portraits Tell The Story Of Depression

“Maybe we feel empty because
we leave pieces of ourselves
in everything we used to love.”
– R. M. Drake

Dangling

My Conceptual Self-Portraits Tell The Story Of Depression

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“Why can’t I try on different
lives, like dresses,
to see which one fits best?”
-Sylvia Plath

It’s Complicated

From the outside looking in, its hard to understand. From the inside looking out, its hard to explain.

Forgotten

My Conceptual Self-Portraits Tell The Story Of Depression

Somebody asked me if I knew you.
A million memories flashed through my
mind, I just smiled and said:
‘I used to’.

Barren

My Conceptual Self-Portraits Tell The Story Of Depression

Some days, I feel everything at once. Other days, I feel nothing at all. I don’t know what’s worse―drowning beneath the waves, or dying from the thirst.

All images remain the property of ©Janelia Mould – please do not use without permission.

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Janelia Mould-Cheeky Ingelosi

Janelia Mould-Cheeky Ingelosi

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Janelia is a fine art photographer from South Africa. Through her conceptual photography she invites the viewer to experience the inner workings of her mind. Her images mostly portray a surrealistic nature, and is often described to be confounded and bizarre. Her other passion is collecting antique and vintage items, which spills over into her photography, often giving her images the feeling that it is from a time long forgotten.

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Janelia Mould-Cheeky Ingelosi

Janelia Mould-Cheeky Ingelosi

Author, Community member

Janelia is a fine art photographer from South Africa. Through her conceptual photography she invites the viewer to experience the inner workings of her mind. Her images mostly portray a surrealistic nature, and is often described to be confounded and bizarre. Her other passion is collecting antique and vintage items, which spills over into her photography, often giving her images the feeling that it is from a time long forgotten.

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Inurri
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I've seen many photo projects about depression but this particular one got me.

Mena Kates
Community Member
7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Your photographs are simply fabulous! Which is to say so are you. What haunts you, inspires you. What hurts you, gives you talent.

sosunlight
Community Member
7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Sad but beautiful. Captures that feeling of never quite being yourself. Thank you for sharing

Alice Pohon
Community Member
7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

désolée je ne sais pas pourquoi il y a eu des erreurs dans mon précédent post. En tous les cas j'aime votre travail, et je voudrais écrire une métaphore sur ce qu'est la dépression. J'aurais souhaité vous contacter par mail dans l'idéal, mais sinon j'ai adoré vos clichés.

Alice Pohon
Community Member
7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Je suis actuellement en train de faire des recherches pour écrire une métaphore sur la dépression. Votre travail m'a permis de voir une autre facette de cette maladie, et m'a beaucoup inspiré. J'aurais souhaité vous contacter, en tous les cas je suis admirative de vos clichés.

Marius Els
Community Member
7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Just and incredible series of art work by Janelia Mould that is so well thought out and beautifully executed. I felt moved and understood by just looking at these images and even though I am a male the emotion it creates crosses all boundaries.

Alicia Rius
Community Member
7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

What a beautiful and touching series. I hope and wish you get better soon.

Alice P
Community Member
7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I like them so much.. as a person who had depresion these headless images are best things I ever saw to explain depression.

Mary Meine
Community Member
7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Sorry. I typed 'Aafreen' and the stupid spell checker must have thought I made a mistake!

Aafreen Khan
Community Member
7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Hiii Janelia, I'm Aafreen, I wanna share something with you today. I don't know if I'm having depression or not but sometimes I don't feel anything, I wanna cry but tears don't come out of my eyes I don't know what is happening to me, is it a depression or just I'm thinking too must. I tried to find regarding this on google but no result. So here today I'm writing to you if this is a depression, if yes, then how to handle this.

Community Member
7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Hi Aafreen, thank you for your message. I am not a professional by any means, if you are not feeling yourself, I would suggest you see a professional as soon as possible. A Psychologist, Psychiatrist or even a Counselor trained in that area will be able to assist and help you manage it, if you do indeed suffer from depression. Do not just leave it and hope it will get better, reach out to someone and please, however hard it may seem, look after yourself. It can be managed and the more you inform yourself on the topic, the better. I have included links that you might want to read or look at :-) https://youtu.be/XiCrniLQGYc and https://www.helpguide.org/articles/depression/dealing-with-depression.htm Thank you so much for sharing your story with me. I truly hope you get the help you need to live a meaningful and happy life again. Best Wishes.

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itza sekret
Community Member
7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Interesting compositions, but not at all reflective of the experience of an actual person having this affliction. First... way too much color. Do you actually think people with depression feel, or see, any of this color in life? You cannot translate their experience to others using a medium depressed people can't even appreciate. Ironic, that.

Marcena Cashman
Community Member
7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

People have different experiences with depression. For me I was numb. The visual world was one of the only things that interested me.

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Inurri
Community Member
7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I've seen many photo projects about depression but this particular one got me.

Mena Kates
Community Member
7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Your photographs are simply fabulous! Which is to say so are you. What haunts you, inspires you. What hurts you, gives you talent.

sosunlight
Community Member
7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Sad but beautiful. Captures that feeling of never quite being yourself. Thank you for sharing

Alice Pohon
Community Member
7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

désolée je ne sais pas pourquoi il y a eu des erreurs dans mon précédent post. En tous les cas j'aime votre travail, et je voudrais écrire une métaphore sur ce qu'est la dépression. J'aurais souhaité vous contacter par mail dans l'idéal, mais sinon j'ai adoré vos clichés.

Alice Pohon
Community Member
7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Je suis actuellement en train de faire des recherches pour écrire une métaphore sur la dépression. Votre travail m'a permis de voir une autre facette de cette maladie, et m'a beaucoup inspiré. J'aurais souhaité vous contacter, en tous les cas je suis admirative de vos clichés.

Marius Els
Community Member
7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Just and incredible series of art work by Janelia Mould that is so well thought out and beautifully executed. I felt moved and understood by just looking at these images and even though I am a male the emotion it creates crosses all boundaries.

Alicia Rius
Community Member
7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

What a beautiful and touching series. I hope and wish you get better soon.

Alice P
Community Member
7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I like them so much.. as a person who had depresion these headless images are best things I ever saw to explain depression.

Mary Meine
Community Member
7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Sorry. I typed 'Aafreen' and the stupid spell checker must have thought I made a mistake!

Aafreen Khan
Community Member
7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Hiii Janelia, I'm Aafreen, I wanna share something with you today. I don't know if I'm having depression or not but sometimes I don't feel anything, I wanna cry but tears don't come out of my eyes I don't know what is happening to me, is it a depression or just I'm thinking too must. I tried to find regarding this on google but no result. So here today I'm writing to you if this is a depression, if yes, then how to handle this.

Community Member
7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Hi Aafreen, thank you for your message. I am not a professional by any means, if you are not feeling yourself, I would suggest you see a professional as soon as possible. A Psychologist, Psychiatrist or even a Counselor trained in that area will be able to assist and help you manage it, if you do indeed suffer from depression. Do not just leave it and hope it will get better, reach out to someone and please, however hard it may seem, look after yourself. It can be managed and the more you inform yourself on the topic, the better. I have included links that you might want to read or look at :-) https://youtu.be/XiCrniLQGYc and https://www.helpguide.org/articles/depression/dealing-with-depression.htm Thank you so much for sharing your story with me. I truly hope you get the help you need to live a meaningful and happy life again. Best Wishes.

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itza sekret
Community Member
7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Interesting compositions, but not at all reflective of the experience of an actual person having this affliction. First... way too much color. Do you actually think people with depression feel, or see, any of this color in life? You cannot translate their experience to others using a medium depressed people can't even appreciate. Ironic, that.

Marcena Cashman
Community Member
7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

People have different experiences with depression. For me I was numb. The visual world was one of the only things that interested me.

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